and what is that what is that
to feel invigorated by life
invigorated by life
and totally fearless
totally unafraid to try things
to be creative for the sake of it
to live life for the sake of it
what do i wnat i want to make good art
and i say that but then i dont
not that my art isn’t good but i rarely
make
the time for it and i can feel its
because subconsiously i dont see value
what can it turn into
and if it cant be something or
lead to something then why waste the time
and i say i want to be inspired to create
and have it be my only job but its only me
getting in the way of that becuase im not doing it
i’m not pushing my work
and that’s why i feel stagnant
becuasae im not
leaning into the flow im resisting the flow
thikning about
monetizing
marketing
ive been finding it difficult to create for
creatioins sake
and i can feel its becuase img etting
in y own
my own way
stuck in the physical world
not paying enough
attention to the
feeling world becuase it doesn’t
feel as important or valuable
but really its the only
thing of value
and theoutside world
is the halicination
the world that people think is real
but really its the print out
its the shadows on the wall
what you see
with your
eyes
what you see feel touch hear and taste
are
the
shadows
on
the
wall
the real world is within and the more
i look into the real world within
the braver i feel
living my life there
living my life from the heart center
from the lcenter
center of the universe rather
than
as
a projection of it
i know i am the source i know i am the source
i say i wnat the inspiration
to create but really waht
what i want
is the bravery
i want the bravery to express
to feel the emtoins
flow through me to allow
life o lfo
to flow naturally through me
to turn
tune int to
to feel tuned in tot feel
totally tuned in and i know
that i am the source of that
i am the one that gets to choose
where im
centering my life
in love
or in the ourside
outside worlt
the
illusion
in love or in the illusion
i center in love
ask for what you want and let it come to me
i’m allowing it to come to me
i’m allowing it to come to me
i’m allowing it to come to me
what am i allowing??
just figure out what you want
and then you can ask for it
and then it will come to you
what
do
i
want
good question
what do i want??
i want to feel empassioned by life
certan of my path
ah yes the ever
evasive
feeling of certainty
there’s no certainty
the only thing is
that is certain
is that there’s no unceratinty
and i can relax in that knowledg
i want to feel fulfillee
at the top of my game
making work that matters
to me
always creationg
never afraid
never afraid
i wnat to feel good about msyelf
and my
expression of self
i want to feel
self assured
that’s what it is!!
i just want to feel self assured
to be brave enough to try things and make
mistakes to be brave enough to
jump into life to always keep allowing
be brave enough to know
thatl ife is flowing
life is always flowing
i simply must be aware
of the radiation of creative energy
which is continusously
easily and effortlessly
pouring forth from my divine existece
i am now ware
i am now in the flow
i simply must be aware of the
flow the radiation of creative energy which is
consint
continuosly easily
and effortlessly pouring forth from
my divine consciousness
i am now awAre
i am now in the
flow i am now aware
i am now in the flow
i am now w
aware i am now in the flow
i am now i aware
all i want
is to feel sure
and they only certainty
is uncertainty
and i remember
that i can trust that totally
i trust life
i trust that life is flowing through me
and i’m not in charge
i’m not in chrage
i realize i want to feel
encompassed by something
i realized that being idle
feels
off
even though i wanted this
a time to rest and have nothing to do
it feels good to milk and appreciate the
feeling of having nothing to do it feels good
tak
to ake
take a breath
what i want i to
is to feel at ease
no matter wht
the circumstances
to feel my mind stop
to feel my mind at ease
to feel
exhilirated by life
to feel
to feel good about myself
that’s all it basically boils down to
to feel good about who i am
and my ife
to feel good about my life
and who i am
knowing that my value is in that i am
my value is in that i am
and i want to feel
brave enough to just create what i want
i want to exist without caring
about the options
opinions of others
i want to just exist to serve
me
to follow what feels best to me
without fear and know that
is where the magick o flife
ofl ife h
life happens when i am
brave enough to follow the feeling with
the voice within
that’s whispering mmy
my passion and the more i listen
to it the more
it amplifies
until it becomes me
it becomes my dominant voice
not just the coice
voice within but my voice
i want to feel sure about life
i want to feel excited about life
and those feelings
are
choices