it always feels better to love

i know that it always feels better to love
to love to give people the benefit of the doubt
to treat others how i woudl want to be treated

and i know that i am the source of the anger
the annoyance
the pain

the disappointment

i am the source i am the source
of the pain i am the source
of the anger

me

i am the source and that is the part i don’t
want to look at

but i do

because i want this resolved i want this

transmuted and i want to feel
love flowing through mei want to

to feel love for wall

all things

because i know all things are me
i know it can only reflect me and that i am
the source of the pain
and the anger and i that

that i can shoo

choose to have fun
to nejoy len

to enjoy life i get to make the choice
to enjoy life

I CAN DO IT!!!

i can love against all odds

i CAN make the choice to love no
matter what to not
let everything

get
to
me

to not let anything
get
to
me

to not care
and to also
be ok with how i feel

if i don’t feel
drawn
to a certain
person or
situation
that

that’s ok too
i don’t have to justify it

just trust