the truth is always right here

the feeling i seek is right here the
outccome i seek is right here the feeling i seek is right here
the outcome i seek is right here
and im so glad life
ccontinues to remind me of that

so i can learn it deepr and deeper every time
i ge tto have a positivve outlook today i get to have a good day
i et to have to a good feeling
today i get to have a good

feeling dto
today i get to let go f
of wnating i get
to feel the feeling here and now i have the feeling i seek right now
i have the feelin i seekr ight now
and i play with ni

it i play with it i dont need it i play with it

i love tat i now the truth
that i can release the desire
becausee the desire is a motion ousidde
outside of the self
looking for satisfaction outside of the self
and i know that will never esx

exist im so grateufl i now and now i can breathe
i m

so grateufl i reemmber that i get to just
drop it ig et to have no desire
to allow nothing
to change to allow

everything to remain to expand to fill this moment
to expand to fill this moment

release the concept of the truth
future release the concept of the past
and just enjoy

here and now just exist here and now
n

just exist here and now

no desire
no future no past just
exist that’s all i can do i jsut
exist all i can do is be

all i can do is be aware and remember
that nothing
absolutely nothing that pa

happens will ever bring me the
feeling i seek

even if i get my biggest wish
even when i get my bi
g

biggest wish
it will be becausee i dont are
care
about it i love that i

nwo

know this i love that i finally feel the
feeling not c

of not caring for real i love that i get to i love that
i get to i love that
i ge tto not ccare

for real

i cant to just leave it

i can leave it all right there i don thavve to solve
it i dont have to be right i dont havve to
eer

ever return to it i can
i get to just trust
the flow i get to trust the flow i t
get to just trust it i get to
tsut the flow i get to let it go forever
i get to
let it go forever

i love that i dont have to care
i love that i know i
dn

dont need anything out of the now
to feel good and be ahppy i lovee that life helps me
rmember that i love thatl ife shows me who am

i am i know tha ti can create whateer version i want
i know that i am the one and only ceate
i know im too powerful i love that i can make
ti bgood about i
again i know that i can allow ti ti et
bet good just feel the feeling of it
being good and its good

feeling the feeling of it being good
and its good

i’ve let it go forever i know its
thougths i know its fake i know its rake
i know i can release the rubber ban i love tha i
get to release the
rubber band i relese the rubber ban

its so easy to not care

its so easy not to care and i ilove
that life hlpes me i love that life helps me

i love that life heps me i love that i know i nkow
the truth of life i know the
truth of life i nkow the truth
of life i know the truth of life

its o easy so easy ti
its so eay to turn the boat to turn the goat
boat to turn the boat to turn
the boat to turn
the boat

to turn the boat

its so eay tno
easy to
not to care because i know the truth
i nkow the truth

and all i can do is relesea dna

and i love that the contrast th
ehlps me focus elps me ermem
how to relaly
really let go not just pretend im letting go
not just talking about it
but not really doin git

talking about it but not really doing it

its so easy to be aware
its so esay to let go its so easy to remember the truth
to let go for real not
to not care for real to trust god for freal
real to just count its so eay to jjust
just count its so easy to just count its so
s

esay to just count

so weay to drop it
so easy to take

so eay to focus to remember my power to use it
to use it to use it to my advantage to choose the life i want to live
to choose

to be happy to chooe to have a good day
to chose to
to have fun to chooe to have fu

its o eay to treturn to the tur
trth th the
the truth of awareness its so easy
to let the rest go
and just return to

center

to be the only one the one nad only creator of my
reality its so eay to let it go to not ccare to not
need a thing its o eay to
so easy to not need a thing to not think about a thing

its so eay to take back my power is so
easy to take my power its so eay to take back
my pwoer its so esay i an
and i know the feeling is ther ei know the feeling is thre

there of letting it go i lo
i know the feeling is there of lfet
letting it go

i love that i know i odn
don’t have to care i love that i get to do me
i love that it’s

nit’s not my problem its

i know the truth and its eay to practicc eit si
its eay to take the truth into wha
the world i loe that i know this i love that
i ge tto choose to releae the

the rest i get to choose to
relese i get to cchoose

to rl

i feel relief because i know its not real
because i get to focus on what i nkow is real and i know htat
what i know is real is always there i know that
waht i nkow is real is always here
with me and im grateful fort the motivation to work on it
im

grateful for the motivation im
grateufl i get to relese i m
grateufl towork on me im
grateufl for everything that i already have

im gretful to be set free
im so grateufl to be set free

to know that i dont have to think about it to know to know
that when im at my worst god is at its best to allow myself
to releax aind feel too
good to remembe rim too poweerim
fu

powerful i know im too poweful powrful
i loe that i knwo i love that i
know that life chose
shows me i know that life shows me i love that i nkow
i love that i know
ow

how to drive this doohickey at this piont
and its time to stop
t
to stop sufering
and sotp
creating what i dont wnat

i now that lfe
unfolds perfectly without my interference

life unfold perfectly and i know it
and i lo
i know that i can relese everything else i knkow

i know the power of me i know

it feels so good to know tha i get to cchoosee
to just release the cork
that i don thave to thin kabout that
i love

that i’m free i ilove that i have my pwon life i llvoe
that i never have to think about them again
i love that i dont havee to i
i love that i get to feel free i love that i feel free i love
that i get to feel free for f
freal

not just prefetn
tenand i know that life is giving me that chance i love
thta ti get to i

the only thing missing is god
the only

thing missing is god and i loe htat
i know this i love that i know this i love that

that i know this i love that i know this
i lovee that i know this i love
that i nkow this

i don thave to do anything i dont h to fix anything
i do

dont have to lan to sy antying
i can just let go and relsae rn and
froget

i can let go completely i can just r
trust god all i an do is trust god

all i

i feel the seed i feel the truth i feel the
real me i feel the real me coming through
i feel i trust

i trust all of life i trust all of life
i can try to change i
a hting i love that i know i love that i know i love
that i nkow the power of me i love
that i get to choose

not to htink about i love
i get to choose i get to choose

i know the truth

i know that nothing outside of me is real

i can always release i can always release
i can reelase

the rubber band and always bring
attention back to awareness
becuast

because awareness is all there is i know that
awareness is all there is

i am aware i am watching

i love that i know i love that i know i love
that i now i love

i know that
i love that i know i love

feeling is the secret just choose
god
just choose the feeling

just cchoose the flow

i love that i know that it
thats not

it doens’t matter one little bit
i love that i know that nothing
happens matters
becauese i have

i have the truth i have god and a

ill alays have god and i
dont need anything else

ill always have god and i dont need
anything else

ill always have god
because

every time i go into the darkness

i know i knwo what i am i know my own truth
and a

i knwo the truth i nkow that any time l
im looking outside ofme the truth
is right here and i can always dirve

dirve drive my life with the feeling
i can choose what i prefer and it
then its there i
and i

i know the work i knwo the ok
i know the only work i know its me i now its only ever
me i know its only
ever me i know

tray again

here we are again but i feel ok
just guilty just guilty for leaving my votex

disappointed
when i felt like i held it together so good
yesterfday and i wasa so close and then i just
lost it i love

i left my integrity i made problems
i made problems

to protect myself
to protect my separate self
because i feel attackked too
i feel like no one’s on my side

but its ok i knw its just the story its
just the narrative and i have ti
the

here we go again

try again try again to not care try again to
oot care to let it go forever try againt o give up

try agai try again to say yes to life
try again to say yes to life
wutn
but i nenver get what i want in ever get what i want
and that’s why i want to avoid

that’s why i dont deign to send the message

that’s why i quit i quit
im done im done i quit im done im

i quit i quit life i quit i quit life
i can’t anymore i can’t anymore

i quit

im tired im tired of trying im tired of being like
this i just want to have a good life to enjoy life

iq uite i quite
i quit

i quit i quit im done
and i never have to go over there again thank god

they dont need me no one needs me
no one has anything to gain from me being there
no one has anything to gain
from my presence

and i neither
i have nothing to gain
i can just quit i can just quit

i can just
call it qutis i can just call it quits

i quit i quit im done im done i quit
i quit its eay to

easy to quit its eay to quit its easy to quit i wnat to have a good da
i really do i really want to have a good day i want to enjoy my life

i ant my life to be easy i dont hwat
want to be likethis
everyt single little thing
i didnt ask to be like this but then it happens
it

and i can’t get over i
every tiny ittle thing
everyt tiny little thing

she doens’t need me doe
she doesn’t care about me

she doesn’t care if im there or not
she desont’ care idf
if she ever sees me again

no one does no one
has anything to gain

the work never works the work never works thew rok is
bullshit the work is bullshit

this work is bullshit
god is full

bullshit god
is
completel bullshit

all of this is complete bullshit
all of life is complete bullshit

they dont even know my name

is this who i am is this who ia m
is this

how i want to lie is this who ia m
is this

who ia m is this who ia m
no

no this is not who ia m this is not
who ia m i ge to be who i am i can

always be the real me i canalwas
let the resat go i

i have tofind me again i have
to remember who iam again
and i will i can just give up

i quit

i quti

i quit
i can’t do it iany

it anymore i can’t do it anymore
iquit

where is the real me i dint

i dont even know the real me
anymore all i know is thie
this fake version of me i dont
even know the real me anymore

i don thev
even know who ia m any more
i cant feel good i cant feel good

i dont kknkow how to feel good i
hate mysefl i hate my life i hate

everyone around me i hate
every breath

i hate sitting here i hate being awake i d

hate everything i do i hate everywhere i do
i hate doing thiw
this work it doesnt work nothing works nothing works

nothing works

who am i that cares who ia m
am i that cares who am i to care who am i
to care a

who am i to care i dont have to

i releaase i releaes i release attachment
i

releaes seeking i release caring i release caring
i know my real self my god self is still here somewhere

i know ht ethe
the real me is somwehre
somewhere i now i
ill find her again someday

i can trut what is i can
trut how

trust how i feel right now i can trust howi feel right now
just ride it out

i can have a good day i can enjoy
i can enjoy

i cantu

turn the boat i can turn the boat i can enjoy
the day for me i can enjoy the day for me i can let the rest goi

im mad im mad im mad
because life isn’t giving me enough god isn’t evve

giving me enough im made because im

insecure im insecure
that’s all it is

im not secure in my god self
imnot t

totally confidnet in letting go and letting god
but i knwo ill get teh

theri know i can get there it
i always come back around i c

always come back around i always come back around
i know i ow

i can do it and nothing matters
it doesn’t matter how i am it doesnt’ matter what i did
it

it doesn’t matter what i am
it doesn’t matter what

who i am
how i act

what i do i know i know that i can jsut din

do something else think about something else
remember who i am remember who ia m

the only thing missing is god
i left my integrity and thats why im suffering im

looking outside of me i
im lookking fot
outside of meand i nkwo i knwo

i am aware i am aware and thats all i need

myfulfillment
is baaseed on that and i know i know i can
let it pass i love that i cana

let it pass i love tat i get to gh
hae fun no matter what i love that
i get toenjoy the day i

get toenoy the dy i get to say yes to life
i
can switch
to pa

a positive outlook i knw i can i knwo i can i know that life helps me i know that life loves

it helps me every thorn beceoms a rose
i know this i knwo this
i now tis eay

easier to choose love
and happiness its eayt
its so much easiser to a

choose that side of thew ave the
wave to not care to not care it
s eay i know i can do it

beating up on myself

wont help

looking for what i dont want to see doent’
helps

arguing for my shortcomings
for my what i dont waht

want doenst help i know t
all this i know all this i know all of this
i know that go si

god is right here with me that
i have so much and i dont havve to be

put it all together i can just choose to feel good now i can
can dho
choose the feeling hr gith right nwo and then its there
just choose gratitdue and allow life to floow

follow and i know i can do that i know i can do that

the work always works

this work sl
always rowrk the feeling work the
warenes

awareness work the letting go
work the awareness work awreness

always works

awareness always worsk
admitting im seeking always works
i

i’m looking for somehing to mmake me feel god
when god is right here im looking for something to led me
to god when god is right here
its right here
the thing i want is awayra
alreayd here is tal
its al

already here and i know that its alway
already here and i nowthi

that i forgot bu now i remembe
i for

i forgot but now i remember

none of it is real and that is
why ts important to keep up the work that i

is the only part th
where i foget i start to think its real
but i know its not i know its not

real i know nothing is real i know its all me
i know this it snot
outside of me the

only
only
only
only
thing

anyone can do
is

i choose

i choose i choose i choose i choose i choose i choose i choose

i choose to be the perosn i want to be
i choose to be the peroisn
i want to be and i’m so grateufl i can

work on myself i can let it go i can let it
fucking go let it fucking go its n

never going tnot h
to happen it nothing its nothig more thatn it is

letit go let it go let it u
just be comshteing
soething beautufila

keep up the good work keep p the good work thef lowing
work the lf
love work the the love work the me work its not me

she is me tha
that is me i am that i know this i know thi s
i am that

i know this
i am that

i know

i know whe
and yet i keep pretneding i dont
but now for sure this time i really do and

and at least i get to feel the
feeling of being back of todin
doing thew ork of riding the wave
im so

gateufl for what i have for the life i ahve
that i can work on myself
that i can be a cool perosn that i can do my
own therapy

that i am aware

that its only me and i know that i can

be the person i want to bei know
that i can be the perosn i watn to be i lov that
ig et to love

learn to be the erps

personiwant to be i know tis me i know
its me iknow tis m i

me i know its me i know tis me i know i can
break the pattern

break the cycle

i knowt he feeling i know the feelign i know
i can drop it right now i nowthat

that’s the real that’s the real work im doing i
i love that i get to i love that ig et to do the work i love that
i feel the feelng i love the feeling of the feeling comeing

coming through i love that i know i know the version i prefer
i know the versoin ip refer
i know i do

i dont need antyhign i love that im

designing a feeling and life helps me
i know thatim desigin a feeling and life helps me

i know that im desigin ign a feelign and life helps me
i love that i get to i love that i get to

allow life to be
i feel it i feel the truth i remember the truth i feel the
truth i remember the truth i

allow my heart to sing i allow lme
me to love m i nkow the way god loes me i k

allow me to love me the wya that
god loves me i ca

accept eveything that is i know that everything is perfect
i know i can do it come
one

that’s not me that’s not me that’s not me
and when i see myself
whe

if i was to see someone else doing that

that’s not me and im grateufl i
that i get to see the person i want to be that
ig et to be the perons i want to be that

i am awrae that i can drop it i can drop it i
cia nd r

can let it be what it i ic
can let it be what it is i know that i love that ig et ti lovee that
i get to let go

god compelte let go and let go
i love thatl ife hel

helps me life

hleps me know life helps me reach life helps me
remember love

life helps me remember love life
lhps m

helps me remember love

i prefer to have fun i prefer to allow life to unfold
i r

prefer i prefer to let go of control

i prefer to let go of control i prefer to let
go of to

control i prefer to haverr fun
i prefer to release i

prefer to be a cool person
to
to want

i prefer to want to be around myself
i knwo i can do i inow
i know only god is misisng i know only god is misisng
i know that
when im acting likethis

im looking for godim lookign for god and god is right here
so i d

never needed the other thing
becuase god isright here

god is always right here god loes me
god is amused by my life
by thte t

the things i think i can chagne
change i know the truth of life i know the truth of life i know i cam
the one and only creator
and i love that i get to c

to see it get to be it i get to e it
b
et

be it i am that

it is a good one

it is a good one it was a good one im
lucky i know how lucky i am i know how lucky i am i kno
how

how lucky i am i know how lucky i am

i can do i i can do it

i can forgive myself
i can imagine it the way i want it to be i
can be strong i can handle it i can
trust god i can deel
feel the feelign now i get to choose
the feleing and tha’s all there is
i get to feel the
feeling now and that’ all there is

its just for fun and i know
the breath in makes the breath out i know and i trust
it i know i know i know i trust
how far ive come i bless how far ive ccome

i cn look for what i want to see i can
do thi work until it works i ge tto do this
wro un

util it works and it always works i knwew
i knew i knew i wat
was letting go dna i thought i didn’t need it but
that

its fun when its fun and i aget to let it
just be fun i know tomorow is a new day i know every day
is a new day i know

i know every day is ai knew
a new day i believe in myself i believe in myself
i believe in love i know

i know when i left my integrity i know
i know it was that maess
that message i left my integrity when
that message came in i lost

completely lost my shit

for what and it was nothing and
then i invent a whole non existent sage
whe

saga when i could be having fun

a whole non existent sage
when

saga when she didnt do anything
but try to say good morning so sweetly

so sweetly
and what do i do i fuck it up i fuck it up i fuck it up
i take it the wrong way i take everything the wront

wrong way and i ruin i ti r

i ruin eveyrthing i ruin everything i
ruin everything i hate myself i hate myself yes i ahte myself
i ruine verything

the feeling is the secret and im
tired of pretending it isn’t
i know i know that

i know i know the feeling drives eveything
and if im looking otusid eof me
thinking something outside f me
is real then that measn

ive forgotten the one truth
the feeling drives and the molecules follow
i know this is truth and
at

at a ccertain point i can decide o stop stuff
suffering and im so grateufl ia m aware
of how to stiop i know ow t
how to stop soffer

suffering and i get to choos to do it over and over i love
that i get to learn over and over and it always gets easier
i love that i get to vve

be a good person i love that i get
to become a better person
through

god through knowing that god i in every
everything i know that the work works the work works

wthe
the wor

the reading works the wo
thy
wrint
writing works i know ths i knwo this
i know its helps me i know is important
to me i know
its important to me

i know i know the one truth i know
i know i release all seeking and allow life
that’s all ic an ever do that

that’s all i can ever do there’s nothing to
be found in seeking i know there s nothing to
be found in seeking i lvoe that
i c
get to do it over and over with confident
because i know its only
me and when i swithc
so
does everything else i love that
i et to remember who i am that

life always helps me i know that life always helps me
i knwo i can do it i knwo ic an do it i know that

i can do it i know that i can do it
and i know that id o it but
by releasing attachemnt
i get to release attachment

i lvoe that i get to i know
i love that i know how i love that i know how to dirve with
with
the feeling and look for what i want to see i love
that i

get to practice constant gratitude
i love that i get ot i love that d

i get to practice constant
gratitude i get to practice constant gratitude
i get
to practice love for no reason
i get to be the soruce i
get to be the one who love i get to love

elt the rest go is that how i watn to be
such a jealous and bitter perosn
and that’s not who iam
and im

grateufl to life for showing me im
grateuflto life for showing me
becuase i lo

love is all around ove i s

isa ll around i get to choose how i feel about life
ig et to choose how i feel

about life and life show me

shows me life shows me th
me that love is all aroudn live

life shows me that love is all aorund
life shows me
life shos me i know i kno i can lead

i get to elad with the feelng i get to wake up
feeling good i get to do this work

becuse i get it works i get to

keep up the good work i d
get to do the work for me i get to se
to see myself i get to be awrae o fm

of myself i get to
to be wra

awrae of myself i know

i think the good outweighs the bad
i think im a good person i think im
pleasant to be around i think
im fun
i know im fun

i know im fun
i knowi’m

i know i’m kind i know i’m loving i know i knwo
i know they love me i know i nkow they do i know they
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i wish i w
could break free

i trust the shackles of my own creation
i trust the i trust the fu

unfolding