all i can do is feel at peace

i am the only one living my life
and i am the only one who can feel
who can

vibrate as me
who can choose to feel
ahpp

happy and i know the contrast helps me
fcous helps me transmute

helps me

only i get to vibrate fro

for me only i get o have
to have my perspective on my life

i don’t have to feel so
tight so forced

i don’t have to forced everyth

everything i’m not forcing
i’m allowing and i

i’m allowing myself to do me
to focus on me i am allowing myself to focuso n
mon

on me on feeling good for myself i am
alloweing myse

myself to get out of the way i am
allowing myself to do me
too

to do what i want to trust
my instincts and do what
serves me

i am allowing myself
to get out of the way and allow
the tao to do the work

i am giving myself
that

solid that gift i am allowing myself
the power of this here and now

and how ic an not

feel so annoyed
so pissed off what am
i so pissed aobut

about

why??
why everything??????????????????????????????

i want to let it go and just
enjoy life and i know i have the
power to get out of the way

to not care i kno

i feel that my identity
is gul

built around caring
and that i don’t havet o ca

to care i can feel the d

oth

other side of the wave
is not caring
the other side of the wave

is getting out of the way
and allowing and that’s fine

you don;’t

don’t want to help

do
it
yourself

i’ll just work on my numbers

and call it a day

an i know that is all
built up in my head and that
it’s my choice

how i look tat6

at it do i want to see it
in a way that makes me feel bad
or a way that makes
feel good

me feel good and i know that
tehw ork
the work
the world follows the
energy
and i get to choose

and it can only ever

reflect me

it’s only ever me
the world is only ever
reflecting me
and i can only have fun if

i decide to have fun first
and i know that maybe it is easier
to choose a negative point
of view becuse that

because that is what i’m used to but
if that is what i want to se

see it is my choice and my
choice along

alone

it is my choice
to choose to celebrate
it is my choice

the pitn

point

of view i decide to take
and i can always choose

to celebrate now i can always turn
the boat and i am
proud
of myself for turning the boat

i know that the most
i can ever do is

feel good now and i never have
to pressure myself to

do anything else i love
the power of me an di l

i love doing the wor

work to turn the boat
i love how good it feels to
choose to love

my life and i love that it’s
so easy i love
that the workbook is coming
along in
due time

i love pwny i love my good
life i love that we
got the magicks done

i love that it’s enough
i love that tis’ more

more than enough that its’
always more a

than enough and i

always get to choose

how i feel i love the feeling
of turning the boat i love that
i can feelt he power
the power of it and i love

that i chose to do it because
i want to feel good and

enjoy life
i want to feel good and enjoy life
and that is the best i can do

in each moment

and not base it on
a past moment

i can only ever choose
expansion in this here and now
i can only ever choose
the vibration of yes

of love

in this here and now and i know
that life can only ever reflect me

i know i become it then i see it and
when life is forced

it doesn’t feel good when
i deny the flow

life doesn’t feel as good
but when i embrace and
accept it

wheni look
loook forwar

forward to life
it celebrates me
and i love that i am

becoming brave enough
to take the big leap i am

getting there and i

i am feeling more and more
brve

brave ab out

about allowing myself to
be my full self and trust

the power completely i love
that i know i get to choose
the feeling first and then it comes

and i am doing the work

to feel the feeling fist i
am

i am doing the work
the only work that matters
and that is to feel the
feeling first

i love that i et to ch
get to choose the feeling
i love that i get to

send the signal of love

i love that i can
always turn the boat and remember
that life refelct

reflects the signal i send

i love that i can always do
what

i love that life always helps me
know what i prefer i love that
i get to feel like a cooperative

component to life i love
that i get to feel good i love
that i can do the work
i love

that i get to stand up for myself
and do the work that i ene

need to do to be the
person i need to be

want to be

already am and i know that
i am one who loves and i know that
when i feel good

life flows and i know that
feelign is

gopod is

good is all that matters
and the more i practice this

point of attraction
the more naturally it comes to me
and i know that

everything
is

perspective

i know that everything
is perspective and i get to choose
how i look at life

how i create life
and i know that i always

have the choice to
create with love

i love doing the work

and i love the power of me
i love that i know life can only
ever reflect me and the more i
do this work the more i

remember that and the more
i can leverage
that knowledge

the more i do the work the
more aware i am of the energy and the
vibration i am sending
i love

perkin’s

i love that i get to do this work i love
that i get to feel good in my life
i love that i know it can only reflect me and

when i decide that ia m
going
to focus on spirit
then my life
does that as well

all of the characters in my life

do that as well

i love doing this work i love
focusing on the feeling i love
the focus on spirit
i love the focus on spirit
i love that i know this
is my only job i love that
it always comes

i love that i get to do the work i love that
i get to do the work i love that i know life
loves me i love that i get to do the work
i love that it

always comes i love

that life always flows through me i love
the better ti getrs i love
i love getting to do the work
right now doing the owrk

first thing in the morning that
is what iw anted and i just

asked

i just intended
i just allowed i just did the work
myself and allowed life
to fall in line and i know that everyting
is the same

everything is an energy and

it only takes

up to 3 days

of sending the signal for
what iw ant

for it to materialzie

i love that iknow this
is how life works

material
follows

energy

i love that i know this i love
that i get to do the work
i love that i get to feel good
now i love that i get to

i love that i get to have fun i ove
that i get to do the work
i love that
i get to feel good

i love doing the work i love
that it always comes and i love that i know

life can only reflect the energy
i love that i know i love that i know
the power of life i love that
i nkow

i know the power of me i love
that i know the pwoer of me

me i love doing the work i love
focusing on the work an know

that all that ever matters in life
is thins this work is the remembering
who i am

remembering
that its not my job

to figure it out

the work always works

it feels good to feel
themagick
to feel the magick of this moment to

work through the vibration to
sit downa nd

and remember that ia m
the one and only creator
of my life

i love that i love that i
love that i get to feel good in this
right now choose
the feeling in

the fouc on
the center and allowing the
version i prefer

i know it’s always up
to me to choose

and i never
have to wonder i never
have to wonder i can
al

can always choose the
feeling i can always
come back to

center and choose
the feeling i can

can always

rleax the boy
body
ind and spirit

i love the feelign
of coming into
my power i love that i can
always do the work choose the
feeling first and allow
ther est
tot fele

to flow i love that i et to
say
get to say thank you i love
that i get to say thank you
i love that i can

always feel the feeling i love
that the contrast helps me
focus o love
i love that i get to choose
the version i prefer
and let go i love that i get to cho

use the magick

i love that i get to choose
the vibration i

vibration i send i love
love that i get to choose
the vibration vibration
i send i love that
i get to choose how i fele
i love

that i get to choose
how i feel that i

i love that i get to choose
the eeling feeling allow the
feeling i love that

i can always align witht he feelig
of how i want to feel

i love that i get to
always get to choose
the feeling i want to feel and
this work elps

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helps me do that
i love that

this work helps me
send the siganl of yes i love that
i get to chosoe i love
that i knowi am

worthy of love

i am wohty of love i am allowed
allowed to love my life
and my self
i am allowed to choose
to feel good about that i am
allowed to choose
the feeling of celebrating

life right now and i love

that i know this work ehlps

ehlps

hepls m

helps me do that and i know that
my only job is to feel the
feel the flow get tin the
in the vortex and then i love amkg

making the choice to
let go to choose the side
of the wave i prefer to choose to
send the siganl for what
i want

and trust it tocome
i get to make the choice to
send the sianl only

signal only i can send the

sgianl

signal ony i can

only i can send the siganl i know
i nkowi am
i am the one and only creator
creator and i get to choose

only i

get to choose only

i love that i get to
choose the feeling i love that i
get to choose the feeling
i love that i know that

only i

get to choose the
feeling i love

that i get to choose and i love
that this work help

helps me do that helps me focus
on the feeling i prefer feelthe
feeling

feel how i would prefer to feel
feel how i would feel if
i got what i want

it feels good to do the work
to relase t

release the resistance
to know that i am the only a

one and only creator
and know that my only job
is to feel the feeling for
how iw nat to

want to feel and iknow that
the feelign ony

only ever comes

from connection

i love that i am

allowing myself to feel connected to life
to allow the unfolding
of life i am allowing the unfolding
of life i am

allowing myself to choose the
feeling to choose the feeling of love

that’s all i can ever do
is choose the feeling of love choose
the feeling of

love and ther est

the rest follows choose the
feeling of love and the rest
fololows

follows i know that life
can only ever reflect the feeling
of me i know this i know that

when i send the signal of love

i get the signal of love i l

subjective reality

when you have
enthusiasm about something
that is what you get
more of when you are
excited about something
that is what you get more
of and that is why when i

start
the day with excitement the day
unfolds effortlessly before me

it feels good to remember
life is not about doing it’s about
enjoying every day as if it were sunday

or whatever day of the week you feel like
playing out that day
just trusting the moment and not
forcing yourself into

any box
or to do list

it feels good to remember that
everything reflects me and when i ask it
is given it feels good to do the

to do the work to feel good go feel good

it feels good to
do the only work that matters to know that
it’s only ever within

within me because it’s my simulation
and i am the one who
gets to choose

how it plays out

it feels good to feel good
in my body it feels good to
feel good
in my body to feel good babo

about who i am to

who i am who i am who i am
who i a

am who i am who i am
who i am

it feels good to focus on self
to allow life to feel good wo

to allow life to feel good
in this
here andn ow it

it feels good to feel good in this
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here and now
to know that

everything

is energy

it feels good to it feels goo to
good o
to feel good to focus in the flow
and trust the unfoldig
of everything
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else to know of the magick
of life int h

this here and now
and

it feels good to feel good
to feel good
in this here and now

it feels good to

to feel good in this here and now
to feel good to allow myself to feel good
i nthis
this

this here and now

it fele

it feels good to
remember who i am to
be rememberingth
the power of me

the feeling it
feels good toremember
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to feel go

good to feel

ok

it feels good to recognize
how the energy reflects

itself to be aware of
how the energy

reflects itself
i am aware of how the
energy reflects itself
and how life
can only reflect

me i am i am awre of the power of that
and i am willing to

lift the veil

i am willing to lift the
veil iam here to

lift the veil and i

her etodo

to do important work
and i am willing

to
do
it

i am willing to do the wo

only work
i am willing to

take the biggest risk in
allowing l

life to live through me
the

great exop

experiment

allowing life to live
through me and
it feels good to feel good
to practice feeling good

and be good at it it
feels good to practice feeling good
and then
it is easier to feel good

so grateful for an awesome
meal so grateful for a ride to
a different place
so grateful for smokin buddies

so grateful for friends
family who support us

it feels good to feel too

good to take the gi

big leap it feels good
to take the big leap it
feels good
to feel good

it feels good to love to be one
who loves it feels good to
a

allow myself to love it feels good
to allow myself

it feels good to choose the magick

to make the choice
i feel tat i

that i dno’t

want to or am afraid
but iknw i can just make
the choice

anc dh

and choose the choice

i know that’s all there is
to life
i know that

that’s all there is is choosing
thechoice
over and over and i a

i am so grateful to have the
space to recognize that

so grateful to have the space

to say thank you

just say thank you say

thank you ilove this
life i am allowed

to say thank you i am

allowed to say thank

thank you i am

am allowed to say
thank you i am allwed
wto

to look for what i watn
to see i am allowed
to look

for what i want to see to focus
on what i want to get more of

i love that i get to feel good now
that i get to feel the

purest vibration of me
i ge to fe
to feel the purest vibration

of me the god vibration
and that’s all that matters
is love and saying thank you

i love that i am remembering
my power rememing

its in my power the
signal i send

and i know that

everything

is a signal

i love that i get to say
yes thank you i love that life
is good i love

alow

allowing life to flow through me
i am a amt

match i am a amt

match i love that i get to
choose i get to c

choose

my truth

i get to love mei

i get to approve of
myself and no one can stopy m

stop me i love that i have

the power

to eli

believe in myself and my ideas i love that i have the power
to chooe the

the reality i prefer i love that
i get to choose and this work ehlps

ehlsp

helps

me
do that
i can

i can

cia

i can do this i can connect
with source over and over and

learn how to feel that
connection always

more often
easily connect to
the source and that is
through practice

i knoe yhr

i know the power
of me and that is in the

letting go i love that it
always works itself out i love
that i get to feel the
feeling in this

here and now i ove th

i love that i get to feel the
feeling of the flow
in this

here and now i love
that i can always let go
and lt the fl
the flow do it i love

that i enver
never have to worry and
i know that i am the one

one and only creator i love
that i know the power of
me and how easily

i can

create things

slef

i asked myself
i asked the universe
anything i asked it
what i should

focus on or what is
most important and it said you

and then i kept listening
and it said self

and i know that is true
i know more and more every day
that this is the work and

the importance of this
work is in the remembering of
what is important
the remembering the remembering
of what my priorities are

what my
values are and
when i remember that
i already have what i need
what i value that i am

already

so blessed
i feel a lot more calm
in my life when i remember
to focus on what
truly matters to me

which is enjoying life
and giving and receiving love
i know that i am a lover
i am one who loves and love

is the answer to everything the signal
answer to everything and i know that
is what cures all and makes all
of life good

worth living and i

i know that self is the
only thing that matters
this is the only work tha tmat

that matters and the
rest follows and i know that
by how i feel i can feel that i’ve
been

blowing up small tasks in my mind
keep on thinking
i have to get this done
waisting my nows

thinking wasting

wasting my nows thinking
about what i’m not doing

but what i prefer

and what i now feels better
is trusting the isness of the
now and knowing that the
action follows that trust
and ia m

am grateful i am aware enough to know
this ia m

am brate

grateful i am aware enough to love
aware enough to love
for me for the sake of me
for the sake of my own life

because i do want to live

i want to enjoy the ride and
the way to do that is to sit down
and talk to myself
about what truly matters

it feels good to love to lift
the veil to know i already have the
teeth

i already have the teeth
they are already there and i can
relax into the knowledge of that
i know that

everything is energy and i understand
that on a grand level i know for a fact

that everything in life is

reflecting the signal i send
that is what really matters is the siganl

get the signal right then
try to do anything else and
feeling that i need

to do

anything else would mean there is a
lack of connection because when there

is understanding there is
knowing that the isness of each moment
is all there is and all

there can ever be

thank you

i can feel my bravery

building i cna feel that i am feeling more and more

willing to trust

the voice

turst5

trust

the voice

i can feel that i am trst
trustin life more and
more ai can feel that i can
feel that i am more and more
willing to trust the life flowing
through me

more willing to

let go nd

allow myself to be at home in the moment

i am brave enoug to alolow myself
to be at home in the oment

brave enough to love to make
thechoice
to love no
matter what
to let go and love
brave enought o
let go and love

it feels good to make
the choice to always

be at home in the moment
it feels good to feel brave enough to
let go of

the future
to let go of anything
out of this moment it
feels good to practice

the signal

it feels good to do the work
for me first to know the
connection is all that matters
it feels good to

make the space for me
andk now th
know that ther est
the rest floow

fl

follows

choose love and the
rest follows choose love
and the rest floowing

follows

today i choose love and
they why they

the mind always comes back to the why

becaue it because it

it feels good and i want to feel
good it feels good to feel goodand

and i want to feel good

i am allowing to feel good!!

good god goo
it’s all the same

it feels good to focus
on the feeling to feel tuned in tapped in
turned on and know that that is
my only job and know that i can
choose love instead of judgement

i can let go of worrying about
what other pepe

people thing and embrace that
i am here to let that go i love
that i know understand the
source and that

it’s all coming full circle i love
that i can allow myself to

be seen i can allow myself to be
succesful to live my life how i want to
live it and i

i don’t have to be afraid
id on’t

don’t have to be afraid of what
others will think i can
only ever trust the feeling i an only

ever trust the feeling

i am aware of thought patterns and
my ability to
choose

to think something new and
this work ehlp

helps me do that i am aware
of my thoughts and how they create
my experience

i know that my energy

my expectation
creates and i get to choose what i epec

expect and this work helps me work
through that

ehlps

helps me become aware

of what i am creating
and the more i make the time to
become aware the more at home
i feel in the now the more
at hoem

home i feel int he know
the now

and i love that i get to
choose the feeling

of yes of peace
i love that this work always heps
me

helps me remember who i am
that ia m one
one who loves and that is

all that matters
its helping

me break down the walls
the facade

i am lifting the veil
and allowing myself to
be one
who loves

how to love me

how to love me how to love me
how to love me what does that mean

what does how to love me mean

it means really giving yourself the feeling
of being loved allowing yourself
the feeling of being loved

of truly liking myself how
to love me do i even know

do i even know how to love me

what does it feel like to actually

like myself??

how to love me how to love me how to love
me

feel the feeling of god loving you of
that person that picture as god loving you

feel it that person loves you

feel how you would feel if that
person was showering you with praise and
affection

texting you all day saying
can’t stop thinking about you

and miss you and you are amazing

saw this and thought of you

feel how you would feel if that long lost
love

sent you a message saying

i’m sorry

you were right i was wrong
i always loved you
i never stopped and i wish
things didn’t turn out how i

wished they would

breath in and milk that feeling
breath out and notice its presence
within you

you are feeling that feeling
right now you are feeling that
feeling you seek the
feeling you keep thinking
you need someone else to

do something

for you to feel that way but

you just felt that way
you imagined what it would feel like
to feel that way and you felt it

and it felt good

nothing is stopping you from
feeling this feeling

breath in and feel yourself being loved
breath out and ask yourself
who is doing the loving

you feel loved you feel how you would
feel if this person did this thing

but you feel it now and what
is the source of the love???

how can you be feeling it
if this person didn’t do this thing yet?

but when you breathe in you still have
access to that feeling you felt just now
in your fantasy

and when you breathe out you can feel
the momentum that feeling already has

you can feel that since you’ve
decided to feel the feeling of being
loved you have

easier access to it and every time you

breathe in and feel the feeling
of being loved
and breathe out and release your resistance
to it

you will feel
more than feel
you will know

that you that something
or someone
infinitely loves you
and you can look back and say

i love you too.

the work feels good

and the work feels good because
it is the only thing that matters
is it in

alignment with god
energy the energy

that creates worlds and is
also creating your world and the more
i turn and look at the
stardust instead
of the dust on the shelf

i feel good i feel when i look at the
stardust and that is how i know it is
my only job i feel empowered
by life and that is how i know

it is my only job and i feel
good when i write because i am
letting go i am taking the big leap in

trusting life making the choice to love
life to love myself enough to

care
about
how i feel and when i love
myself enough to
care about how i feel

when i love myself
enough to care if i love

myself

that is how life is meant to
be lived and i love the more i become
aware i’ve beomce

become aware that a lot of
my stress comes from

fighting where i live
and i can easily just let that go
i love that i have a lot
of life experience to

work with and the smallest things
sometimes end up bringing the
biggest lessons and i lovethat i know
i am energy i love that i can
fee th

feel the energy of me the connection of
me i nthis here and now

and knowing that i don’t need anything
else it feels good to write
and focus and

believe in myself i love that i
get to make t
the choice to believe in
myself to stand up for myself

to approve of myself

i love feeling the power
of me i love feeling the power
of me i love feeling i love
feeling the power of me i ove
fee

feeling the power of me
i love feeling tapped into the source
knowing that it
already is

life already is the way i want it to
be life already is the way i a

want it to be and i love that i
am brave enough and evolved neoug

enough to know thatlife
is always flowing through me
and that

this is the only work
and that all i can ever do

is trust my intuition

i love thati know the
feeling is always

right here a

with me and i can always be
here now i love
thati know i can
always be here now i love the

better it ges i

gets i love that life helps me
focus i love that i can
alwas

always laugh
and say thnak y

thank you because life
helps me focus life helps
me love life is always

helping me

love

i feel at peace in this
very moment i feel brave enough in
this very moment to lift the veil

i am brave enough to lift
the veil to see life
as it truly is

a print out of the
signal i send in that

i that way i understan that
that all that matters
in life is how i feel and i have
the choice to feel
calm
at ease

trusting
loving
and then that is what i see
in my life i know

that i get to

make the choice to look for what i want
to see i nli

in life and i know that i
it can only ever reflect me i love
that i know it is only ever me
i and
i get tomake
the choice

how i feel i ove that i get to
make the choice to feel goodabout
about my life i ove
that i get to
to do this work i love
that i get to feel the

sense of empowerment

that comes along within knowing

that it can only reflect me

i love feeling the choice

i get to make the choice
to let that go now i am
aware of it and i am aware that
i am letting go i am

allwoing my

allowing myself to relax into
and trust the flow life

i deserve to be loved to
feel loved by life i deserve to
feel loved by life i know
that life loves me and
always wants the best for me

i know that i am
deserve to feel loved by life
i am loved by life i am loved by life

love doing the work and
milking the feeling i love

remembering

how to choose the feeling
and let it go i lovethe p

the power of that i love
that i get to do that i loe
doing

love that i know this is
my only work learning how to

to love is my only work
letting go of the rst is

rest is my only

work and i love thatthis
is what helps me do it

this
right
here
is the most

important
poem
in the
world

and i know that now
i want to be seen
i see beyond the veil and it
sees me i know that i know

now

i see beyond it
i’m not afraid to look
beyond the veil and remember
who i am remember
the

magick of who i am

and practice my magick
i get to choose i get to choose
and i will

allow

i allow i love and and

i allow i love and i allow
i’m

ready

to
be
seen

for who i am and i
don’t care who sees it

i’m ready to be seen for who iam
i’m

ready to relax into life
and love i’m ready to take
the night off

take thislife

lifetime off

from worry
and wonder and strife

i’m ready to love!!!!!!!

i love that i feel ready to love
i love that i feel the love

pouring through me i love tha t’m here

here and

getting to do the work
and trust the flow the feeling

trut ever

everything that happens i love that
i’m here and i’m ready!!!

i love that i know this
is my only work i love that i know

i know
the secret to life

and it’s that this is the only
thing that matters connecting

to spirit is the only thing
that matters and when i focuso n
spirit

the rest comes i love that
life is good i love that i get to love
myself

i love that i aget to

get to love myself i love that i know

i am
enough

getting back to my ways

felt an inkling lately
of the world beyond
i’ve been feeling more aware of
the veil of the
fear i hide behind even though i’m
still unsure what i am
afraid of but i gather
that it’s just a sense of overall anxiety
that comes about as a result
of separation from source and when i am
fully connected to source i
don’t feel that sense of anxiety
because when i am connected
i feel a knowing sense of
being cared for and

taken
care of

and i’ve been feeling
the beyond lately
and it feels good today

when i woke up i felt excited about
the day excited about knowing that it
always turns out perfect
excited just from
making the choice

from being aware of how something
makes me fee and

addressing it

and i can feel that i’ve
had the headspace to do more of that lately
to be aware of my thoughts
feelings and emotions i am aware of what i think
and how that makes me feel
and i am aware of the choice i get to make
and that it always just comes back to love

and when i focus on love
i feel at ease and when i feel at ease
the truth of life
is allowed

to tell itself
to me

the truth of life
is that everything is love

love of myself
and henceforth
love from myself

unto myself

it feels good to feel
relaxed to be in the habit of looking for it

because i know i can choose
to be in the habit of looking for whatever
i wish to see i am in the habit of looking for what
i want to see and i know i

always
see
it

it feels good to be aware of
the thoguth
thought patterns to be aware of

who

and

what

i am

it feels good to know and to
be in the practice of coming
back to center it feels good

to take actions that
feel good to do the things
that i know
feel good it feels good to focus
onthings that

feel good and know the
rest follows it feels good
to trust the

flow of life without fear it feels good
to feel the feeling
to be able to

imagine
if only just an inkling

a version of myself that
is free from the resistance

i currently endure

to be able to imagine that
version to know that
a version of me exists where the pains of
the present

no longer exist i know that
the pains of the present

can never last forever and i will
always let the thought go
and start obsessing over something else

hopefully
god

it feels good to know this to
be unpacking it feels good to be allowed to
unpack to do the work
of releasing the
resistance

to remember who i am
to remember i am a signal a

feeling i am nothing
but a feeling and i am
the only one

who
feels
it

it feels good to do the work
to focuson the work
in t

the here and now i am focused onthe
here and now i
how

how i feel in this
here and nw

now who i am
in this here and now

not who i was
when i saw myself

see myself now
in hindsight
as oh

i was my best then

but i am
my best in this here and now

i am my best in this
here and now and i am celebrating
this fact

i am looking for reasons

to love myself to send the
signal of love and remember that
all that matters is love to remembe that

that i get to let go of all of the
rest i love that i know that t
e

the rest doesn’t matter
and that i have the gree

freedom to love i love
feeling at ease in my life i love the power
to feel at ease in my life

i love that i can imagine a version
of myself that is at ease
i can see a version of myself that
is at ease and i am
feeling more and more at ease

all the time i love that
i know i can always

allow that version of myself
to show and through time

with practice that is who i
allow myself to become

i match the vibration
of my highest self
and that is all i could

ever hope to do i love that i am

brave enough to trust the energy
i am brave enough tot rust

trust he energy of this here and now

to choose the thought patterns
i want to choose the power

of life i am brave enough to
choose the power of life and remember that
i am the one who gets to make the choice

i love that this work
helps me remember that i love
coming into my power

i love the feeling of knowing that
i am the one who gets to choose
and then just let it go i know

i know it can only reflect me
i know i can

just look for what i want to see
i love that i get to choose the feeling i love
that i get to choose the feeling
and that’s it
i love that i get to choose
and then just feeling that

feeling over and over and it comes
just choose instead

of wondering

just choose

never
wonder

never wonder because life
is always there and i am looking

for the clues i am looking for
abundance today i am
looking for the clues i am

doing this work
the only work the god work and knowing
that god is right there

with me

excitedly creating
whatever i want to see
and i love that i know this
i love that i get to choose

i love that i get to choose
i love that
i get to choose i love that
i know i love that i know
i love that i know

because i get to choose
and i love the

better
it gets i love that i am
remembering who i am i love
rememberig wh

who i am and

being braven enoug

enough and focused enough
to choose the version i prefer
and taht’s all

all it ever is
choose
with
confidence

the version
which you
prefer

create it

i created it thank you
i know this nnow and

and now i a mallowing
myself to see that i am
already there

thank you

i know all i can do is relax into the flow

i love feeling the effects of the
practice i love the feeling of
letting go i love the better it gets i love
that i get to look for what

i want to see i love
feeling at ease i love that i have the
power
to feel at ease and trust life

this morning i got up to put
some mail in the box to go out and i could
feel that i felt
an

overwhelming amount of fear

about the day
and i don’t know why i have no
real idea why

afraid of the uncertainty
i suppose i don’t know
afraid to get going

afraid to try
to have a good day afraid

of the day

what the hell is that
like terrified like
i almost couldn’t stay awake

but what am i so
afraid of

i wish i could crackt hat spe

that spell

tomorrow i intend to
wake up feeling safe intend to wake up
feeling at home

excited to enjoy the day
tomorrow i intend to wake up
feeling excited to enjoy
the day
not

afraid of the day

what am i in a constant
state of fear about

??????

i love that i know life
is meant to be realxing

relaxing i love that i know
i can always get to this

relaxed state of being
its’ always
there

the realx

relaxed state

is the perpetual state
and the excited state
is not

and i can always come back to
center to the relaxed state and i
can always trust the day
and t

because the day is god and
god is always trying to give me life

god is
always giving me

life

giving me life
i don’t have to

do anything to get it
to pull it in

i don’t have to do
anything to pull it in

it’s already there and i know
i already have the teeth

i already have the teeth
and they show themselves when i lift
the veil

it’s the solution its the solution
itsl a

its already thre i

the version of
em already

already exists i love that i know that
and i love that forma

from a relaxed state of mind

i can create anything
and today i was reminded

of the power of visualization
and i realized that ican c

can choose to think about

picture in my minds eye

whatever i want and i’d been choosing
to fantasize about things
i don’t want instead of what i do

andi can see myself as i want to see
myself i can choose
to think about

fantasize about what i want

tomorro wi inte

tomorrow i intend to wkae
wake up feeling

relief

relieved to know that
god is taking care of me
today relieved to know that life
loves me today and that
life is going to give me everything
i need today

relieved to let everything
else go and live like i am already dead

relieved to feel excited about life

wear the veil

wear the veil of the mortals
that’s what i do
i

for some reason
i pretend to be human

why?

why must i pretend when
i know i am
god and i know i have the
teeth and they show

themselves when i lift the
veil when i lift
the veil of

the illusion
of

reality i know that the teeth
are already there and this
work helps me dot hat i

i’m so grateful for what
i have in my life right now
so grateful i have the
best life so grateful for my wife
and our castle and our

pets so grateful for our pets
so grateful for our pets

for our good life so grateful
for everything i have right now so grateful
for everything i already have

so grateful for
aewsome

awesome clients that pay
right away
so

grateful

for live giving me everything
i need so grateful for the chance to do
good work so grateful
forthe

the fact that life loves me
to be around people i respect to
get to do cool things
to teach

to co-create

it feels good to feel empowered enough
to trust the now to trust the
feeling of life it feels good to
feel good enough to trust life

it feels good to let
all the contrast go
let go of all the resistance
and

untrue thoughts it eels g
feels good to let them go to h

get the space to be aware it
feels good to dthe work
every day

i’ve noticed that if
i focus on relaxing
every time i notice a shortness of
breath
it helps and with

practice it is easier to
relax and
i’ve been counting
backwards

from 100
to relax

and i keep having this nagging
that i have to

figure out
what i’m afraid of
or what is so stressful
because it just baffles me
that i can feel afraid allt he time
and not know why

just know because of the way
my breath is tight
and i keeptrying
trying to figure it out
but

what i have to remember
is that i will never

figure it out

and it

isn’t anything but being
disconnected because when i’m

connected i know that i am
taken care of and then i am not
afraid i am
at ease

relaxed

i can choose to feel
relaxed about that i choose
to feel relaxed about that

i choose how i feel about that
i lovethe

the better it ges i love

i love that this

is my work this is the only

work i love

that i am
more ad more i’m not

afraid

to enjoy life

to take the big leap

say fuck it and enjoy life

that is the veil

what i’m afraid of
people seeing

people seeing me
enjoying life no matter what

becuase it

because it might
make them feel bad
or like

they are missing out
but really i can

lead i can show them
i can help them realize

that every one
is allowed to enjoy life

i don’t have to be afraid
to enjoy life i an

can take the big leap and
celebrate life in this
ehre and

here and now and when i a
m cele

celebrating life
nothing matters
and life celebrate4s me

and doing
this work helps me rememeber
my only job
is to celebrate life

i love feeling the divine buzz cult of counting day 6 or 7 lost count

even just a small motion towards
devoting myself to

a single point of focus this morning
evolved into a day full of magick
the magick just keeps on lfow

flowing and if eel tfeel
the feel the divine buzz

i feel the divine buzz i feel
the divine buzz i like

the smell of
educational
institutions

like old books
and hot professors’
pussies

i like the smell
of poetry
the paper

the classroom
the smell of the plastic chairs
and the

graphite

old sneakers and old
ideas but then also
some new ones
to mix it up

the smell of old
ideas and new ones

mixing

marrying

i need to fix my desk

today feels really good so good
that i can almost feel myself
freaking out a little

but that happens
when the world

is moving so fast when
life is supporting me

it feels like
i’m afraid because like
i have to do something
to keep up

it can feel manic

like eeryth
everything is so great it makes me
feel manic like

i have to do it all right now
achieve it all right now

there is so much i am
excited about and i want to do
it all

right now

and that is a good feeling
scary but without
the brkes

brakes on

without the brakes

fear
is just
excitement

so i can allow myself to feel
excited about the magnificent manner
in which my life is unfolding

calmly blissful
in knowing that it all gets

created

it all comes through at
the right time and when
that now comes

i will know it i can trust
the nows

to tell me

i approve of myslef

myself
i

i can also feel something
else something else i want to bring to light
is that i can eee

feel that life is going well
and there is a part of mind
that is looking for something
to

pick at

my mind is always looking for
something to pick at

how can i

let that go

let that need to
destroy

go

it’s like things are awesome
and my mind just keeps on wanting
to look for something to make
out of nothing

and i know it’s my choice
f i

if i allow it
whatever i believe is true
andthis

this work hekps

helps me remember it
and then i make the choice
and i cont to

count and relax and allow
that version to be my truth
and it’s

very simple

the truth

is always love

the truth is always love
and i can always come back to cneter
center and remember that

all i can

i love that i know this
is my only work i love that i know
this is my only work

connecting is my only work
and the rest follows
and i am getting better and
better at sending the siganl

il ove feeling the power of me i love
feeling the effects of the practice

made mind blowing progress on our
project how to love me

out best work ever
and such a pleasure to work with caitlin

a true blessing

and then got a new client for web design!!

someone we admire and respect her work!!

it’s just so amazing the blessings that
are always pouring our way

it feels good feels good feels good
feels good to

feel good to do this work and
remember this

this

is the only work
this is the only love
and love is the answer
to all