feelings

got a cavity filled today
and i took it so hard like
i feel dumb even writing that
like its not that big of a deal
but it just really

hurt my feelings it just
makes me so mad and makes me
hate myself and its like
im pretty much over it now but
it just sparked
so many feelings

it brought up so many old vibrations that
i don’t even feel equipped to deal
with that i dont want to address
that i dont know how to address

that i’m mad they exist.

that i’m mad they’re still there
like you think you dealt with them
but you know you never have
probably never will but you
tell yourself you’re over it or maybe your subconscious
tells you that or your ego

and now its like i barely care anymore
but i still feel like shit

oh well life goes on i
can move on i can just turn my attention somewhere else i can
just shift the attnetion just
chosoe not to

let it stick to me
because its not me its noever me

never its just an old version of
my body but its not me
it

can never affect me because i am
infinite i am ot a
not a body so for that reason ic an let
it go and move on
and

so gratefulhat

that with space

its easy for m
to move on

it brings up a lot
of shame it brings up a lot of
insecurity
and i’m grateful for the
lense
i’m grateful to see that
to see that is
what is inside
to know that is in ther e
and allow it to

express itself i feel the
shame of growing up poor

i feel it i feel it i feel
the shame i allow the shame
even though i didn’t take care of my teeth

i still love and appreciate myself
the way i am

even though i grew up poor
i still love and appreciate myself
for who i am

feeling better instantly
after starting this
and writing hlep s
helps me so much

just by saying the feelings
brsingin

bringing awareness to them
it helps tehm

them pass

it helps me separate from the emotions
from the shame

i am not the shame
the shame is just an idea

the insecurity is just an idea
and when i say

it brought up insecurities
that id idn’t

i didn’t know were still there
it means i am aware of the insecurities
and that i not AM the insecurities

which means they exist outside of me
which means they aren’t me

and that awareness
is so much for

more valuable
and effective

than suppression

or

band aids like alcohol or dugs or
drugs or good

food

and i can feel compassion for myself
i can
i can love myself
i can laov

love myself i am allowed to love
myself to be okay with myself

i’m allowed to be ok with myself
how i am
i’m allowed
to love myself to look for reasons
to love to love me
and to know
that i am lovable that i am valuable
and only i can find that within me

maybe that’s the key to it
maybe i dont think i deserve firends

friends

maybe i think i’m unfriendable
unlovable
unget-to-know-able

not compassionate
not understanding
not worthy of friendship

not deserving
too stuck up too stuck in my ways

too

many criteria

i guess for myself

this writing just really helps
it helps me become aware
it helps me let go

it helps me remember who i am
it helps me em

me move on to now that
no matter what i don
don’t have to dwell
and i can choose to let go

of those insecurities
to feel secure in myself
in the events of my life

to feel secure now.

feeling so much better
and grateful to have that energy
move through me

grateful to move through it
to be aware of the vibration
i know i know
its deeper its

a self worth thing
i know it all comes back to self worth
and its an important
lesson that i’m grateful for that
i’m so grateful for

whenever i dont want to take
care of myself
its because i’m not

worthing myself

ive decided i’m not worth it
and that’s a thought pattern to be aware of
to chosoe worth

i choose worth
and i’m so grateful for the
clues that hlep

help me see that i’m so grateful

for self awareness

awareness of the self
but also

awareness as the self

embodying the true self, and then becoming aware of all
that is not the self
the pain is not the self

the thoughts the
insecurities
are not the self

the self is the one who watches

the one is the one who is aware

look for what i want to see

i look for evidence of what i want to see
and then i see it

i just look for evidence
and then i see it
i looked for evidence
of my contribution
and then saw so much

i looked for evidence of
success of our work and i saw it
everywhere i looked
when i remembered to look for what
i wanted to see

i saw evidence everywhere of
how far i’ve come

of how much i have to be grateful for
and its all around me

look how far we’ve come
i love getting orders i love
getting offers i love hta tlife

that life is going so well for me

i love that i am aware
aware of thought patterns aware of
where i am putting my

attention and what i am creating
aware that i have the ability to choose

what i want to see to think about
what i want to see instead of what id on’t

what a novel concept i love that i know
and i love
that i know this is life
i know that

money is not my supply
no person place or condition is my supply

my awareness
understanding and knowledge of the all providing source
activity of the divine mind within me is my supply

my consciousness of this truth
is unlimited therefore my supply is unlimikkkted

i know that it’s up to me what i look for the
story i tell and in every moment
i get to decide the story i’m telling i love that i
get to have fun that i
get to enjoy life i love that i get to

celebrate and love this right now
i love that there is always love there is always love and
i can always return to love
i love that
i already have so

much to be grateful for and so
much is good in my life

it feels good to cultivate love
to choose the version i prefer
and then trust its ability to

manifest
to know it will come and not have
to think about what i dont want

to be brave enough
to look for what i want to see
instead of be right

i love this work i love this work
i love the ower

power of me i love

knowing the power of me i love
feeling energized by the power
of me i love feeling the energy of
god flowing through me
i kno wi

i am

the energy of god i love that i know this
i love the better it gets and i can allow it
i love that abundance comes in all the ways i love

allowing myself to be a match to the
infinite abundance
in everything i know that life

is just the story i tell i know that
life is just

the story i tell iknow that
i know that the energy of god flows through me
i love that i get to choose

get to choose what i look for
and then what i see i get to
choose how i feel right now
and that is the source of everything

and it really doesn’t matter what

happens or what i see because
i can always choose how i feel i can always choose
even if i dont like something

i can be like oh i prefer x

and then the thing i didn’t like
helped me get the thing i did

i love that its jst this easy to focus
on the flow i love the the flow of god
the f

energy of god flows through me i love that god loves me i love that
god is good i love tha i am

i am god

i love this work i love the power of this work

i love that life is good i love that
i allow it i love that life

is flowing through me

i love that life is flowing through me i love that
life

loves me i love that life loves me
i love that i get to hcoose i love that
life is good i love that
life is good i love

that i feel tuned up i love that i’m hoosi

choosing the story i tell i love that
i’m choosing the energy of me i love that
i

choose to tune the energy of me
and ic an always choose

to tune how i feel i love that i feel
empowered by the fact that i get to chosoe

i love that i feel empowered by the
fact that i don thave to stress or wonder

and that i can just choose

ease and flow i love that i get to do this work
i love that i have the time and space to do this work
i love that i know i lov that

i know the

divine presenc i am is the

source and substance
of all my good i love that i know i love that
i’m tuned i love

feeling in tune with god
knowing the god self and knowing
that i don’ thave

ever have to care

what happens
its not even real its just a simulation

i love contributing
i love doing it ourselves i love
paying the rent i love that
we’re doing it i love
believing in myself
i love orders!!!

i love that it always flows i love that it

always grows i love the
better it gets i love the

better it gets

i feel good i feel powerful
and its grom

from directing mythougths

choosing my thoughts
choosing my life experience

choosing love i am aware of my thoughts
and when they are not loving

i drop them i love that i can do this
i love that this is my power i love that this
is my power i love that this is my power

i lift up my mind and heart
to be aware to understand
and to know that the divine presence

i am

is the source and substance
of all my good.

its a mindset

its a mindset
its practicee
its awareness

that is all life is and its just
a matter of remembering that
and as soon
as remember who and what i wam

i always feel better i always feel at ease
its a focus its a choice

that’s all it iss is

its a mindset its a mindset
its the choice to reate
create the version i want to see
its teh choice
and i know its aas

as easy as this i love that its easy i know that its
easy its easy
to catch a wind its easy
to feel good to feel the energy of life flowing through me
its easy to feel good to feel love

its easy to connect with god
wtih the tur

truth with the

frequency of gratitdue
i know that its all right her e
in front of me

whatever i chosoe to look for
i love wher eia m

am right now

i know i know the truth of
about who i am i know the truth about who ia m

i am aware of my perception
of the version i create i am aware
of the version i create
and i know its up to me
to look for what i want to see
i know its up to me

to look for what i want to see i get to feel good
i get to feel good i get to feel good
i get to feel the flow floing through
flowing through me i get to feel the
flow i get to choose
love

i choose love me for me
because its what i want to se

so i choose it and tis

its that easy
just choose the
version you want to see

instead of needing to be right
or prove someone else’s wrongness

just choose teh version
you prefer

i take responsibility

my only responsibility
is to be aware of this truth
therefore i am totally confidnet
in letting go and letting
god appear as the abundanct
all sufficiency in my life
and affairs

this is its responsbility
not mine

my only responsibility is to
be aware of this truth
thereofre i am totally confidnet in letting
go
and letting god appear as the abundant

all sufficiency in my life and affiars

i know its a thought its all
what i expect i am

its me

its all me

its never not me
its never not me

its never not me and i say
yes i say yes to everything
that is i say yes to everything that is

gratitude is the ultimate
sign of faith
gratitude is the ultimate sign of faith

i know its a feeling i know i get to
choose where i steer my vibration
i get to choose i getot choose
i get to choose i get to

choose the version i create and the
it is its that simple

its that simple i love that its
that easy to make the choice i love that
i never have to wonder

i get to choose and i love that
i see evidence of that in everything
i love that i get to choose
and i love that i know its

its never not me i love that i know
its never not me i love that
i can do

always do the work and the work is all there
is

my only responsibility

is to be aware of this truth and i love
that when i know this truth when i know this
truth

i feel elevated
i feel energized i feel the t
ruth i feel the truth

i feel the energy of the truth i love knowing
i love koniwng that

i love that

kowing that my supply is infinite and
life shows me that

when i let it

life always shows it to me
when i let it i love that i know this

i love that i know the truth to life
and its love love this right now

and that’s all there is

love this right now
its all ther eis
and that love

that reverence for the moment
sets me free

the one who watches
is already free and i love that i know this
that i get to live thist ruth

this turht

truth in every mometn i love that i love
that i get to choose it

i can always

choose

love i can always

choose

love

i feel good about life and it’s
that easy

look for what you want to see
and be grateful for what you have

give attention to what
you want to uild

build

that’s it
its easy and very straightforward

attention creates and i know this
so its my choice

its always my choice
what i create its always my choice
and it feel good to flex that
choice muscle

to not go there to only go places
vibrationally

where i want to be

where it feels good

its a choice
its an easy choice
its an easy choice and
it feels so good to

zoom out to remember
i get to shoow
choose how i feel ig et to chosoe
what

i look for and i get to choose
what i create
i love that i get to choose

i love attracting money
i love doing fun jobs that i like
with people i respect

i love a fun project
that i see as worthwhile!!

i am open to receiving in
any way that comes to me and i am
so gratefulf or all the ways i receive every day!!

grateful to feel good grateful to remember
the truth the truth of this moment

to build what i want more of
to choose another version to look for what
i want to see

and that’s all i can do t
ath

that is my only responsibility
andl ife anc

can only reflect my proximity
to god it feels goodt o

to remember this is my only
love is my only work and i love
for me
and

it helps others but it is for me
i pay attention to love becuase that is what i want
more of
‘i knowt

i know this is who i am dna

and this is how life works

i know this is the secret to life and i can celebrate it!!!

thank you

so much to be grateful for
and i now i’m a

i know i’m always getting what i want
and i should just say thank you
i now tis
i wanted this iwa tned
i wanted this

so i say thank you and trust
the flow of life i trust thef
the flow of life i trust
tehf low
the flow of life

i know i can always do the work i can
always be aware of the thought
patterns
an

i can always be aware

of the toughts patterns

i know i’ve been thinking my value
is how much money i can make
and i nkow that’

that’s not treu
i know my value is in my connection
to soure ad

and i know that i can gring

bring

allow attract

create so
much more than just money

with my connection to source
i love that i know his

i now this
i know this i look for what i want to
see and i see it i look for what i want
to see and

i see it i just have to take the time
make the time

to

ask to decide what ii wnat
what i want
what do i want what i do

do i want i want
our work to pay for our lives

so do that and give everything do it

to it

act as if i love that i can do that
i love that i can do that
act as if

just create my work and trust
just
create my work and trust
know
that

my work is connecting to the
god within

i’ve been thinking i don’t
have any value and that
my value is inho

how much money i bring
but it isn’t
nd

and i know itve

ive also been blaco

blocking it because i dont’
know how i want it to come
and ive been feeling
like

just loserish that
im not bringin in income

which i am!
i do have certaint things
things that bring it in
and i’m open to more
and i know that this

work will always help me turn
it around to choose the version i prefer

what DO i want?

what DO i want???
i want to have income i want to b
e able to pay my pills
i want work

i would take work lol
but i want our work to pay it

i want subs to pay it
booksales to pay it

passive income to pya it
our art to pay it
my drawings to pay it
my upcycled garments to pay it

god to pay it becuase life
owes me a living
and i know that i can truts
but

its hard to sdec

decide if im trusting or i’m no

just

not facing things
letting the same shit as last time
happen again

when didn’t turn out bad

it acutally

actullay turned outp erfect
perfect i just d

want to pay my rent
i want to

i do wnat to i want to hve income
i wnat to be a mach to mo

to money to pay the bills for

or for the billst o be to be paid

so grateful it already is
so grateful
there’s more than enough so grateful ther’s
al

always more than enough i love that
i ove wher i love i love
where i am right now
i know

i know that iam god i kow that

my inner supply
instantly
and constantly
takes on form and expeirence

according to my needss and

desires
i know that god

i get to choose i getot

tp choo
to choose then just choose just
choose
and then that
is what shows up i know this
i know this
i know this

this i get to chooe it

so grateful to choose
ease and flow and love of self
so grateful to feel good
to love msyelf

myself so gatefu
grateful to love myself
to feel good
in who i am
so grateful to feel good
in who i am

so graetful to do this
work this work

wthi

this work to connect to the truth
to remembe the t

remember the truth

what do i want??

then choose it!!

then choose it choose the god self
andk now the
and now the
and know ther est f

the rest follows

know the restr fo

follows know ther eset
the rest follows just know just
know just choose
just
choose

i am attracting money in the way s
that

that are satisfying
fulfilling
and easy

i am attracting money
from every angle and i know tis
just
a thought

process a

i know money is not my supply
no person place or condition is my supply

i know that its

its helping me find my true
value to know the god within to know the
value
within to know the source withi

the contrast forces me to find
the source within to find the love
within to find the knowing th

within
the alignemtn within

that’s all ic an c

can do is trust the alignment
and trust what comes all
i can do is

align and trust what comes

its a frequency its a frequency
i know whatever comes my way
is in my favor i know that

that i can be grateful no matter what
i all ow s

i allow success i know that there all
all

all types of ways for it to come
i love that i get to choose

just like the green beans
i chose that i chose that
and then there

it
was

exactly as i had chosen it
and i know that
every choice in life
is just that easy
i know

that
i can always choose
the feeling i prefer and then life
will reflect that i love that
ti’s

ti sjust aht easy.

god is lavish
unfailing abundance
the rich omnipresent
me
substance of the universe

this all providing source
of infinite prosperity

is individualized as
me

the reality of me.

i feel good!!

i feel the secret of life i feel all the
secrets of life flowing through me
i feel the truth i know the truth
and i feel good for no reason i feel good

secure

int his here

in this here and now knowing that
life is always changing
and it can only reflect me

i love that its always flowing
to me i love that life is always flowing to me
i love that i am allowing it i love

allowing it i love feeling good i love
that i know there’s no such thing as lack

i love that i get to choose

i love that i get to choose
to have fun i love that i know the truth
of life i love that i kow

life is always flowing i love that i know
life is always flowing
i love that i know life is always flowing i love that i know
life is always flowing

i love
i am

i am focused here and now on the truth
on the truth of life i know that life

is working out for everyone i love that life is good
i llov

i love feeling good now
i love being brave enought ot

to tune myself to love
to tune myself to love i tune myself
to love

to feel good to love i tune myself to love

i love feeling good now i love that it’s working i love
that we can do it i love that we can do it i love

that life is good i love feeling

the infinite abundance
flowing through me i love
feeling the truth of life i love

that i know i love feeling elevated i love
feeling good i love allowing it i love
that life is

flowing to and through me

so grateful for this here and now
to know the god self to sink into the god self

to milk the god self to milk feeling good
to milk feeling good to milk

feeling good to milk feeling good

i just love it i love the
feeling and i can feel it flowing
through mei love the
feeling of certainty

that i never have to wonder i love that
i love that i know the

secret to life
i love that i know

tehre’s n

there’s no such thing
as lack there’s no such thing as lack

my inner supply instantly and
constantly takes on form and experience
according to my needss and desires
and as

the principle of supply in action
it is impossible forme to have
any unfulfilled needs or desires

i love that i know this
i love that i am with god i love that i know
there’s no such thing as lack

i am focused on how i want to feel
on the version i want to live and

its’ just that easy
choose the version of life you want to live
i love that i get to i love
that ig et to

i love feeling excited about life
i love things going well
i love that its all so obvious

i love that i can

always say yes i love that i can
always say yes i love that i can

always

say yes i love that i can
alwys

say yes i love

to life to life to everything that i can
i can always feel that feeling i want

right now i

i kow i know i know the feeling
the feeling is always right here

its not outside of me
its not outside of me
and i am open

to it coming in a way i dont expect

in fact i expect it to

and i know that i can just trust
i feelthe feeling and then
i see what i need to see what
i want to se
e

i feel the feeling now i feelt he
energy of life now i feel the energy of life
now and i stay

devoted to that energy

i know my abundance i know the power
of me and i know i am a money magnet
an abundance magnet
and i know ti sjust

its just a mindset i know its a mindset and
i get to choose the mindset

i know there’s no such thing
as lack and that abundance
is infinite

and that it is infinite flowing to me
and i allow it to come in all of its forms

i dont have to think about how

i don thave to think about the how
just nkow
just know and expect it

look for it in everything a

i get to choose my expectation
what i look for how i feel how i see the
situation
i love that i get to chosoe i love
i love that i get to choose i love

that i get to choose i love that i know

abundance is infinite i love that
i know it could come in any way i love that

the only thing i need is god
connection to god
and that is m

i love that i know and that i know
life is a feeling i love that i now

i know life causes me to ask and when i ask
it is given i love feeling the effects of this
work knowing

this is the only work knowing god
getting
close to god
becomeing
god

the infinitely
expanding communion with god

there is no limit to the amount of god
you can know within yourself
and i love

that i know this that i know that m

my connection to my source

is my supply

my inner supply instantly
and constantly takes on form and
experience

according to my needs and desires

money is not my supply

no person place or condition is my supply

my awareness
understanding
and knowledge

of the all providing activity
of the divine mind within me is my supply

my awareness
understanding
and knowledge
of the all providing activity
of the divine mind within me

is my supply..

i don thave to

do anything

to get money

my only job is to know the
god within

the focus

the devotion is all that matters
if you’re afraid if you believe in lack
you will see lack but i refuse to believe in lack
and its just that easy

i love that i can refuse
i can opt out of that mindset i love
that i can opt out of that
mindset i love i can choose to opt out and enjoy this

right now

i know that the world is an outpicturing of my former
beliegs and today i claim my divine inheritance

it feels good to feel prosperous
it feels good to choose

i believed in lack
that’s all it was but i dn’t have to choose to believe
in alck

i choose the divine inheritance
i know that god is my supply and my support
and i relax in that knowledge
i say yes to everything that is

i believed in lack and my world showed me
that but i can opt out of that
i can opt out of a lack mindset
and look for and seea b

abundance in everything and i love
taht its that weya i love
that life
is that
easy i love that life is easy

i love that life is abundant

i love that i know that life
is just an outpicturing of my beliefs

i know this i know this and i know
that if i’m not seeing what i want
its time to look at my beliefs and i know
its that ti

simple

i know its that easy to opt out
i know its easy to opt out of the belief
in lack i know that its just that

a belief and i don’t have to believe in
it i believe in abundance
and i lookf or it

for it in everything and i know that this
is the secret to life

that god and abundance
are in everything and ic an ce

get to celebrate that knowledge

i believed in lack and in
doing so

limited the unlimited

i dont have to limit the unlimited
and i

celebrate this knoweldge
its easy to remember i never have to wondder
and i can

keep celebrating life
i limited the unlimtied

and i dont have to know that
my source is infinite

i know that if im not seeing what i want
materially
i need only seek the srouce

sourcce wtih
the wou

the source and the supplly within

I believed in the possibility of lack, thus causing a separation in consciousness from the Source of my supply.

i believed in the possibility of lack
thus causing a separation in consciousness
from the source of my supply

its easy to remember these things
to rememberr the truth
to be aware of my beliefs

do i believe in lack?
have i been thinking about lack?

or have a been focused on abundance

and its that easy its that
easy to tru

turn th

the boat toward abundance
and if you’re worried
if you’re worried

then you believe in alck

lack and that choice

is a choice

that is a cohice

to believe in lack

its a choice to believe in lack
and i opt out

i;m optin out

opting out of that
and claiming my divine inheritance

as a being

of god

i kow th
i know this is only abundance
i know there
is only abundance

there is only god
there is only abundance
and i know that
i

its my birthright
ot al

to align with this knowledge
i love that i know it and i know that
i can live it i love that it

its just this easy to allow abundance
into my life
because

there is no such thing as lack

lack doesn’t exist
there is only abundance
and i love that i know this

i am vibration
that is what i am

i am not a body
not a mind
not a brain

not a human

i am a feeling i am a vibration
i am a vibration i am
a feeling
i am asign

a signla nd

and life can only

life can ONLY reflect that signal
it has not coihce

choice

life

the universe

god

is not subjective
life must show you waht i
what is life must show you

you

life is you what you see is you
life must show you you
so if you blieve

believe in lack
you see lackand i love

and i love that i know

that it’s just this esay
to

decide what i look for
its easy to release the belief

i believed in lack but i
don’t anymore and i love that its’
that easy i love that i know the
god self and nothing

or noone can take it
life is the god self and life
feels good life
is the god self
a

life is god life is god and my

supply is unlimited

god is lavish
unfailing abundance
the rich omnipresent
substance of the universe

this all proviiding source

not to make something happen
but to return to the truth
to refuse

a lack mindset

to opt out
to refuse to go there
that is my power i know that
is my power it feels good to do the
work to remember who i am
to remember
my power it feels good to remember and par

practice my power ot know

to know its only ever me
i love that i know this
i love that i nkow thi
i love that
god is lavish
and unfailng

abundance

the rich omniprsent
substance of the univserse

ths all providing source
of infintei prosperity
is individualized as me

the reality of me

i get to choose and then it
is

and it’s just that easy
i love that i get to choose my life

only i am the creator of me
and i get to choose th

my reality version i get to
choose to opt out of lack

yall hoes still believe in lack?

i opted out of that ages ago
and claimed my unlimited
divine inheritance

so grateful to feel good

to do this work the tuning work
and feel good so grateful to do the tuning work
to feel good doing it to feel the
attention to the third eye
to feel the upliftment
the upliftment of certainty

feels good to feel good
feels good to
feel good feels good to feel
good feels good to feel
good

feels good to feel good to feel
good to feel good to focus
to focus on the god within
on teh t
the thri

third eye on the good life

so gratefult o feel
to feel good to feel better

so grateful to feel good in my
life to feel the frequency of god
to feel the flow flowing through e

me to feel the in and out
to have a good day so
grateful to have a good day
so grateful to feel good and have a good
day
so grateful to love this her eand now

to know the truth of life
so grateful to tknow thoe thruth
of life
t

the frequency of life

to rmember its me
to remember its what i expect

grateful to align to keep the feelingn
going
to stay int eh
in the frequency
to feel the frequency
it feels so good
to feel the

focs on
love and gratitude
on the here and now on
who and what

and what i am it feels good
to know my powe to choocse
choose to connect
it feels good to choose

so grateful to feel the
truth of life to enjoy life to
enjoy living this life

so grateful for that beautiful walk
today
so grateful we had the tie
so grate

so grateful our book is done and
its so good!!

so grateful i get to work out
so grateful i can walk around
i can sleep

so grateful my back feels better
for a wife who loves me so much
and takes care of me

for a family who loves and talks to
each other

so grateful i got to see nora
on her bday
and she likes her gift

so grateful for this
day and everything worked out
the solution came
so grateful i know its all going to
work out perfectly

so grateful to feel
grateful so grateful for so much to love
so grateful life
is easy

i darw

draw into my mind and
feeling nature
the very substance
of spirit

this substance is my supply
thus my consciousness
of the presence of god within me
is my supply

my consciousness of the presence
of god within in me is my supply

i love that it’s working i love that life is lfowing
flowing i love i love that life is flowing i love
that life

si flow
is flowing i lov

so grateful to feel good now
to feel life now to enjoy life now
to relax in tlife

in life to relax in my life
to say yes
to life i say eys
to life i can do it

i can say eys
yes to life i can allow what i want
i can allow what i can

i can allow what i wan t
i allow what i want i change
the story i make the choice i make
the choice

to remember who i am
who i am the power of me the
that i get to chosoe in

in every moment
how i feel i love feeling tuned in

i love that i get to
choose it i get to choose to feel
invigorated to life
to open myself up to life to say yes
to allow it
to accept it to say yes to the gifts
and to look for it in every moment
i know its just this easy i know its a feeling
and i am

saying yes

i know what i am
i know the truth of life i know what
i am i know the truth o flife
i know i get to decide
i konw that
i know that life can only reflect me

i know that life can only
reflect me i know that life can only
reflect me i know that
i get to cne

enjoy i get to enjoy and have
fun it feels good to enjoy and
have fun
ti feels
it feels good
to enjoy and have fun

to say thank you
to choose to choose to
be aware of the frequaency

frequency to say yes
to love to love this moemnt
it feels good to love this

moment

so grateful

i love this moment

counting finale

i can’t believe we’ve been counting for
how many years for at least seven years
and there is still so much to it such depth

even when i just allow myself to count to 50

the feeling of release is always there
when the focus is there
the feeling of release is always
there

there’s still so much i feel like i need
to say about it so much that it feels impossible
to explain it all

and i still believe in it
after all these years i still know it works
i still use it and it works

i use other methods too of course

but silent counting is one i return to again
and again

and sometimes i do doubt it
because it can be

a ego trip
a job for the ego

the ego wants you think
you have to try to get to
god

to take a journey to get to
god

but you don’t have to count to 10,000
to get to god
just count to one

just switch the focus to god

you have to be careful the ego
doesn’t get in the way
the counting doesn’t become
anxiety inducing

or competitive within yourself
or a value scale

don’t let it become a value scale

because every second with god
is eternity
and don’t let the ego make you think
you have
to count to a certain number

to get that high
to get that god high
you don’t the
god high is always right
there waiting for you
and counting is a door to that

the door never closes.

its not about getting something
or getting something
or achieving something

its about how you feel when you do it
be sure to pay attention to how you feel
when you do it

when you count but you still
feel stressed

you’re not getting the effects

you must focus fully on the numbers
which means all

every single other things fall away

which means the past and future
don’t exist

this is difficult
it requires practice
it requires dedication

to focus fully on something
any one thing and not the myriad

infinite other possibilities
of things you can focus on

and that is why to count
to train your focus
to build your ability to choose where
you focus

to train your ability to be aware
of your thoughts and how they make you feel
to be

aware of how you feel when
there aren’t any thoughts
or when you’re not running with them

or letting them run you.

that’s the reason to count
its to experience the infinite now

and when you

commune with the infinite now
you know that you don’t need
a single thing

the counting will bring you the
things you want

undoubtedly your material life will
change

but don’t let that be reason
if you’re doing it for that reason
if you’re counting because you

want something to go a certain way
it won’t work

count to not care how things turn out
count to detach from outcome

and things will certainly go your way
but you’ll be fine either way

count to be fine either way

count to the bottom of the sea

count to become the valley.

count as an offering to god
imagine each number is a ruby

or an emerald that you’re giving god
to say thanks

you’re counting your blessings
and you could never count high enough
because there are too many blessings
in each moment

to name

let alone in a lifetime.

what you chant you become and
when you count

you become the infinite

you already are the infinite
but when you count

you come into alignment with your
infinite self

you understand the
infinite self

when you release all that is finite.
when you release the material
and you must
release a lot

there are a lot of beliefs
ingrained in you
a lot of systems

ingrained in you
a lot of habits a lot of

expectations
judgement
fear

release it
if even for 100 seconds

be free

zoom out
become the watcher
become the one who is aware

become the one who is free.

grateful to feel good

to wake up feeling good to know that whatever ahppens

i’ll be cool with it
so grateful to learn to to learn to allow life
to flow through me

so grateful to say yes
so grateful to say yes

to say yes thank you to whatever comes
so grateful to do it do

to do the work to do the work so grateful
to feel the feeling i want to feeto

to feel the feeling i want to feel and know that
life will reflect that
to know that life will reflect that

so grateful for this here and now
for this day that turned out great
so greatful to feel good

to feel good to feel good

it feels good to feel good and
i get to choose i get to choose how i
go to sleep

i get to choose how i wake up
i get to choose the version i particiipate

participate in i get to let it
go because it is not me

none of it is me so i don’t have to let it affect me
and i get
to just let it go

its not me it doesn’t affect the
real me and i love this
i don’t have to get wrapped up
in it

i can release it and this
work helps me

helps me do that helps me release fear
and embrace love helps me

release fear
and embrace love

i release fear
and return to love anthe
the more i return to love the
more at home it feelsa

and the eaiser
easier it is to resider

reside here
i love and i am loved
i get in alignment
with it and a

allow it

i get in alignment with it and i allow it
i get
in alignment with it
and i allow it i get

release this
this works helps me release

and helps me remember how i want to
feel who i want to be
how i want to go through life and i know
i can always choose that feeling now
i can always

choose that feeling now i can
always choose that
feeling now i can
always choose that

feeling now i can

always choose that feeling now

i can always choose
i choose i choose

focus on one point

focus on one point
and i chooe
no to relese i’ve

let that go i can really let it
go i know that its all me

i can let it all go i can release
everything
begin anew

grateful to the contrast that helps me
focus grateful for life giving me this
chance grateful to send love
grateful to send love to send love

just release is all i can
do just release is all i can do

choose gratitude
choose love choose gratitude
choose love and
that’s all i can

grateful i know its that easy to
return to the god self
to remember the god feeling
remember that life is easy

and so grateufl to d

to do this work to w

to wkae

up feeling good to excited
to wake up feeling good
to be able to handle

anything that come my way
by accepting it
by thanking it

by allowing it intend to allow
i intend to say yes thank you
i intend to allow to go with the flow i
intend to allow and go with the flow

i intend to allow
i intend to go with the flow.

only i can turn my boat
only i can choose where i place my focus
and i know i know that
the contrast helps me

focus helps me line up the energy
to grateful to learn and expand

expand and catch up
so grateful to release to do the work
to release and allow i allow i allow
i say
yes

to god and i know i never have to wonder
so grateful to have this project to work on!!!!

so grateful to feel lifted
to know that i can say yes to whatever comes my way

whatever comes is in my favor
so grateful to do this work

for the contrast the helps me
remember my power

that it’s not

i never have to wonder because its me
so grateful to remember it’s me

i can choose so whatever happens i get to choose
and then life updates accordingly so if its not what i want
then its helping me switch to that
i just observe and choose i just observe and choose

and then i live the version i prefer
and i love that its jut aht

that easy

line up the energy line up the enbery

align up the energy and i
get i choose and dont have to wonder
and when i make that choice

in that instant
i feel my power i feel me

taking my power back
i gave it up to a

misbelief

a misunderstanding
but now i’m choosing the god self instead

i’m choosing the god self instead
i’m choosing the
god self instead i’m choosing
the god self instead

totally confident

in letting go and letting god appear
as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs

i have found the secret to life
and can relax in the knowledge that the
activity of divine abundance is eternally operating in my life.

therefore

i am totally confident in letting go and letting god
appear as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs

i know that nothing matters

take it so lightly you fly
take it so lightly you fly

therefore i am totally confident
in letting go and letting god appear as the abundant
all sufficiency in my life and affairs

my only job is to be aware of this truth

money is not my supply
no person place or condition is my supply
my awareness
understanding and knowledge
of the all providing activity of the divine mind
within me is my supply

my consciousness of this truth
therefore my supply is unlimited

this is not my responsibility

i cam consciou

this is its responsibiilty not mine

the divine consciousness that i am
is forever expressing its true nature of
abundance

this is its responsibility not mine

my only responsibility is
to be aware of this truth

therefore i am totally confidnet in
letting go and letting god appear
as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs

the divine consciousness
that i am is forever expressing its true nature
of abundance

this is its responsibility not mine

my only responsibility is to be aware of this truth

therefore i am totally confidnent
in letting go and letting god

appear as the abundant all sufficiency in my life and affairs

the divine consciousness that i am
is forever expressing its true nature of abundance
this is its responsibility

not mine

my only responsibility is
to be aware of this truth

therefore

i am totally confident
in letting go and letting god appear
as the abundant
all sufficiency in my life and affairs

this is its responsibiity not
mine this is its responsibility

not mine

my only responsibility
is to be aware of this truth

therefore i am totally confidnet

in letting go and letting god appear
as the abundant all suffiency in my

sufficiency in my life and affairs

therefore i am totally confident
in letting go and ltting

letting god appear as the abundant

all sufficiency in my life and affairs

i can feel good anyway
i can have a good day anyway
and i don’t have to care and it doesn’t have to matter

i now there

i know there’s always a solution
there’s always god
there’s always god

there’s always god i love that
i love that the flow is always flowing and i can

always say yes

i can always say yes
i can always

say yes
i can always
say yes i love that i can
always feel good

i love that iknow better

i konw b
i know better than to care and i can always

just count i can always
just gou

count and enjoy this moment
there’s only this moment this
only thiere

this moment there’s only this moment
there’s only this
moment

i love that i don’t evenc are
i love that i can’be be

be bothered to care i love that i don’t have to i love
that i don’t have to care

the divine consciousness
that i am is forever expressing its true
nature of abundance

this is its responsibility
not mine

my only responsibility
is to be aware of this truth

therefore i am totally confident in letting go
and letting god
appear as the abundant all sufficiency in my life
and affairs

i feel fine because i know i don’ thave to
to care i know life is a feeling and i gt to choose

how i feel i don’ thave to follow that
i don’t have to go ther ei don’t

i don’t have to go there
i don’t have to follow it i don’t have to look at it

i can just know

i just know i choose knowledge
and i choose the self in this here and now
i choose to

align with the version i prefer
and the contrast thelp

helps me do that
and no matter what i can choose to feel good

no matter what the circumstances

i can
i can always choose to feel good
i can always choose

to feel good to feel good to
feel ok with my life to be hpayy

happy to let it go
to let it go to tlet it

let it go to let it go to let it go

to let it go

it feels good to let
it god
it

it feels good to let go
to trust the flow to trust the flow

to trust the flow to trust
the flow tor

to trust the flow to say yes to say yes
and feel good it feel sogod to
to feel good it feels good

not to care to know that i am
god and i have god

i love that i get to choose
and its just ath ea

taht easy i laove
ti love that i don’t have to care that
i get to choose the version i prefer
and then that is what it is

i love the god self i love the
god self i love that i don’t care

i really dont i love that i don’t i just dont

i love that i just dont and i get to choose
the version i prefer
i get to choose the version i prefer

i get to choose the version i
prefer

i get to choose not to care i get to choose
the god self i get to choose the version i prefer

i get to choose the version i prefer
i get to choose the version

i prefer i get to choose i get to choose i get
to choose i get

to choose i get to choose i get to

choose how i feel what i align with
what i think about and

i know that god loves me
that god is me
and that god is always

on my side.