grateful for the vision grateful for something to
feel towards it something to feel towardsa nd i
and i’m grateful for the gift of inspiration
of motivation to remember its all about how i feel and i always
get to choose how i feel right now
i always get to choose how i feel right now how i want to feel right now
what i want to focus on i get to choose where i focus
and i love that i get to choose i love that i know if
they can do it i can do it i know that
and i can be that type of person i can see that for myself
i can allow that for myself and i can do it i know i can do it
i can be it and i know its what
i desire i know its what i desire and i can allow myself
to embody it
i can allow myself ot embody it
just let it go like really
you going to let something like that ruin your
whole day its just so sad
like choose the version you prefer
and move on choose not to think aot
about it and move on and that is my true power
tha is my true power
just decide to focus on
comethi
something else decide to create the version you
prefer
just let it go just turn the focus
turn the focus and that is my power
dice
decide to make the choce that
choice that feels good and then make it
for mulate the desire and allow
it to flow to and through you
ch
choose to live the version i prefer
and i’m ust so
just so mad at myseflt aht i’m
that i’m comparing that
that’s what i’m going to spend my new years doing??
comparing myself to someone else
it just so pathetic and that’s what makes me feel
even more like like shit like shit
like shit
like shit
like shit
like shit
is that i’m allowing this that
i jsut keep thinking about it when i
can just let it go that easy
make the choice
that serves you next time and just let
go of it
decide to drop the pattern decide to stop
hating myself because of a choice i amde
like who fucking cares
enjoy life be grateful its just so pathetic
that i’ve spent this much time
feeling bad about something so
dumb
soooooo dumb
becuase i chose to look at
someone else’s life and body and compate m
compare myself to it
i chose to look for reasons
to feel back
bad
and not i’m looking for reasons to feel
good
allowing life to return allowing
god to return the god feeling to return
the god feeling to return the god feeling
to return
the god feeling to return
i know the god self is there
but i dont feel it right now i just feel mad
and sad and ugh i just hate everyting and
everyone i just hate them
and its my own fault that i’m
not secure enough in myself that
i’m constatnly
contantly comparing
myself to toehrs
others and i know that is what is making
me feel bad
resenting
others for feeling godo
but i kow i can
i know i can get ther ei an
always return to god and that is
what this owrk helps mhelps
helps me do that is what this work heps me
helps me fod this
do this work tr
return to center tre
return to god and feel how i want to feel
return to god and feel how i want to feel
feel that know that life
is always helping me do the work
and that is a blessing
life is always helping me
helping me shore up what i really want
and that’s to not care about anyone else
what they look like or their situation
just keep feeling for it and its there
and i know is me
its me
i am brave enough to like myself
where i am i am brave enough to love myself
exactly as i am
to take my own advice ia m
br
i am
brave enough to take my own advice and
life ehlps me
helps me do hat
that helps me learn helps me
grow
helps me break patterns
the feeling is always there and
i always have access to it and
the feeling is the only work
that is the only workk that
that is only work
how do you feel??
how is it going to make you feel??
are you still going to be able to
feel good if you make this choice?
or are you going to beat yourself up the
whole next day for it???
and really why the fuck am
i putting this much thought into it anyway
when it just doesn’t matter
it just doesn’t and i’d much reather
rather be
enjoying this day i’d
much rather
be enjoying this day
feeling good right now i’d much
rather be milkign a good feeling then
being down on myself and for what
because i made a couple choices that didn’t feel good
just move on and make the better choice next time!!!
so why can’t i why am
i so wrapped up in
trying to be perfect???
why is this affecting me so much
how
why am i allowing it to control my life??
just deicde to
decide to feel good and that is my power
i love that
is my power and that life helps me
do that i love
that its easy to choose
to choose to feel good and make that
a lifestyle
and i know that no matter what
i am always doing my best
i can
always choose to love myself
i can always
choose to love myself to love myself
right now to see myself as god would
and not stand for anything less
every moment is a choice
a choice how i see myself
how i think about myself
and my life
how i feel
how i feel about myself and my life
and that is always
just a choice
like everything else
its just a choice
and if you choose to be down on yourself
that is a choice and if you choose to feel
good about yourself, that is a choice
and it doesn’t depend on anything else
besides the choice you make in that moment
am i choosing to feel good?
then that’s all that matters
none of the rest matter
becuase i can always choose
to feel good now!