Manifesto

the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress

with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project

I

is the masterpiece

I

as the masterpiece

god like me

god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we

are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.

here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

i know the power of me

i know the power of knwoing and i know the power of the choce i know the power of hte choice an
and i say thankyou ecause it shows me where i was looking outside of me
and thats’ the part i need ot be awrae oaf
and i he

haven’t bene like this in so long and i dont wnat to be like this i wnat ot be happy feel good enjoy the day
turn the day around have a good day
enjoy the dya
feel good i want to fele good iw ant to fele
good i want to feel go
i

i know its only ever me its never them its never
them its never them its never them

i have to do this for me i have to do this for m
live
th

live the magick life for me life
the magick life for me

i’m grateful because inwas lookign sou
outside of me and thas’ tnot he wath teh way

the only love is the only the only
the only love is gods love within
i know that all of lie
life reflects me all of lie
life is a mirror and its up t me to decie to live how i want ot to live i know its up to me to decid to live how i want to f
live to not care i dont have to care i dont have to care i dn
never have to care i never have to crea
i never have to care

i neer ha;e to
care i never have to care i neve rh
have to care

i never have to care i dont have to care
its never them its me it tis me its me
looking outs id e
of m e

i have to choose not to care ihave to choose
how i want o feel instead
choose to have a good day
dont let the deomson
deomns
deomons get me

demons

i can do this i can do this i can do this i cna
do this i can do this i believe in myself
i e
believe in myself i cna co
do this thi
i can do this i cna let it go i knoe
i kow its me it its me
i know that the god self is a
lawys here just feel for the god self
is all i can do
and allot i
it to pass i a
llo
allow it to pass it
si
cal

all i can do i cna say yes to life
i am brave enough to say yes to life

to feel good no matter what to remembe rto let it go and that it doesn’t matter whta i get ot have a good life that i get to hav e agood life and whatee rpot hte peopl do doens’t m
affet my abiliyt to enjoy life
i dont need anything from anyotn
and that’s the problme
i get suckde
sucked in i get su
sucked in and i know that i can
get a
out i know it doesnt matter i know nothingmatters i know t
nothing matters

i know i can do thi i cna let
let it go i cn a
cna choose not to care i
i can say yes to life to go showing me
where i m

looking out outsid eof me i cna just use the magic i cna just say yes to life ti cna just choos eho i wnat to fele instead i cna choose to fele her
good here and now i dont ne
need anything else
mth
they can ask me they can come to me and i don thav to car ei love myself i love
myself i love myself
i love myself

i know the power ofme i know the power of me
i now the power o fme
i know the power of me
i nkow

the power of me
i now th
the power ofme i knwo im always g
cearing it an that sthe one and only

law of existen e its neer them its never ever them and i know thi
this its neer never them its never ever them its me
its me
needing somehting
and i dont need a nthing i know i ne
dont need a thing outside of me

i can do this i can feel good about myslef
i know i know god i know god i know to
god and i know theres

i kow god and god is all there is i know god and god is all
there is i know god and and
god go
is all there is

i know its im my
awareness understanding and knowledge of the all providing activity
of the divine mind iwthin me is my supply

my consciousness of this truth is unlimited
therefore my supply is unlimited

its never them its me its neve the mid
its me i dont need anything outside of me and i say
thank youfor rmeeb

reminding me that it doesnt matter
ro
for reminding me how i want ot afeel i want ot feel the magic i kn my life i wnat to i prefer to feel magic in my i my life i prefer to fee the choice the choice i get to make i prefer to feel
the choice of how i want to fee the power of hte the choic e
i prefer to feel the power of the magick of making the choice of rwhat i wnat and knowing its ucomeing i prefe th power in the

choo
choice ot know to not
the ch
decision to not creat what i dont wat
to j
simply not create it to not allow the
that e
versoin and thats all i can do is not allow the that version i know this is the power of me

i can do it

i can live by what i know i can live by what i now i can all

i can feel good i can feel good all day
i can feel good all day i can fee
feel the flow of life all day i can feel good
all day i can feel the feeling i want to feel i can feel good about myself

i can do this i can have a good day i can
revise i can feel how i wnat to feel i can celebrate the ease and flow i can feel the ease and
flow of life

i can feel good i can feel howi want to feel i can do the work
here and now to feel good i can

do the work here and now

to feel good i can feel good now

i know i can

feel the feeling i prefer to eel a
to fele and its life that causes me to em
remember how i feel its the contrat that causes me to remember howi want to feel

and im here to remember the truth of life and theres only one truth of life

its that consciousness is teh only reality

i know the truth and that’s all i have to feel

i know consciousness is the only reality
i know consciousness is the only reality

i know that what i believe is what is
what i elieve
believe is what is what i feel is what is i kno
i knothis for a fac i get to feel good today
i get ot feel to fee good today
i

get to feel good todayi get to allow god today
i get ot feel the flow
of life today

its just perspective its just choice
and on
none of it matters it
just the feleing of trustig life
and tha is the god self wihtin me
that is the god self wihtin
me

and that is all that matters knwoing of im
im god and allowing that to crystalize

i know the one and only truth and its aht
feeling creates the subconscious crares i know that this i know this for a fact
its just amtter of feeling somethine else of feelint the joy of life of allowing the joy of life here and now the joy of life thejoy of love for not reason and without haveing to control the

joy of loving for the sake of loving and i can allow myself that i can allow mysl
myself that out of spite i get ot love
without needing something and thast all there is i know
how i want toa fele i knwo the feeling of knowing god within i o
of knowing god is on the case

the pwer of me

andi now it i sink inot it i eelit the god self

the god self within me as my total fulfillment
when i am aware of the god self wihin me
as my total fulfillment

i a m
totlaly fulfilled

i ma now aware of this thrth
i have found the secret to life ia and can relax in the nowledget that the activy of divine abundance i
is eternally operating in my life

only i choose how ifele not other people and its me
who can get of
off the roller coatste
coaster

i love that

i kow the powr of me of the feelig its all the feeling
and the sooner i

the sooner i starte acting like i kow my poewr the sooneri feel it
i

when i am awre of the god self witihn me as my totla fulfillment

i am totaly fuilfilled

i con dont hae to care i get to feel the power ofmei get to fele the power of me right here d noa d now and celebrate the day i get to choose
how i feel in the say

only i know my power only i get to choose the power
of me the power of the day the power of the energy of life
flowing through me the poewr of god onlonly i can choose to feel the poer of god only i can chose to feel the power of god loe
that i get to feel it i canchoose it always no matter what happens i ca can choose to
how i want to feel i can always choose knwo howi want to feel and i knwo i am good at it i
i celebrate everymoment becausei know its up to me toc to create my life and i care
can create whatever i want

im good at it im good at it
and thats’ the only skil i need

im good at it im good t
at it im good at it
i m good at the
feeling the magic of lfe
of me im good at feeling the magic of me

im in charge of that im in charge of the
im the one that sin charge ofhow i feel
of hoi
how i w i feel im the one thats in charge of how i feel
only i et to choose how i feel howi feel how i

how i feel only i can choose

the god self within
when i am awre of the

when i am aware
of the god self within me as my total
fulfillment
i am totally fulfilled

when i am aware of the god sefl within
me as my total filfillment

i m atotally fulfille
d
iam not ware
of this
truth

i have found the secret to life and can relax in the knowledge that
the activity of divine abundanc e
is eteranlly operating in my life

i simply have to be awre of the flow the radiation
of creative enegy which is continuously
easily and effortrlessly pouring forth from my divinew consciousness

i am now awrae i am now in the flow

hoQ I DWWL
hoq i
hoq i dww
how i feel iam

i celebrate the power of me i celebarte the b
power of me becauase all there is is the choice life and can only ever reflect that life can only ever reflect that i and im so graefuli know

i want to live in my power i want to explotr
explore my power know my power it fels good to feel my power to let therst go and just feel howi want to fele i love that i dont care about getting madany more i just
want ot feel good in my power to feel the power of me to feel the powr ofme to flip the switch ican do i cna send love to the sitruation i can send god to the situation and thats all i can do thats all i can do i sfeel gods love for the situation an

that’s all i can ever do

when i am aware of the
god self witihn me as my total fulfillment

i am totally fulfilled

whe i am aware of the

the god self the god self the part of me that is god the part of me thats creatig creating all of ig im always creatin it i just have to allow myself to create it beautifully to let it uf

unfold beautifully to trust life and l
waht watch it unfold perfetly to trust lfe and get out of the way to bring back the skill to bring back the skill of feeling it then beca

becoming it thn seeing it becoming it then seeing it and allowing life to do it and knwoing that was me that created i know its me i know its all the feeling of me the feeling
of the god self within

within when i am aware

wheni am aware

when i am aware

am i aware???

am i aware??

am i in my magic and thas the more fun place to be

in my magaic is the more fun place to be and i know ths i know the power of this focus i know that nothing can stop me from feeling the god self within

i am now aware of thei
this truth

every time i remember the powre of
me i feel great ei feel

feel unstopable

i dont have to fele
anything i dont hae to
have to i dont have

to i dont have

i get to choose howi eel i get to choose
how i feel

im the driver of mylife nobody
else im the driver of my life and i
decide how i feel i decide
how i feel nobody else

i get to decide how i live

nobody else

i get to celebrate the god self
wheni am awre

fo the god self wthin
as th
my total fulfillment

i am totally fulfilled

the work works

focusing on what i know works on remembering what i know
taht tis never them its me its how i feel i
its theen

the energy ofmethat i get to feel tat i get to all ow
its the energy of god that i get ot fele
its the feeling i wg get ot feel hof of how iwant t life to go
and hwne i choose that feeling

im always choosing it
life follows

no matter what life follows the feeling i fele
no matter what
life dotn’ess have a choice but to dhow me how i feel

showing me how i feel thatis life
that is physical reality is

its aprint out of how i feel what
of whta i expect of what i think
life is

turn the boat right now

all i can do is not think is drop it and say
th
whatever all ic an do is drop t it and never think about it
all i can do is drpo it
all i can do is drop
it a ll i can do is choose not to think to let go fo thining and chooseing knowing i know

i know god i know god always does eveyrthing perfectley i know this and i get out of the way i get out of thw ewya
the way because its not my porblem

i want to feel good i want to enjoy my life i want to live fully
i want to live with not
god my

awareness understanding
and knowledge of this

the providing activity of the divine mind wihtin me
is my supply

there’s no bliss in the mind

there’s no bliss in the mind
the mind isn’t real the minds isn’t wh ia ma dn the best i can do is

ransced the mind i know thats all i can i do th the only power i have is to feel how i woul prefer
what if it was all working out perfectly what if it was alredy perfect

i accept everything that is i say yes to life
life hre and now i love myself i love

i love myself i love myself i love myself the real self not the mind i knw what life is i knwo im the god self the invisible self i know the real slef is the infivisible self the real self is the invisible self

i know i dont need anything from anyone im celebrateing not careing im celebrating feeling free im celebrating the day im celebratieng a good day im
looking for what i want to see and allowing life to

do the rest
im looking for whta i want to see im focse
focused on the magic version of life f
of feeling the feeling of oh wo i thought about this and here it is recognizing that because its everything its everything recognizeing that feeling is everything

the real power of life the real magic of life hwere and now knowing the midn is fake the mind is a choice
thougths arent true

i kow

thoughts arent’ tu
true and life h
is always helpign gmeremember that
only the feeling of god is true only the feeling of god is true
of knwoing i already have it i alredy have ernbyer thing i could need i alredy have it

im saying yes tto life im not afraid im brave enough to say yes to lfie im brave enough to say yes to life and allow life to unfold

i can feel better

just say i feel get
better and i do just say i feel better
an di do and and thta’s all there is
i know

this iwill help this will hlep this
will help me turn the boat and i can accpet
everything as it is i can say yes to eerything as it is i can
say yes here and now i can allow the flow
of life i can
allow the flow of
of life i can say yes to it i can
say yes to life i can say yes to life i nwo i can do

i can do it i can feel good gn
no i can
i can feel the flow now i can feel the flw now i can feel good i no i feel good nw i can feel myself now i can tu
trus the fow of lofe i trust the flow i trust what happens i dont resitanc
it i trust it i trust the flow of life i trust the flow of lfe
flowing through mei trust the flow of life fl

flowing through me

im celebrating lfe now i
im allowing the eenrgy of life nwo i say yes to to the
to the flow of life i say yes to the the flow
of life i say yes to the flow of lfe i

feel good nw i feel the flow now i allow the flow to flow through me isay yes to feelign good i say yes to feeling good i ask how i want to feel instead i sak
ask how i want to feel instead then i feel it i

i ask how iwant to feel instad i feel the feeling now of enjoying life i know that its always here with me
the feelgo
th
the feeling of expanding to feel
to fill life

this works works this work works feeling for how i want
to feel works and allowing myself
to feel that way feeling for how i want th e
the sa

day to go and then feeling it
feeling how i want the day to go
and feeling it its easy to t

turn the boat to say i trust life to mjump into life to decid how i want to feel instead to decide how iwant to feel instead

i can do i i know i know its been

the flow is hre the
feelng i prefer is here the
feeling i prefer is
here

celebrating life
saying yes to everyting that comes
trusting howi feel trusting that go is in how i feel i can say yes i can celebrate life
here and now i can d
celebrate life here and now i feel the flow i feel godi feel the other side of the wave

i dont have to do anything i dont have to think
i never have to think i never have to wondre i know

just know just choose the feeling i prefer and alow life to follow
choosing the feelingi prefer and allow life to flo
follows

i love that i dont care
i love that i get to i love
that i know its a good
its a good day i knwo how to feel good i know how to feel better

i know how to feel better and its so esay to feel good its so easy to fel good and i love that its esay i love
taht i get to feel good about myself that i get to love myself that i get to like myself that i get t to believe in myself i believei in myself i knwo im doing better

im focused im focused on feeling good on the flow flowing
i can feel the energy here and nowi can feel the
energy of lfie

i feel the truth i feelth
the truth of life i feel the truth of life i feel the truth of life i feel the power of me i feel the power of the coice of how i want to feel i feel the choice i feel the choice of life i feel myself
feeling good i feel that i can do it i know that ican do it and i ll feel better i dont have to wonder just trust life and say yes i dont hae to woner
wonder just trust life and say yes

i know that its all working out i knwo that life is is working out i say yes to life to myself i say yes to my to myself

i get

i can o this ican do this ican do this ican do this i can feel howi want to feel i can feel how i want to feel i can feel the energy of life i can say yes to me i can say yes to me i can believe in myself i can e on some new shit i can say yes to me and to life

what else am i doing i can ake the leap i can do the work i can feel better i can take care of how i feel i can take care of how
i feel i take care of how i feel i feel the feeling here and now
i feel the feeling

here a i the focus on the feeling preferred the focus on the feeling of knwoing i dont have to think
just know dont have to think just know

just know feel the feeling of god feel the feeling of god is all i can do

just feel for howi want o to feel an then i do

feel for how iwant to feel and theni do
i celebraet life i feel good i feel good

feel for how i want to feel and i feel
it feel for how i want to feel
and i feel it

thats all there is consciousness is the only reality consciousness is the only reality

why am i here

to tune myself to the vibration of god
to milk the feeling of feeling good to milk the feelin of feeling good

so graetufl to feel good to have neerg to not have to work to get to do what i want to get to wake up when i want to ge tt o ease and flow and know not know nothing matters
so graeufl to have a good day and trust the flow trust what happens and know theres always another mountain to know t

all life is is ups and downs t
annd to trust them trust the feeling just observe the feelig ovs

observe the ups and downs and know that and know that noe oe
of it is me noone of wht happ
happens is me

i am just the observer and nothing can stop e me from knowign i am god from the
knowledge that i am god i m

here to remember that i am god to preacitc esoming back to the god knowledge to focus on the god knowledge knowing that im god knowing that im
god i m athe one and only creator its no one else is its up to me to choose it

so graetufl to have a good day to fel good to d
get to do the work to focus th feeling the feeling

why am i here
because im using mypower im practicing my power im praciticeing my power