subjective reality

when you have
enthusiasm about something
that is what you get
more of when you are
excited about something
that is what you get more
of and that is why when i

start
the day with excitement the day
unfolds effortlessly before me

it feels good to remember
life is not about doing it’s about
enjoying every day as if it were sunday

or whatever day of the week you feel like
playing out that day
just trusting the moment and not
forcing yourself into

any box
or to do list

it feels good to remember that
everything reflects me and when i ask it
is given it feels good to do the

to do the work to feel good go feel good

it feels good to
do the only work that matters to know that
it’s only ever within

within me because it’s my simulation
and i am the one who
gets to choose

how it plays out

it feels good to feel good
in my body it feels good to
feel good
in my body to feel good babo

about who i am to

who i am who i am who i am
who i a

am who i am who i am
who i am

it feels good to focus on self
to allow life to feel good wo

to allow life to feel good
in this
here andn ow it

it feels good to feel good in this
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here and now
to know that

everything

is energy

it feels good to it feels goo to
good o
to feel good to focus in the flow
and trust the unfoldig
of everything
ese

else to know of the magick
of life int h

this here and now
and

it feels good to feel good
to feel good
in this here and now

it feels good to

to feel good in this here and now
to feel good to allow myself to feel good
i nthis
this

this here and now

it fele

it feels good to
remember who i am to
be rememberingth
the power of me

the feeling it
feels good toremember
the feelig t

to feel go

good to feel

ok

it feels good to recognize
how the energy reflects

itself to be aware of
how the energy

reflects itself
i am aware of how the
energy reflects itself
and how life
can only reflect

me i am i am awre of the power of that
and i am willing to

lift the veil

i am willing to lift the
veil iam here to

lift the veil and i

her etodo

to do important work
and i am willing

to
do
it

i am willing to do the wo

only work
i am willing to

take the biggest risk in
allowing l

life to live through me
the

great exop

experiment

allowing life to live
through me and
it feels good to feel good
to practice feeling good

and be good at it it
feels good to practice feeling good
and then
it is easier to feel good

so grateful for an awesome
meal so grateful for a ride to
a different place
so grateful for smokin buddies

so grateful for friends
family who support us

it feels good to feel too

good to take the gi

big leap it feels good
to take the big leap it
feels good
to feel good

it feels good to love to be one
who loves it feels good to
a

allow myself to love it feels good
to allow myself

it feels good to choose the magick

to make the choice
i feel tat i

that i dno’t

want to or am afraid
but iknw i can just make
the choice

anc dh

and choose the choice

i know that’s all there is
to life
i know that

that’s all there is is choosing
thechoice
over and over and i a

i am so grateful to have the
space to recognize that

so grateful to have the space

to say thank you

just say thank you say

thank you ilove this
life i am allowed

to say thank you i am

allowed to say thank

thank you i am

am allowed to say
thank you i am allwed
wto

to look for what i watn
to see i am allowed
to look

for what i want to see to focus
on what i want to get more of

i love that i get to feel good now
that i get to feel the

purest vibration of me
i ge to fe
to feel the purest vibration

of me the god vibration
and that’s all that matters
is love and saying thank you

i love that i am remembering
my power rememing

its in my power the
signal i send

and i know that

everything

is a signal

i love that i get to say
yes thank you i love that life
is good i love

alow

allowing life to flow through me
i am a amt

match i am a amt

match i love that i get to
choose i get to c

choose

my truth

i get to love mei

i get to approve of
myself and no one can stopy m

stop me i love that i have

the power

to eli

believe in myself and my ideas i love that i have the power
to chooe the

the reality i prefer i love that
i get to choose and this work ehlps

ehlsp

helps

me
do that
i can

i can

cia

i can do this i can connect
with source over and over and

learn how to feel that
connection always

more often
easily connect to
the source and that is
through practice

i knoe yhr

i know the power
of me and that is in the

letting go i love that it
always works itself out i love
that i get to feel the
feeling in this

here and now i ove th

i love that i get to feel the
feeling of the flow
in this

here and now i love
that i can always let go
and lt the fl
the flow do it i love

that i enver
never have to worry and
i know that i am the one

one and only creator i love
that i know the power of
me and how easily

i can

create things

slef

i asked myself
i asked the universe
anything i asked it
what i should

focus on or what is
most important and it said you

and then i kept listening
and it said self

and i know that is true
i know more and more every day
that this is the work and

the importance of this
work is in the remembering of
what is important
the remembering the remembering
of what my priorities are

what my
values are and
when i remember that
i already have what i need
what i value that i am

already

so blessed
i feel a lot more calm
in my life when i remember
to focus on what
truly matters to me

which is enjoying life
and giving and receiving love
i know that i am a lover
i am one who loves and love

is the answer to everything the signal
answer to everything and i know that
is what cures all and makes all
of life good

worth living and i

i know that self is the
only thing that matters
this is the only work tha tmat

that matters and the
rest follows and i know that
by how i feel i can feel that i’ve
been

blowing up small tasks in my mind
keep on thinking
i have to get this done
waisting my nows

thinking wasting

wasting my nows thinking
about what i’m not doing

but what i prefer

and what i now feels better
is trusting the isness of the
now and knowing that the
action follows that trust
and ia m

am grateful i am aware enough to know
this ia m

am brate

grateful i am aware enough to love
aware enough to love
for me for the sake of me
for the sake of my own life

because i do want to live

i want to enjoy the ride and
the way to do that is to sit down
and talk to myself
about what truly matters

it feels good to love to lift
the veil to know i already have the
teeth

i already have the teeth
they are already there and i can
relax into the knowledge of that
i know that

everything is energy and i understand
that on a grand level i know for a fact

that everything in life is

reflecting the signal i send
that is what really matters is the siganl

get the signal right then
try to do anything else and
feeling that i need

to do

anything else would mean there is a
lack of connection because when there

is understanding there is
knowing that the isness of each moment
is all there is and all

there can ever be

thank you

i can feel my bravery

building i cna feel that i am feeling more and more

willing to trust

the voice

turst5

trust

the voice

i can feel that i am trst
trustin life more and
more ai can feel that i can
feel that i am more and more
willing to trust the life flowing
through me

more willing to

let go nd

allow myself to be at home in the moment

i am brave enoug to alolow myself
to be at home in the oment

brave enough to love to make
thechoice
to love no
matter what
to let go and love
brave enought o
let go and love

it feels good to make
the choice to always

be at home in the moment
it feels good to feel brave enough to
let go of

the future
to let go of anything
out of this moment it
feels good to practice

the signal

it feels good to do the work
for me first to know the
connection is all that matters
it feels good to

make the space for me
andk now th
know that ther est
the rest floow

fl

follows

choose love and the
rest follows choose love
and the rest floowing

follows

today i choose love and
they why they

the mind always comes back to the why

becaue it because it

it feels good and i want to feel
good it feels good to feel goodand

and i want to feel good

i am allowing to feel good!!

good god goo
it’s all the same

it feels good to focus
on the feeling to feel tuned in tapped in
turned on and know that that is
my only job and know that i can
choose love instead of judgement

i can let go of worrying about
what other pepe

people thing and embrace that
i am here to let that go i love
that i know understand the
source and that

it’s all coming full circle i love
that i can allow myself to

be seen i can allow myself to be
succesful to live my life how i want to
live it and i

i don’t have to be afraid
id on’t

don’t have to be afraid of what
others will think i can
only ever trust the feeling i an only

ever trust the feeling

i am aware of thought patterns and
my ability to
choose

to think something new and
this work ehlp

helps me do that i am aware
of my thoughts and how they create
my experience

i know that my energy

my expectation
creates and i get to choose what i epec

expect and this work helps me work
through that

ehlps

helps me become aware

of what i am creating
and the more i make the time to
become aware the more at home
i feel in the now the more
at hoem

home i feel int he know
the now

and i love that i get to
choose the feeling

of yes of peace
i love that this work always heps
me

helps me remember who i am
that ia m one
one who loves and that is

all that matters
its helping

me break down the walls
the facade

i am lifting the veil
and allowing myself to
be one
who loves

how to love me

how to love me how to love me
how to love me what does that mean

what does how to love me mean

it means really giving yourself the feeling
of being loved allowing yourself
the feeling of being loved

of truly liking myself how
to love me do i even know

do i even know how to love me

what does it feel like to actually

like myself??

how to love me how to love me how to love
me

feel the feeling of god loving you of
that person that picture as god loving you

feel it that person loves you

feel how you would feel if that
person was showering you with praise and
affection

texting you all day saying
can’t stop thinking about you

and miss you and you are amazing

saw this and thought of you

feel how you would feel if that long lost
love

sent you a message saying

i’m sorry

you were right i was wrong
i always loved you
i never stopped and i wish
things didn’t turn out how i

wished they would

breath in and milk that feeling
breath out and notice its presence
within you

you are feeling that feeling
right now you are feeling that
feeling you seek the
feeling you keep thinking
you need someone else to

do something

for you to feel that way but

you just felt that way
you imagined what it would feel like
to feel that way and you felt it

and it felt good

nothing is stopping you from
feeling this feeling

breath in and feel yourself being loved
breath out and ask yourself
who is doing the loving

you feel loved you feel how you would
feel if this person did this thing

but you feel it now and what
is the source of the love???

how can you be feeling it
if this person didn’t do this thing yet?

but when you breathe in you still have
access to that feeling you felt just now
in your fantasy

and when you breathe out you can feel
the momentum that feeling already has

you can feel that since you’ve
decided to feel the feeling of being
loved you have

easier access to it and every time you

breathe in and feel the feeling
of being loved
and breathe out and release your resistance
to it

you will feel
more than feel
you will know

that you that something
or someone
infinitely loves you
and you can look back and say

i love you too.

the work feels good

and the work feels good because
it is the only thing that matters
is it in

alignment with god
energy the energy

that creates worlds and is
also creating your world and the more
i turn and look at the
stardust instead
of the dust on the shelf

i feel good i feel when i look at the
stardust and that is how i know it is
my only job i feel empowered
by life and that is how i know

it is my only job and i feel
good when i write because i am
letting go i am taking the big leap in

trusting life making the choice to love
life to love myself enough to

care
about
how i feel and when i love
myself enough to
care about how i feel

when i love myself
enough to care if i love

myself

that is how life is meant to
be lived and i love the more i become
aware i’ve beomce

become aware that a lot of
my stress comes from

fighting where i live
and i can easily just let that go
i love that i have a lot
of life experience to

work with and the smallest things
sometimes end up bringing the
biggest lessons and i lovethat i know
i am energy i love that i can
fee th

feel the energy of me the connection of
me i nthis here and now

and knowing that i don’t need anything
else it feels good to write
and focus and

believe in myself i love that i
get to make t
the choice to believe in
myself to stand up for myself

to approve of myself

i love feeling the power
of me i love feeling the power
of me i love feeling i love
feeling the power of me i ove
fee

feeling the power of me
i love feeling tapped into the source
knowing that it
already is

life already is the way i want it to
be life already is the way i a

want it to be and i love that i
am brave enough and evolved neoug

enough to know thatlife
is always flowing through me
and that

this is the only work
and that all i can ever do

is trust my intuition

i love thati know the
feeling is always

right here a

with me and i can always be
here now i love
thati know i can
always be here now i love the

better it ges i

gets i love that life helps me
focus i love that i can
alwas

always laugh
and say thnak y

thank you because life
helps me focus life helps
me love life is always

helping me

love

i feel at peace in this
very moment i feel brave enough in
this very moment to lift the veil

i am brave enough to lift
the veil to see life
as it truly is

a print out of the
signal i send in that

i that way i understan that
that all that matters
in life is how i feel and i have
the choice to feel
calm
at ease

trusting
loving
and then that is what i see
in my life i know

that i get to

make the choice to look for what i want
to see i nli

in life and i know that i
it can only ever reflect me i love
that i know it is only ever me
i and
i get tomake
the choice

how i feel i ove that i get to
make the choice to feel goodabout
about my life i ove
that i get to
to do this work i love
that i get to feel the

sense of empowerment

that comes along within knowing

that it can only reflect me

i love feeling the choice

i get to make the choice
to let that go now i am
aware of it and i am aware that
i am letting go i am

allwoing my

allowing myself to relax into
and trust the flow life

i deserve to be loved to
feel loved by life i deserve to
feel loved by life i know
that life loves me and
always wants the best for me

i know that i am
deserve to feel loved by life
i am loved by life i am loved by life

love doing the work and
milking the feeling i love

remembering

how to choose the feeling
and let it go i lovethe p

the power of that i love
that i get to do that i loe
doing

love that i know this is
my only work learning how to

to love is my only work
letting go of the rst is

rest is my only

work and i love thatthis
is what helps me do it

this
right
here
is the most

important
poem
in the
world

and i know that now
i want to be seen
i see beyond the veil and it
sees me i know that i know

now

i see beyond it
i’m not afraid to look
beyond the veil and remember
who i am remember
the

magick of who i am

and practice my magick
i get to choose i get to choose
and i will

allow

i allow i love and and

i allow i love and i allow
i’m

ready

to
be
seen

for who i am and i
don’t care who sees it

i’m ready to be seen for who iam
i’m

ready to relax into life
and love i’m ready to take
the night off

take thislife

lifetime off

from worry
and wonder and strife

i’m ready to love!!!!!!!

i love that i feel ready to love
i love that i feel the love

pouring through me i love tha t’m here

here and

getting to do the work
and trust the flow the feeling

trut ever

everything that happens i love that
i’m here and i’m ready!!!

i love that i know this
is my only work i love that i know

i know
the secret to life

and it’s that this is the only
thing that matters connecting

to spirit is the only thing
that matters and when i focuso n
spirit

the rest comes i love that
life is good i love that i get to love
myself

i love that i aget to

get to love myself i love that i know

i am
enough

getting back to my ways

felt an inkling lately
of the world beyond
i’ve been feeling more aware of
the veil of the
fear i hide behind even though i’m
still unsure what i am
afraid of but i gather
that it’s just a sense of overall anxiety
that comes about as a result
of separation from source and when i am
fully connected to source i
don’t feel that sense of anxiety
because when i am connected
i feel a knowing sense of
being cared for and

taken
care of

and i’ve been feeling
the beyond lately
and it feels good today

when i woke up i felt excited about
the day excited about knowing that it
always turns out perfect
excited just from
making the choice

from being aware of how something
makes me fee and

addressing it

and i can feel that i’ve
had the headspace to do more of that lately
to be aware of my thoughts
feelings and emotions i am aware of what i think
and how that makes me feel
and i am aware of the choice i get to make
and that it always just comes back to love

and when i focus on love
i feel at ease and when i feel at ease
the truth of life
is allowed

to tell itself
to me

the truth of life
is that everything is love

love of myself
and henceforth
love from myself

unto myself

it feels good to feel
relaxed to be in the habit of looking for it

because i know i can choose
to be in the habit of looking for whatever
i wish to see i am in the habit of looking for what
i want to see and i know i

always
see
it

it feels good to be aware of
the thoguth
thought patterns to be aware of

who

and

what

i am

it feels good to know and to
be in the practice of coming
back to center it feels good

to take actions that
feel good to do the things
that i know
feel good it feels good to focus
onthings that

feel good and know the
rest follows it feels good
to trust the

flow of life without fear it feels good
to feel the feeling
to be able to

imagine
if only just an inkling

a version of myself that
is free from the resistance

i currently endure

to be able to imagine that
version to know that
a version of me exists where the pains of
the present

no longer exist i know that
the pains of the present

can never last forever and i will
always let the thought go
and start obsessing over something else

hopefully
god

it feels good to know this to
be unpacking it feels good to be allowed to
unpack to do the work
of releasing the
resistance

to remember who i am
to remember i am a signal a

feeling i am nothing
but a feeling and i am
the only one

who
feels
it

it feels good to do the work
to focuson the work
in t

the here and now i am focused onthe
here and now i
how

how i feel in this
here and nw

now who i am
in this here and now

not who i was
when i saw myself

see myself now
in hindsight
as oh

i was my best then

but i am
my best in this here and now

i am my best in this
here and now and i am celebrating
this fact

i am looking for reasons

to love myself to send the
signal of love and remember that
all that matters is love to remembe that

that i get to let go of all of the
rest i love that i know that t
e

the rest doesn’t matter
and that i have the gree

freedom to love i love
feeling at ease in my life i love the power
to feel at ease in my life

i love that i can imagine a version
of myself that is at ease
i can see a version of myself that
is at ease and i am
feeling more and more at ease

all the time i love that
i know i can always

allow that version of myself
to show and through time

with practice that is who i
allow myself to become

i match the vibration
of my highest self
and that is all i could

ever hope to do i love that i am

brave enough to trust the energy
i am brave enough tot rust

trust he energy of this here and now

to choose the thought patterns
i want to choose the power

of life i am brave enough to
choose the power of life and remember that
i am the one who gets to make the choice

i love that this work
helps me remember that i love
coming into my power

i love the feeling of knowing that
i am the one who gets to choose
and then just let it go i know

i know it can only reflect me
i know i can

just look for what i want to see
i love that i get to choose the feeling i love
that i get to choose the feeling
and that’s it
i love that i get to choose
and then just feeling that

feeling over and over and it comes
just choose instead

of wondering

just choose

never
wonder

never wonder because life
is always there and i am looking

for the clues i am looking for
abundance today i am
looking for the clues i am

doing this work
the only work the god work and knowing
that god is right there

with me

excitedly creating
whatever i want to see
and i love that i know this
i love that i get to choose

i love that i get to choose
i love that
i get to choose i love that
i know i love that i know
i love that i know

because i get to choose
and i love the

better
it gets i love that i am
remembering who i am i love
rememberig wh

who i am and

being braven enoug

enough and focused enough
to choose the version i prefer
and taht’s all

all it ever is
choose
with
confidence

the version
which you
prefer

create it

i created it thank you
i know this nnow and

and now i a mallowing
myself to see that i am
already there

thank you

i know all i can do is relax into the flow

i love feeling the effects of the
practice i love the feeling of
letting go i love the better it gets i love
that i get to look for what

i want to see i love
feeling at ease i love that i have the
power
to feel at ease and trust life

this morning i got up to put
some mail in the box to go out and i could
feel that i felt
an

overwhelming amount of fear

about the day
and i don’t know why i have no
real idea why

afraid of the uncertainty
i suppose i don’t know
afraid to get going

afraid to try
to have a good day afraid

of the day

what the hell is that
like terrified like
i almost couldn’t stay awake

but what am i so
afraid of

i wish i could crackt hat spe

that spell

tomorrow i intend to
wake up feeling safe intend to wake up
feeling at home

excited to enjoy the day
tomorrow i intend to wake up
feeling excited to enjoy
the day
not

afraid of the day

what am i in a constant
state of fear about

??????

i love that i know life
is meant to be realxing

relaxing i love that i know
i can always get to this

relaxed state of being
its’ always
there

the realx

relaxed state

is the perpetual state
and the excited state
is not

and i can always come back to
center to the relaxed state and i
can always trust the day
and t

because the day is god and
god is always trying to give me life

god is
always giving me

life

giving me life
i don’t have to

do anything to get it
to pull it in

i don’t have to do
anything to pull it in

it’s already there and i know
i already have the teeth

i already have the teeth
and they show themselves when i lift
the veil

it’s the solution its the solution
itsl a

its already thre i

the version of
em already

already exists i love that i know that
and i love that forma

from a relaxed state of mind

i can create anything
and today i was reminded

of the power of visualization
and i realized that ican c

can choose to think about

picture in my minds eye

whatever i want and i’d been choosing
to fantasize about things
i don’t want instead of what i do

andi can see myself as i want to see
myself i can choose
to think about

fantasize about what i want

tomorro wi inte

tomorrow i intend to wkae
wake up feeling

relief

relieved to know that
god is taking care of me
today relieved to know that life
loves me today and that
life is going to give me everything
i need today

relieved to let everything
else go and live like i am already dead

relieved to feel excited about life

wear the veil

wear the veil of the mortals
that’s what i do
i

for some reason
i pretend to be human

why?

why must i pretend when
i know i am
god and i know i have the
teeth and they show

themselves when i lift the
veil when i lift
the veil of

the illusion
of

reality i know that the teeth
are already there and this
work helps me dot hat i

i’m so grateful for what
i have in my life right now
so grateful i have the
best life so grateful for my wife
and our castle and our

pets so grateful for our pets
so grateful for our pets

for our good life so grateful
for everything i have right now so grateful
for everything i already have

so grateful for
aewsome

awesome clients that pay
right away
so

grateful

for live giving me everything
i need so grateful for the chance to do
good work so grateful
forthe

the fact that life loves me
to be around people i respect to
get to do cool things
to teach

to co-create

it feels good to feel empowered enough
to trust the now to trust the
feeling of life it feels good to
feel good enough to trust life

it feels good to let
all the contrast go
let go of all the resistance
and

untrue thoughts it eels g
feels good to let them go to h

get the space to be aware it
feels good to dthe work
every day

i’ve noticed that if
i focus on relaxing
every time i notice a shortness of
breath
it helps and with

practice it is easier to
relax and
i’ve been counting
backwards

from 100
to relax

and i keep having this nagging
that i have to

figure out
what i’m afraid of
or what is so stressful
because it just baffles me
that i can feel afraid allt he time
and not know why

just know because of the way
my breath is tight
and i keeptrying
trying to figure it out
but

what i have to remember
is that i will never

figure it out

and it

isn’t anything but being
disconnected because when i’m

connected i know that i am
taken care of and then i am not
afraid i am
at ease

relaxed

i can choose to feel
relaxed about that i choose
to feel relaxed about that

i choose how i feel about that
i lovethe

the better it ges i love

i love that this

is my work this is the only

work i love

that i am
more ad more i’m not

afraid

to enjoy life

to take the big leap

say fuck it and enjoy life

that is the veil

what i’m afraid of
people seeing

people seeing me
enjoying life no matter what

becuase it

because it might
make them feel bad
or like

they are missing out
but really i can

lead i can show them
i can help them realize

that every one
is allowed to enjoy life

i don’t have to be afraid
to enjoy life i an

can take the big leap and
celebrate life in this
ehre and

here and now and when i a
m cele

celebrating life
nothing matters
and life celebrate4s me

and doing
this work helps me rememeber
my only job
is to celebrate life

i love feeling the divine buzz cult of counting day 6 or 7 lost count

even just a small motion towards
devoting myself to

a single point of focus this morning
evolved into a day full of magick
the magick just keeps on lfow

flowing and if eel tfeel
the feel the divine buzz

i feel the divine buzz i feel
the divine buzz i like

the smell of
educational
institutions

like old books
and hot professors’
pussies

i like the smell
of poetry
the paper

the classroom
the smell of the plastic chairs
and the

graphite

old sneakers and old
ideas but then also
some new ones
to mix it up

the smell of old
ideas and new ones

mixing

marrying

i need to fix my desk

today feels really good so good
that i can almost feel myself
freaking out a little

but that happens
when the world

is moving so fast when
life is supporting me

it feels like
i’m afraid because like
i have to do something
to keep up

it can feel manic

like eeryth
everything is so great it makes me
feel manic like

i have to do it all right now
achieve it all right now

there is so much i am
excited about and i want to do
it all

right now

and that is a good feeling
scary but without
the brkes

brakes on

without the brakes

fear
is just
excitement

so i can allow myself to feel
excited about the magnificent manner
in which my life is unfolding

calmly blissful
in knowing that it all gets

created

it all comes through at
the right time and when
that now comes

i will know it i can trust
the nows

to tell me

i approve of myslef

myself
i

i can also feel something
else something else i want to bring to light
is that i can eee

feel that life is going well
and there is a part of mind
that is looking for something
to

pick at

my mind is always looking for
something to pick at

how can i

let that go

let that need to
destroy

go

it’s like things are awesome
and my mind just keeps on wanting
to look for something to make
out of nothing

and i know it’s my choice
f i

if i allow it
whatever i believe is true
andthis

this work hekps

helps me remember it
and then i make the choice
and i cont to

count and relax and allow
that version to be my truth
and it’s

very simple

the truth

is always love

the truth is always love
and i can always come back to cneter
center and remember that

all i can

i love that i know this
is my only work i love that i know
this is my only work

connecting is my only work
and the rest follows
and i am getting better and
better at sending the siganl

il ove feeling the power of me i love
feeling the effects of the practice

made mind blowing progress on our
project how to love me

out best work ever
and such a pleasure to work with caitlin

a true blessing

and then got a new client for web design!!

someone we admire and respect her work!!

it’s just so amazing the blessings that
are always pouring our way

it feels good feels good feels good
feels good to

feel good to do this work and
remember this

this

is the only work
this is the only love
and love is the answer
to all

my only job is to count

my only job is to be devoted to
spirit in every single moment
and i feel the power of that devotion
i feel the power of that devotion
slipping into every aspect of my life i feel that
life is fun i feel invigorated by life

i feel good about life i feel
certain about life
i feel certain about life i feel
certain about the flow i feel
certain about the power of getting
out of the way and making the choice

i feel certain about the
power of this work i love
doing the work connecting to

spirit and disidentifying

with form

i am present i this
this hrea dn

and now

and i am connected

i have the energy that
creates worlds flowing
through me i have the
energy that creates
wrod

worlds flowing through me
nay

i am the energy that creates worlds
i am the energy that creates worldsa and

and i know my only job

is to count to connect with the hre

here and now and i’ts lal abo
all about the power of letting go
that is the powr the

willingness to let go of it
all to not care about

any of it that is the power
that is the power of the dedication to spirit
the cult of counting
means dedication to spirit
to the now to

self to the feeling of connected with spirit
and that’s

it feels good feels good to
connect to focus on the feeling
the feeling of connected and know
that that is

the only thing that matters
knowing that when i am connected
nothing can go wrog

last couple days i’ve been counting
in reverse from 100

and i ilove the
calming effect it has

the unwinidng
effect it has
and i love the feeling of
remembering that the
focus is all there is and the

focus on the numbers creates space
for the energy that creates worlds to flow

the belief in the power of
life the letting go of so many resistant thoughts
breathes new life into me

my only job is to count
my only focus is to count
my only job is to cnnect
connect with spirit

spirit
my only job is to let go
and allow the flow allow the flow

allow the flow allow the flow

i know that ia m the
the creator and i create with
the signal i send
and when
i am connected with spirit
i send the signal of spirit
so sprit

can flow

spirit
can express itself fully

so that’s why all that matters
is the flow

and that’ why i can
relax into the numbers that’s why i can let
go and trust the flow of everything

the magick of life and that’s why
my only job
is to count

and this work always helps
because it always helps me remember the
truth of who i am and it always hleps
me

let go of a little bit
of resistance
a little bit of false
belief

and it helps me send the
signal for what i appreciate in my life

so grateful for mom and mike
so grateful for caitlin and alexis

so grateful for our castle
and for good food
and for the wife

so grateful for games
and lemon water
and coffee and les mills
and pwny and linty

so grateful to be doing my best work

so gtratefu

grateul to

to be doing my best work

to feel connected to spirit
to feel connected to the
spirit the powre of
life

instead of cut off from it

i feel connected tothe power
the power of life i feel

enlivened by the pwoer of life

the work always works and i can
always get in the vortex
and then i know that the work
always wroks and

and i can always let go
let go of it all and ci

decide now to care

not to care

i love that the work always wroks
i love that i get to celebrate life

i love that life is good for me
i love

selling passive
digital items
i love snuggling witht eh

the wife i love that life
is good and i get to decide i love
remembering that ia m

the creator i love amking
making the work my number one focus
i love feeling invigorated by life
i love feeling good i love

that i get to celebrate life
right now i love that the work
awlays

always works the choice
to feel good always works

because all that matters
is how i feela nd i a

and i love doing the work
to feel good i love doing the wrok
e

work to enjoy this day to
thoguth
throw myself intot he flow
to take the big leap
and allowthe best

best of life to flow through me
i love

loving myself!!!!

i love the feeling of loving myself
and my life!!!

i love that life is good i love
that i know ti can

it can only reflect me i love
that i know

it can only reflect me
i love that i can always remember that i am
the one i

that gets to choose and if
i dn’t like

something i can just choose a different

version it feels good to dci

decide what i want to not
have to worry outside the now
and trust life completely

it feels good to trust
life completely

to remember that the work
always works and this is the only
work to feel

easy about life it feels good
to be here doing the work
i can do it can

do nothing
allow everything

ic an a
can allow everything
and i am allowed to

enjoy life and feel
free
knowing the wor alwa

always works

i know i don’t have
to do

a thing
change a thing

just relax intot he now
the now and allow

i am the magick of
my own life i am
the magick
of my own life
and

so grateful that i know
that i am the magick of my own life

cult of counting day 5

i haven’t been counting much today
i lost track i lost it but then i guess
i haven’t

“needed” it
because life has been flowing and
that is on account of the counting
so that’s fucking awesome
life flows like that and i’ts

it’s important to remember that
all parts are equal and the flow
state isn’t better than the
ebb

the both are and both
aspects of life are integral
and meaningless

it feels good to be
able to feel good in all the states
it feels good to know that my life
is flowing as a result of the practice

we’ve made more already in
january than we have in many months in the past
and it is all just flowing
and flowing and
it
feels good to say yes thank you
to the gifts and know that they

come about as a result of the
energy and nothing else

not hard work
not striving

energy

belief

creative and
conscious creation

it feels good to feel
good about my creations it feels
good to feel good about
my creations to feel good
about my life to trust the flow
to know the flow and feel good about
who i am and the way my life

is unfolding it feels good to do the work
to connect to spirit

it feels good to feel the flow to take
the big leap inot the

the great abyss

and do it with confidence it feels
good to feel that the connection to spirit
is coming more easily to me to
practice knowing
i’ve let go of

the tightness the worry
the anxiety

i’ve let that go in lieu
of feeling how i want to feel feeling
the feeling of connection with spirit
and allowing

life to unfold i can feel that

when i say i want to see her
but i don’t and that’s why she

doesn’t write back

and it’s all just the energy and i love that
i am aware of this and i am aware of the energy
that i put out into the world and if i put the

energy of i love you
then that is what i get and

ultimately
it’s in my favor
to send you the

energy of

i love you because it helps me
otherwise

i feel bad

and how is that helping me??

so i send the signal of love
to all things all the things
and that is all i can do is say

i love you to this here and now i love
feeling the power of me i love

feeling the power of mei love
knowing that everything is vibration
and i love knowing that my only

job

is to let go of
everything

erase
it
don’t mind it

just
let it go
let all of that go
whatever

i am
holding on to

all of it
just go

i love doing the work i love
feeling motivated i love

wanting to do things
i love feeling the energy of life
flowing through mei love

being brave enough to
enjoy life

i am brave enough to
enjoy life in this
here and now

and i do this work
to feel connected to the spirit
that i am to remember who i am
to remember ia m

i am the observer

i do this work to rememberthat
i am creating everything
by way of vibration

to remember that it’s all me and
i am the one creating the simulation and this
work helps me remember that

every
damn day

and i feel connected in this
here and now and i do this work
to milk this feeling

to expand the feeling of
connected to self and god
and that is all that matters in life

i know
that

all that matters
is the feeling of connected to spirit
and the rest just comes as a result
so i do this work to

connect with spirit

and let go of the rest
let go of trying forever
and leave it in the past i love

that i am brave enough to enoy life

enjoy life in this
very moment

i’ve also been doing the counting in reverse from
100 method a lot

it’s very relaxing

i can feel that i want to count more
today and feel that feeling more

that feeling of nothing

that feeling of connected
but also nothing
that feeling of the
certainty of my own power

i love that i feel the
certainty of my own power

i feel connected
i feel connected

i’m not cut off
i’m connected i know that i am
connected to life i know that
i can trust the process of life i know

i can feel certain of my power

i feel certain of my power
i know that all that matters
is the creative energy that is

pouring forth from
me and allowing it to flow

i know that everything
will unfold perfectly in time
and there’s no

rush i know that life
is unfolding perfectly in time
and i trust the process of life
because i know

it can only ever reflect
me

i do this work to feel
connected with spirit
and that is the only work
when i am connected

i am connected and i know that
i don’t need

anything i know that life
provides i know that life provides and i have
the courage to feel prosperous
to let go of all worries and wonder

and focus on relaxing
in the

the here and now

and that is the only work
that is all i can ever do
is relax into the now
realx in

relax into the now
relax into the

the now

relax into the now relax into the
now and allow

and that is the only work that is
why this is the only work

connecting remembering who i am is the only
work and the rest just flows

i can just let that go
and make the choice

i can make the choice

and let go
of all the chatter surounding that

that topic and send the
clear strong signal of yes

and that’s all anything
ever is

is a signal

cult of counting day 4

i love that it’s
massively flowing i love
waking up to orders i love
new subscribers!!

i love fulfilling orders
all day i love new consignment
accounts
i love new wholesale accounts!!

i love etsy orders!!
i love orders on our site i love
free downloads i love
going for a walk
i love that i love it here i love
waking up feeling happy i love

doing the work i love
all the people that sell our books

i love quimbys

i love gabe fowler i love
that we have plenty of bud

i love saving i love that
there is more than enough i love
making money every day i love

starting the year off right
i love that we have extra boxes
we can reuse i love that
susan hit me up i love that it comes to
me i love that everyone was

doing there shit today
i love doing the work i love that
tener

the energy is here now

i love the better it gets i love
that i can feel myself
relaxing and letting go i love that
the more i count the more i

relaxed i feel and the more
i relax

realize

everything is in my head

and i love
feeling the feeling of gratitude and
milking it i love that i am
feeling more and more brave more and
more brave enough to
let everything go and just

enjoy this moment
i know that thinking
about anythin ou

outside the moment
is not my job
my only job is to exits in th

exist in this here and now

i love feeling at home
in my power and remembering
i am the one who
gets to choose

i do this work to remember
i am the one
and only creator
and i never have to wonder because it
s
it’s only ever
me it’s only ever and it’s
already there the power is already
there i love that i am

learning how to let go and let
what is already there come
through and that is what the
counting helps me do

relax into the now and allow
i love the better it getrs i
gets i love that people
are already joining

the cult of counting i love
feeling inspiried i love
wanting to do my work i love

good ideas!!!

i love good ideas i love
working on the work
every single day i love
feeling good about life i love
that we get to do this project

i love that the workshop came to us

i ilove doing the work
this work and i love feeling

totally confident in

letting go and letting
go appear as the abundant

all sufficiency in my life
and affairs

it feels good to let go and
let go i love doing the work

i love that we are always doing
our best work i love that i’ve
been allowing myself to feel
good and feel the flow

trust the flow of lifei love
i loe doing
doing this work
andk onwin

knowing that
everything is
energy i love
the better it gets i love
that i feel

a part of life i love
feeling like life loves me i love
that i know life

loves me i love
that i get to do thi s

this work i love letting
go and feeling good

taking the big leap i love
that i get to celebrate life i love

that i know i love that i can
relax into the flow of life and
truly enjoy this here and now
i love

giving myself permission
to enjoy this here and now
to know thta

that this here and now is enough
and this moment is enough

i
am
enough

i am enough
this here and now is
enough the work

is enough it feels good to
relax to practice relaxing to make
it a point t not
to not worry and i know all
of this adds up i know

it makes a difference in my life
when i make the choice to feel good about life
to celebrate it to know the magick of life
and celebrate it and i liove that
i love that i’ve let that go i love
that i’ve let that go i love that
i can massage away
the
resistance and
allow myself to slip into the here and now

it feels good to feel the power of
me it feels good to feel the power of me
it feels good to feel the power of
me it feels good to feel the power of me

and allow it it feels good to feel the
power of me
and allow it

i love that i’m massaging
away ther er

the resistance
i am rele

releasing the grip
my solarplexis

has on everything
why?

why is it so tight

clenched?

i am unclenching

i am relaxed i am relaxed i am relaxed

and just doing the work to remember who i am
helps me unclench it feels good to
pracitce

doing the work to remember who i am
the the more i am able to remember who

who i am the more
the more at ease i am able to feel
in my life

i feel at ease in my life
and that is all that matters

i am grateful for this
hre

here and now and that’s all that
matters thank you for all the blessings that

are always coming my way
i am graciously allowing them

thank you

i am allowing the gifts to come my
way and i don’t have to justify anything

don’t have to make
anything happen and dn’t

don’t have to care about anything

i can just let go of all of it

let go of every single thing
i ever worried about and
connect with spirit

i know i am with spirit right now
i love that i can feel spirit funn

running through me i love that i get to make
the choice to

to feel good about
life to show up for life

to allow life