i never have to be nervous because i know life
loves me and it always has
and it always will i have
have to wonder if
this person loves me or if we will
ever be
reunited so i can feel good
and validated because i think they
have something i don’t or i think
they can give me something
i don’t have
because i know i am already complete
how i am so i never have to look
outside of me for something
else to make me feel good and the more
i remember that
when i want something
its because i want to feel connected to
god because i want to feel
the feeling of
joy
certainty
love
that comes with feeling
connected with god
that is what the
feeling
comes from
nothing else.
not from finally
obtaining that thing
or getting to that position
its from choosing it
in this here and now i love that i
get to celebrate life in this
here and now i love the better
it gets i love that i am
so loved i love that
i know this i love that life is
good i love that i know
life
loves
me
and i love that its working
my mind is catching on that
the more i let go the better i feel and i know
its only a matter
of practice i love that
its getting easier and
easier to let things go