Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

enjoying the time

enjoying the moment the here and now
remembering that nothing matters
and i can always return to center i can always feel the
love magick of here and now

of here and now
im focused
on the eternal self and it feels good
practice
to know to appreciate this moment appreciate this here and
now appreciate this here and now

appreciate the ease and flow of life
appreciate this easy life we’ve
made for ourselves and it just gets better
and better
i love the better it gets i love
that life
is working out for me just keeps working out
for me ilove
i love that i can allow that into existence

i’m happy i’m tuned in tapped in
turned on i’m tuned in tapped in turned on
the essence is at ease and

i appreciate the ease and flow of life
i appreciate the ease and flow of life
the focus

i’m doing the work
to train my focus i’m doing the workto
train my focus

i love my life i love that i get to get ou

up and do what i want
every day i get to do what i want
i love my life i love that we have hot water
and so much money for food
and snacks
i love
my hiking backpack

i love that its warm and sunny!

so grateful for my life
so grateful for the here and now
so grateful for

the here and now
to be at ease in this herea

and now to relax to feel
at ease to know that i’m not

praciticing anythig

trying to improve anything
just finding peace in this here and now

just find peace in whatever i’m doing right now

i’m not practicing anything
i’m not practicing anything
i’m not practcing anything

just being happy
just feeling at ease i choose
to feel at ease
despite my circumstances

feeling at ease is
subversive

the essence is at ease
which means its not
rushing or wandering
around all day
its sitting at rest
at ease

in enjoyment the
essence is sitting

in enjoyment

just enjoying everything that is
i’m so grrateful
for time off for a slow time to enjoy life and
walks and working out
and cooking

so grateful for the time and space to cook
and create and just
do whatever i want so grateful for the time tn

and space to feel myself
to feel for myself to explore myself

so grateful to get paid so grateful to
get paid so grateful to
be here now to focus in the here and now

to let go of nagging
negative and resistant
thoughts

so grateful for all i have for my wife
that loves me so much
and compliments me and goes on fun
exursions with me
so grateful for the time and space

so grateful
we always have extra we always have more than
enough

so grateful to take the big leap into
allowing prosperity to flow into my life
i knw

i know it only reflects me i know

that it only reflects me
it’s me and i get to choose how i feel i love
that i can trust every single moment
a

m am more and more at ease in every moment

i love that life is flowing through me i love
that i feel elevated i love that i have so many blessings
so m;uc

much to be gratful for and the more
i focus on the blessins in my life the more
they are reflected back to me

my only

job is to feel completely at ease in my life

my only job is
to feel completely at ease i’m

not practicing anyting
i’m just choosing ease in the
here and now

upliftment in the here and now

so grateful for everything in my life
for all the joy in my life
so grateful

for all
that is good

my focs is in the here and now

my focus is on ease
my fouc

focus is at ease
i know i can choose knowing
and i don tneed to

see evidence because i can
feel the vide

evidence inn the resonance

i feel so completely at ease in
my life and i totally trust everything that is

i totall trust

everything
that is

i feel good i feel good i feel
good i feel tuned in tapped in turned on

i feel it i feel it i feel it i feel
the good energy flowing and i am tapped in to

i feel the good energy flowing i feel the
good energy flowing i

feel life flowing i feel lif

i feel life flowing i feel ilife
life flowing
i f

feel love flowing i feel love flowing
i feel love flowing

my inner supply instantly and constantly
takes on form and experience according to my
needs and desires and as the principle
of supply in
action it is impossible
for me to have any unfulfilled needs
or desires

instantly and constantly
instantly and constantly

instantly and
constantly
instantly and constantly

it’s ok to just let go of everything
its ok to just be to enjoy now
to just enjoy now to just enjoy now

so grateful for this moment
for this lovely moment
in which everything is perfect

i know that everything is already
perfect as it is i love that

nothing has to change
that i ch

can just let go of everything
of caring about anyting

and just

be i’m at ease i’m at eae and
i choose to love this

i choose to love this moment
i choose
to love this moment

training my attention

and it feels good and that’s all i can
ever do is train where i’m focused
and

train myself to focus in the first place

practicing focusing that is what i’m doing right
now i’m practicing turning my focus
that is the first step is to get in the practice
of

becoming aware where you attention
is focused or if it is focused at all

and gaining the ability
to pick up your focus and put it down somewhere else

become aware of it
and then change where it is

and that is the only work

choosing where i put my focus and being aware
of where i put my focus

or maybe first the other
then the one

i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused
on what i know i now

i know that attention creates
focus creates and focus

and demise

what’s the adjective for that?

i’m focused and i get to choose where i put my focus
and by doing this work every day i exercise my mind
and my focusing abilities

i exercise my mind
i exercise my mind and i build
my focusing muscles and by doing
do i become more aware

i zoom out i see that i am
not that body i am the observer
ii am the observer of thwere

where the focus is placed

i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused

my entire focus
is on the god within
my entire focus in
on the god within
the

my entire focus
is on the god within
my entire focus

on the god within

i’m focused i’m focused in the
here and now and pa

practicing focs
on one point
that brings the energy to center
becaue its not

scattered throughout space and time
knowing that
it’s just one

continuous

now

one
continuous now
i love that i nkow t
this and the more i bring my focus
focus to center the
more the understanding

i’m focused i’m training my focus
i’m focused on fitness of the mind
i’m focused on

fitness of the mind
i’m focused on fitness of the mind

i’m focused on fitness of the mind

i’m focused on fitness of the mind
i’m focused here and now here and now
and feeling the effects of the

focus comes from practice and
its not for trying to

get anything
but rather for

peace

to feel a sense of peace in my life
and i know that

i can always feel peace
just by focusing on it

i’m focused i’m focused on me
on how i want to feel i’m focused on
how i want to feel

i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused
i’m focused i’m

focused i’m focused

i’m focused i’m focuxed i’m focused

the focus of my day is focus

i’m focused on focus
which means
when my observing self
notices a lack of focus
my observing self can

help bring that energy back into focus

i’m focused i’m focused i can do it
i can practice focusing
i can train my mind i know my

mind is my tool i know it
is my magic and i don’t have to

care if other people believe it
i know the power of me i now the

i know the power of the focus
i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused

i feel the flow flowing through me i feel
good i feelt he

the energy flowing through my body

i draw into my mid and

and feeling nature
the very substance of spirit
this substance is my supply

thus my consciousness

of the presence of god within me is my supply

and i know that
training my focus can help me in all aspects of life

to not feel so frazzled
so all over the place
liek i do so much bt

but nothing ever gets done
and that is assuaged by

remembering that
nothing

has

to

get

done

it feels good to relax in that knowldege
and really know it and not be afraid to live
by it

it feels good to take the big leap into life
and know
that
ntihi

nothing
ever

has

to

get

done

it’s already done it’s
already done

i’m foucsed

i’m focused is the mantra of the day
bringing back the focus and remembering it is
my only work

bringing back the focus
and remembering
remembering it is my only work

remembering that it is my only work

transcend
lift the veil

lift the veil

i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused
i’m focused i’m focused i’m focused

i’m focused

i’m focused i’m focused at heart
center

just by sayinig i’m focused

i bring back the

i call back my energy to center
and my perspective shifts from
the surface
to

god’s perspective

i place my entire focus on the god within
as the only cause of my prosperity

i’m focused which means
calm and centered

i’m doing my best
but i dont have to

allow that narrative
to comin

dominate my life
although i dont havet o
chase it away either

its good to question
white supremacy in everything
and that is

how it changes
white people
begin questioning everything

that is what we need to do

we need
to question everything

i’m focused i’m focuse d

and i get to choose where i focus

i get to focus i’m focused i’m
focused which means

i’m focused on seeing life through
the perspective of god and
god sees

racism lol

i place my entire focus
on the god within as the only
cause of my prosperity

i choose and everyone else has their
choice to

maybe most just dont want to admit the
content of their thoughts

i can change my whole world
i can change my whole world

i know

that every single thing is me
i know that every single things i

is me i’m focused
on this perspective
and knowing that if
the p

the perspective slips
i can always bring it back
to center

i’m focused

i’m focused on focus.

tapped in to the truth

i’m here to remember what i know to remember
how to feel at ease with life to trust the process of life
to trust the flow of life and remember

that i never have to feel tight i never have to wonder
and i can always feel the infinite abundance that is life

i come here to tap into the infinite abundance of life
to remember to feel the ease of life to
remember to feel the ease and flow life to remember
to feel the ease and flow of life
to remember to stop

to remember to remember to

drop out it feels good to connect and drop out
it feels good to feel good now to

focus i cam here to focus my life
i am here to
in this window to focus my life to remember to feel
at ease with life to remember to say thank you
to feel good now to feel the
love life right now to remember i never

ever ever have to feel lack

money is not my supply no person
place or condition is my supply

my awareness understanding
and knowledge of the all providing activity

of the divine mind within me is my supply

my consciousness of this truth
is unlimited therefore my supply
is unlimited

i’m focused on the go dself
self the truth and all it takes is
focus remembering who i am

remembering money is not my supply
no person place or condisiotn i
s my supply

my awareness understanding and nowl
knowledge of the all providing activity
of the divine mind within me is
my supply

my awareness understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the
divine mind within me is my supply
my consciousness of this truth is unlimited

therefore my supply
is unlimited

focused on the truth focused on what i know
focused on what i know and that is all it
takes to feel at ease in life
is to remember that

money is not my supply
no person place or condidtion
is my supply

my awareness understanding
and knowledge of the all proviiding
activity of the
divine mind within me is my supply

my consciousness of this truth
is unlimited
therefore my supply is unlimited

i’m focused on the truth of
life i’m focused on the

all providing activity of the divine mind
within me

my awareness understanding
and knowlege of the all providing activity
of the divine mind within me

is my supply

i come here to focus
to remember who iam
i come here to feel good to eel
feel at ease in my life to tune

to know
that no matter what its
always me

to know that i have the right
to turn to look away from things
to not thing ab

think about that and create more
of it i have the right to choose
not to give my attention to that

i have the right now t

to choose where i place my attention
i have the right to tune to the vibration of

god i have the right to tune
to the vibration of god i have the
right to drop out

i get to choose how i feel i get
to choose to drop in to this moment
i can choose to drop in to this moment
to ignore the rest
to choose ignorance

my awareness understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the divine
mind within me is my supply
my consciousness of this truth
is unlimited
therefore my supply is unlimited

money is not my supply
no person place or condition is my supply
my awareness understanding
and knowledge of te all
the all providing activity of the divine mind within me
is my supply
my consciousness of this truth is unlimited
therefore my supply is unlimited

i have the right to make the choice
to live god’s version of life to
stand up to my thougths to stand up to the
outpicturing ouf my

of my thougths and choose
to decide to create something new i love that i know

i

am

the

one

and

only

creator

i create and i tune myself to that knowledge

my awareness understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the divine mind within me

is my supply

my awareness understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the divine mind within me
is my supply

my awareness understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the divine mind within me
is my supply

my awareness understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the divine mind within me
is my supply

my consciousness of this
truth is unlimited therefore my
supply is unlimited

i’m tuned into the truth of life
i am tuned to that channel and the more i

tune to that channel the easier it
is to life live there

live life there and i know that
is how life works because i’ve experienced it

i focus i focus i focus

i simply must be aware of the
flow the radiation of creative energy which is continuously
easily
and effortlessly
pouring forth from my

forth from my diving cons

divine soncs

consciousness
i am now aware
i am now

in the flow

i know the truth an when i feel
tight i

can always turn back towards the ruth
and feel loose and that is all that matters

in life

do i feel tight
or loose at ease

easy
at

ease in the moment i choose ease
i choose ease i feel for ease i feel
for ease i feel for eae
i feel for ease

i get out of the way
i

i’m focused on the truth of life which
is basically just a resonant energy

if i can resonate with the
energy of life with
that which feels true

then that is all i will ever need

nothing matters no task
needs to be achieved and n

moeny

money isn’t my supply
my connection to god iw

is my supply
so if i ever need anything i connect with
source and i get out of the way
and i see
that flow to me
i get ouf of the
out of the way and i allow it

grateful for this day

grateful for the energy of life flowing through me
the flow of life flowing through me the energy of life flowing therough me
the flow of life

flowing through me the god self the connection
to the god self the connection to the truth the

connection to my focus
how much do you value your attention
are you willing to give that away for free

what do you want to give it to? to add value you to?

my business
my family and home
my self

my neighborhood and community
my art
the art of others

i’m allowed to do the work for me i love
celebrating life for me i love that life is good
for me i love feeling connected i love feeling
at ease feeling the ease of life flowing through me

so grateful to train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

through my consciousness of my god self
i draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of spirit
this substanc is my suplly
thus my consciousness of

the presence of god within me is my uspply

through my consciousness of my god self
i draw into my mind and feeling nature the very
substance of spirit
this substance is my supply
thus my consciousness

of the presence of god within me is my supply

i feel at ease ifeel
i feel the ease of life flowing through me

i draw into my mind and feeling nature the
very substance of spirit
this substance is my supply thus my consciousness of the presence
of god within me is my supply

my consciousness of the presence
of within me is my supply

my consciousness of the presence of god within me
is my supply
and i’m so grateful to make the time to

become conscious of it
to regain consciousness

to train my focus toward it

i can do the hardest thing which is the easiest thing

the hardest thing is
the easiest thing and they
are both nothing

they are are both nothing
and i’m brave enough to sink
in and do nothing or rather
remember that i don’t have to

do anything i dont have

to do anything

i feel at ease training my focus
i feel at ease training myself
toward center
and calming the tendency to
run around in my thoughts all day
causing

exhaustion

i’m brave enough to sink into the
center to the

abyss
i exist in the abyss and nothing
can pull me out i never have
to allow anything to pull me out of the abys

i never have to allow anything t
o pull me outo fhte
out of thea byss
the abyss

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel
calm
at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the
bottom of nothingness

and from the center
of nothing i can feel the
perfect love that is life
i feel the ease and flow of life
i disconnect from trying to

control life can just observe
life from the center of nothing
i can observe everything
know that i am everything feel the
calm in everything feel the ease and flow of life

i’m training my foucs
i’m training my focus i’m training my foucs
i ‘m

training my foucs i know i am the
one and only creator i know i am the one
and only creator and i’m training my focus
focus i’m training my focus
ii’m trainging
my focus i’m trainng my foucs
intot ahe here and noinot

into the moment im training my focus

unto the into the moment

i’m trainig my foucs toward the truth i’m alloin

i’m allowing the truth of life
i’m alloiwng the truth of life i’m r

r

traingin my focus toward relief

i’m training my attention and feelin good
flying hih i traing
my attention i train

my attention i train my attention

i’m here now remembering how to rocus

focus in the here and now that’s what i’m here doing i’m here
fo cus
to foucs to allow to allow ease and flow to

return to a place of ease and flow
to act as if it feels good to act as if

i feel good i feel
relaxed into the flow of life

i can do it i can do it i know
i nkow i know i know that i am energy
i

i am energy i know that i am creating every aspect of my
life i knkw that
i know that i am creating it i know that
i am creating i know the

i can just foucs on me i love the
ease and flow of life
i know that

through my consciousness of
my god self the chriist

within as my supply i draw into my mind
and feeling nature the very substance of spirit
this substance is my supply
thus my consioucness
of the presence of god
within me is my supply

my consciousness of the presence of god within
me is my supply
and i love that i can always remember this

i’m focused i’m focus on the
the magick of life a

i’m alloiwng hte mthe magick of life i’m
allowing the magick life i’m tuned in tuppa

tapped in turned on tuned in tapped in turned on
i get to choose how i see life i get to
choose i get to choos i get to choose and i love

remembering every day that i gt to choose and what i look for
i see what i look for i see

i love whre i whre

wher ei a

where i live

i get to choose how i feel iget
i get to choose how i feel ig et
get to choose how i feel

i feel good i feel at ease in my life i feel at ease in my life
knowing that i feel at ease in my life knowing
that i feel at ease in my life

knowing that everything is unfolding perfectly and i know
i can balance botha nd i
and i am grateful for both i am grateful for life

i’m focused i’m focus i’m focused in the flow
i’m focused in the flow
i’m

focused in the flow i’m focused

in the flow

i’m focused in the flow i’m focused in the flwo
i’m

focused in the flow

i’m focused in the flow
i know the truth
and the more i focus
on that

the all knowine
energy of life the more i know
and understand its presence

within me

i let go
of everything else and get o now
to know the god self

i feel at eae in m

i feel at ease in my god self i feel focused
in life i put

i train my focus
i put my fcous where i want it
put my attention on what i want to

see i train my focus i train my attention
i train my focus i train my attention i

train my focus i train my attention
i train my focus in

train my attention i train my
focus i train my attention i

i train my focus i train my attention
i train my focus i train my attention

i train my focus

i feel the energy of life i feel renewed

i feel

i feel the energy of me i fee l
if

feel the energy of me
i feel th en

the energy of me
i feel the energy of energy of me
i feel the energy of me

i’m happy in this here and now i love
in this here and now
i love
i am love in this here and now

i make the time to

feel at ease
i make the time to feel at ease
to allow the ease that is

already here i amke the
time which means i allowt he time
to feel the eae of life that laready
already exists
and by turning myf cous
focus toward that
i feel e

well being flowing

allonwg the well being of life
i can feel mysefl switch to

the flow of life the aes of life

that llowing oflife the eade fn flow of life
the yes of life i feel mself switching ot the
yes of life

yes and now always right here right now
yes and now always

right here right now

figment of imagination

i love that i know i don’t have to fight with
life and i can always jump into the knowledge that life loves me and
is always working in my favor and the reality
i see the reality i continue to create with my beliefs

can always change in an instant
when i decide to look for that different version
when i decide to see it it’s there

i love that there’s more than enough
i love that life loves me and is always working in
my favor

i can always focus my energy right
here at center

choose love
choose the frequency of god
and watch life unfold magickally

instead of every trying or striving
i love that i know i love that i know the truth of life i
love that i can always focus
this energy if ocus this
this energy i focus this

energy and by focusing my energy
and attention
i start to feel the power of me
i start to feel

the magick of life and just how much life loves me
i feel i feel i feel how much life loves me

i feel how much life loves me and every moment
i am celebrating this knowledge
i love that i know there is so much more to life

than the low level operations i spend a lot
of time

doing or paying attention to

i’m focused i’m focused
i’m on the frequency
i’m here

not to rush through it but to
milk the feeling to feel the

to draw into my mind
and feeling nature the very substance of spirit
this substance is my supply

thus

my consciousness of the presence of god within me ism ysupply

i’m here
i’m here to tune up i’m here to tune
up tune to the frequency
tune to the

frequency of

the truth
what is the truth what is the
truth the truth is everything

the truth is that everyting
is true that’s the truth

whatever you believe is the truth
whatever you
run over and over and over in your mind
is the truth

i’m on the frequency of knowing i’m on the
frequency of love i’m on the frequency of god

of knowing of knowing that
life and everything in it

loves me and is all here for me
i know that it’s all an illusion and life
so much bigger and more beautiful

than the thoughts that occupy my mind
a lot of the time and i come here

to bring awareness to those thoughts
i come to look at them and ask

is this what i really want to see?

is this what i want to see
or would i prefer something else
and when i ask myself that i bring
awareness to the fact that it’s all me

that it’s all created in my vision
god’s vision
my vision

the same thing
god’s vision is my vision
and it’s all created as a result of that

and the more i focus on the truth
the more i

remove myself fromt he fal

falseness of life
which is everything that most people
do
and see

jobs
grievances
bills

other people

it’s all so lower level
and the more i focus on the magick of life
i realize that all of that
is

so very
insignificant
compared to the magick
that i am

capable of allowing
in my life and it comes from

focus

of the frequency of god
the vibration of god
vibration iin tune
with god and when i’m there

nothing can bother me

i have this list of

things i didn’t
obtain

or ways i failed
or didn’t get what i want

and they run over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over

in my head

every single day
grudges

wondering
why

they
still
don’t
love
me

why couldn’t you love me
why wasn’t enough
maybe you could love me now
if i change
and then my life
will be complete
because i will have validation

but the more i let those old
narratives go
the more i make room for new ones and the more
i let those go
the more

at peace i feel in my life

i don’t have to care
i don’t have to wonder
and most importantly

i can move on
to vibrating at the frequency of god
i can vibrate there
and when i am in tune i’m not wondering

why
you
didn’t
don;t
never
will

love me

and it’s not you
it’s me because you are me
and i’m creating you and
every time i wonder

why
you
don’t
love me

i create that version
and i dont have to create a vesion
in whihc you
do

just let go of caring if you do
i dn’t hcare

care if you do because i have so
much more magick to focus on and when
i choose to love you anyway

to allow that aspect of life
to exist how it does
instead of trying to change it trying to
fics i

fix it

trying to clean it up in my mind
then it’s already clean

when i stop trying to clean it up
it’s already clean it’s already solved

and i’m so grateful
to elevate

to lift my mind and heaert
to be aware to understand
and to know that the divine presence
i am
is the source and substance of alll my good

and to let go of wondering
once and for all

what is wrong with me
that you don’t love me
because what is wrong
is thinking somehting
is wrong

is believing
that you don’t love me

that’s all it is
a believe
a way of looking at it

a perspective and its not htat
i’m tryint to figure out how ot
create a verison in which you do

its me creating a version in which
i dont care

in chich

which i am so
overjoyed with life
and all its aspects

that i accept everything how it is
and say thank you for the way things are

i say thank you i say thank you for the
way life already is
i say thank you for everything that is
and

completely surrender to the frequency of gratitude
and when i do that

i feel loved
and free

thank you

thank you thank you thank you for the god energy
flowing through me for the energy of life

thank you for the
energy of life flowing through me the knowing
the knowing of life thank you for the
energy

the energy of life the energy of life
the energy of life the energy of life
thank you for the energy of life

thank you for the energy of life flowing through
me thank you for the knowledge

so grateful for teh e
the energy flowing through me for
the knowledge

that there is an invisible force
acting in my life that
is unfathomably out of my control

and that force is
what arranges the matter
and the force is me
but then there is the
energy that moves the energy

i affect the energy
but the work of actually
arranging the energy
is done by the mystery force

its really not me taking the action
its me observing the simulation
and iterating on it

and that’s what it’s called life design

because it’s a print out and based on
what you see, you can make changes

to the contrast
white space

etc

i’m here

in the infiinte now
i feel the bliss of the infinti now

i feel the blis of the infintie no
i feel theb liss of the infintei now
i feel myself allowing eveyrthing
that is
i feel

i allow everything that is
even if i thik it not
favorable

i know the energy of me i knwo its

so muhc

much bigger

i know its so much biggger

than

the shit people focus on every day
i know this and i intend to focus on the

the bigger shit i intend to tune into the
bigger shit
allow the bigger shit

allow love allow the
extreme sport of radical gratitude

the extreme sport of radical gratitude
i love the way it feels i love the choice
to be grateful i love the choice i

i love the choice i love the choie
i love the
i love the choice

to choose to be radically
grateful i choose to feel radically grateful
i choose

extreme gratitude

i choose the feeling of relief the feeling of
extreme gratitude

feels like relief
the focus the focus feels like relief and tha’s all ther
really is
that’s all ther
erally is

is focus

i’m focused
i’m here

i’m here

i’m here with you god
i’m here i’m

present

i’m connected to you know
i know you i love you i’m
allowing you to love me
i’m allowing that feeling

of you loving me of life loving
me of knowing life loves me
without a doubt

knowing that life
loves me i know

that life loves me
i’m connected to this here and now
to the knowledge

flowing through me letting god
take the wheel letting god wri

type the woreds

i’m connected to the
center
of knowledge
the only seed of
knowledge from which everything else our

pours

i love that i know i can do it
i can be the best

at anythign i try

i’m hre
i’m focused i’m her
i’m focused

i’m here
i’m focused i’m
here i’m focused

i’m here i feel the

energy i feel the knowlege
i feel at ease i feel love i feel love
in my life i feel so
my love and so much
gratitude

from allwing everything

that is

even if i don’t like it

i’m here i’m present
i’m present i’m connected i’m energized through life
i’m

energized with life i’m allowing the best of my life
to flow through me
i’m allowing the best of my life to flow through me

i’m here
i’m loving i love eveyrthing
that is and that is the secre

secret because
it already is

i’mfocus
i’m e

i’m alloiwn gi’

i’m alliwng brilliant words to come
i’m alliwng the
energy of life the celebration of life

the love for life to guide me
i’m allowing love to guide me
and be

the answer
to every question

how can love be the answer to every
question

but when you think about it is

it always always always
is

i’m hre i’m
focused i’m alliwng
allowing the

creative

energy to rise i’m allowing the creative energy
i’m alloiwng teh l

the lust for life i’m allowing the fcous

focus

i’m allowing my focus on love to drive
me i’m allowing i’m allowing i’m

allowing my focus on love to drive me
i’m alloiwng

i’m here
i’m here in the present
here and now and i dnot need
anything
outside of it
and and it

that is hat ‘m

what i’m celebrating

i’m celebrating

life i’m celebrating
i’m celebrating life i’m celebrating
life and letting everything go

i’m celebrating

radical gratitude
i’m celebrating love

i’m centered in love
i’m centered in love
i’m centered in love
i’m centered in love
i’m centered in love

i let everything else
go because the frequency of love
doesn’t have resistance

and its my job to connect tot he
the frequency of love that
is my only

job it feels good to remember
rells g
feels good to focus
andlet the resistance go just
feel gratitude

for everything as it is
just say thank you for how it got
you here just say thank you
and feel good about h

the situtaion
and then its

solved

just say than kyou and feel
good about the situation
and then its solved just say thn

thank you and then you
don’t need it to change
just say thank you
to everything that
i

or that has every happ

every happened
and let it live i peace

just love me and
attract lovea ll
all around and be aok
ok with it

be ok with what ou’
you’re asking for
be ok with what you’re asking
for

say yes and know that what you’re
asking for

already is

totally let go of
everything and be free
in the here now

with no attachment
to any
thing
person
or outcome
just love
and god
and nature