what is that

that i think i dont have?

what is it that i think is missing

the feeling the feeling of abundance i suppose
the feeling of certainty the feeling of knowing
but i know i can choose it

i know i can choose it the
the feeling of security lol
something outside of me to make me feel good ofc

so grateful i get to do what i want
that i dont have a boss that i dont have to
check with my boss that i get to
go to the lake whenever i want

so grateful for the lake!!

and that we chose it!
so grateful we can just walk down there any time!!!

we have our lake house!!