hung up on one tiny out of the vortex moment
that doesn’t matter in the grand scheme and trying to make
something
out of nothing
upper limiting
looking for what i don’t want
blowing up what i don’t want ultimately
always comes back to me
it’s me i am the root of the problem
and i don’t mean that in a bad way
i mean it in a good way
because i know thatl ife is not
assertign
asserting itself
randomly in my life
i know the best i can do is choose to feel
good for me choose to feel good for me
choose to feel good for me i love that
i can always choose to feel good for me
and ignore anything else and
its’nt
isn’t that the work anyway
i can always choose to feel how iw ant to feel i can
always choose to feel how iw ant to
to feel to take care of me to take care of me
knowing that the root of the problem is always me
it’s always me
it’s me judging me
it’s me judging me and i can be compassionate
i can be compassionate to both sides
i can chosoe who
who and what i want to be right now
i can choose to who and what i want to be
and i
don’t have to think about that i dont
even have to think about tat i can
just chosoe me i can just choose me
i can choose me it feels good to feel
to choose m to do this
this work the vibrational work it
feels good to do the
vibrational work to get in the vortex and then
to get in the vortex and then
myabe i can stand to be around you lol
he didn’t lol
i get to be grateful i get to be
gratefulf or everything that i have
i get to hxo
choose to feel good for me
i get to the un
instrument for me i get to choose
the feeling for me
just choose th
the
the feeling and drown ther est out
i can release that i can release that
i
i don’t have to let one thing
ruin my whole day but i guess whats
ruining it
not ruining it but informing it
is that now i dont want to be around that
i just want to do me but i feel prsuu
pressured to
but i dont have to do anything i dont want and
i can just trut the flow choose to feel good for m
efor m
me i get to choose it for me and the contrast helps me focus
helps me do the work helps me do this work
the contrast helps me the contrast helps me
remember the god self remember the god self
remember the god feeling and practicing the god feeling knowing
that the god feeling is always there and i’ts not
never the thing you think it is that
is so calle d making you feel a way
you feel a way and then you see evidence of that so i
get to chosoe to lovve myself
belive in myself
choose to feel good now
choose
make the cohice
choice to not let anything get to me
make the choicet o not allow thing
anything or anyone
to take me out of my vortex
grateful to do this work and know it’s the only work
grateful
to watch the flow flowing
grateful to know gratful
to choose knowing
and get out of the way
knowing that i get to chosoe to feel g
ood no
grateful i get to feel good knowing
its a feeling choosing to feel good about that
choosing to feel good about that to feel my toward it
to feel compassion and understanding
to want to love to want to love and feel loved
not rejected
not constantly labeled not
spiritually bypassed
now i’m talking about what i don’t want
and feeling the sting of that but i know
i can refuse
i can opt out of that
i can opt out of that thought patters
i can choose me i can choose to enjoy life
i choose nejoy
enjoyment of life right now i chosoe it
for me i choose life for me i choose me i choose me
i choose feeling good for me i choose elevation for me
i choose feeling good i g
choose feeling good for me
i also have to admit that it’s me
it’s me juding my
jugding myself me being mad at myself
for who i am
and i’m not going to do that either
i love myself no matter
ho i wa
how i act what i say what i do i love msyelf
no matter what and i’m not going to think
negative things about myself either
and i know that the
contrat
contrast helps me iterate
this work is the only work th
i can feel it i feel the vibration of it and
i feel it moving through me
i feel the vibration of it moving
there
through me i feel elevated i feel
connected with the god feeling and nothing
can separate me
i am joined with the god feeling and i love
the feeling of makeing th
the choice
the choice to not allow myself to feel bad
i love that this work helps
always helps me work through it i love
that i get to choose
i mean which is
it
do you want to feel bad and dweel on
dwell on what you don’t want to
or do you want to feel what you do want
i get to feel good i get to choose the feeling i want to
choose and the contrast helps me
the sifting and sorting
the choice the choice the choice
the choice to
align with the god feeling the
choice to align with the god feeling to love
and have fun
the choice to love and have fun