what is it that i want

what is it that i think im missing that’s the part i need to figure out
becuase when i trut to figure it out i cant i cante

figure out whta i think is is missing i know
i know its tits the ath one thing but

it has to be something esle
its not just aht one thing

what o i think is missing

lust for life and that’s
on me

the feeling the rush the rush ism isisng the
th’ats what i feel is missing

the knowing the feeling i knwo i am
the feeling that’s always there iwth me
that i ge tto feel whenever i want thte
feeling is lways here with me

i can always allow right now
what do i thikn
what im
am i reaching for
validation
love favoritism

knowing heart dancing

its something that i have to allow to flow thorugh something that i can allow to flow thorugh and know that life has to respond
i choose to allow the feeling of god
of god to flow through me
to not pinch it off with thinking i allow miracles im on the lookout for miralces

i dont ane
need anything i dont need

anything my mind thinks i need that thinkg
love validation

attentoin

y mind thinks i need attention to thrive but i jsut
need focus

what do i prefer
how do i prefer to feel how to d

do i want to feel how do i want to see myself
its how i see myself its ow i see myself its how i see the sitr

situation
do i want to be in the

dominated

[pso

position?

someone to take care of me to dote on me

or d

do i want to be
dependant on someone to feel good?

i want ot feel the magic of life i want to feel the magi of life
of love i want to feel the magic of love and i can ge tthat by giving love

i dont need anything and as soon as i decide not to need anything
it soe flying to me and i knwo this is how life works

how do i want to see myself how do i want to see my world
how do i want t
how do i prefer to live in the world how do i prefer to live
in the world

i

when life comes to me when im confidne i love when i feel confident i love when i dont care

i want to make the choice i want to

make progress i want to feel good i wnat ot know

i want to knowi want to feel focused
i want to feel knowing i am knowing i know

that i know that knowing is a choice i know that knowig

is a choice i kow that its me i know that im the source i know its never separte from me i know that
i know im here to remember what i know im here to remember what i know im here to remember what i now

i know i know i know
i know
the secret to life
and can relax in the knowledge

thats what im here to focus to focus on what i know on knowing nnothing is missing on

choosing choosing the feeling i prefer feeling the feeling i prefer the feeling i prefer and ihave to choose it i have to choose life first i an
t dabble where i dont want to be i have to choose to eexist in the way i prefer

and that’s all i can that’s all i can do
is never wonder

i wnat to i want to feel good i want to feel better i want to celebrate life i want to feel overjoyed in my lfei iw antt o choose knwoing i want to feel the feeling of knowing i wnat to feel the feeling of choosng and knowing knowing life is always giving me the best version of life i dont have to think about it just know whatever is happening is whats best for me

so grateful to be here fworking

for the space and time to work so grateufl
everthkworked out

and we got ot return the vaccuum so gateful we left this mornign and got to enjoy so graetufl
to

to feel good now

that my life is taken care of so gterful i can see past the vresion my mind has practiced that im brave enough enough to just choose it that im brave enough to just hcoose it to be aware of k ok ye si dot wnat to lovea

i love it when i lovw ithout conditinoi i lov ehweni trust life i love when things dont affect me
i love when life flows i love when im

focsed

ihav to be aware of the vresion im
creating
of the version im creating when i send that signla
of not knowing
when i send the signl of not knowing and its not that i

need that thing to happen
i think i do becuase i i think it will bring me a feeling
i alrady have

i can feel jouous without it i can feel joyous withint without it i know nothing is missing i know siits perfec thow it is and the more i am aware fo how i feel the more i can feel for howi want to feel and thats’ all i can do

when i notice a feeling that doesnt feel good

i can feel for the one i prefer and just feel it

and i dont need a reason i can jsut feel it

that life is good that life is working out for me
that i wanted this and im getting what i wanted that i can have it all

that i can say thank you i can just say thankyoui can just say thank you
i can allow my heart to just appreciate what i have to look for what i want to see
to say y i appreciate this

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