conscious of the inner presence as my lavish abundance

i can barely comprehend
what that means but i will
try and when i try
i start to undertand
and when i start to understand
to remember who i am
then i remember who i am
i begin to

understand again

who i am

because i can still feel
this see of doubt in the back of
my

reality that says
all this is bs
or not even that
it just

doesn’t let me live a
fully surrendered life
because there is this part
of me that is

hanging on to
needing to control
hanging on to physical

reality

and i can’t
really understand why
i don’t know why

when there is also
a huge part of me that
knows for a fact
that when i let go
life flows through me

i know this
but yet at the same time
i don’t

i know it and yet
i don’t believe it?

WHAT
THE
HELL

but the more i talk
myself through it the more
my egoic mind
remembers the truth of who i am

there are truths i know have
experienced but yet i can’t reach them for
some reason
even though i know they are there

nevermind

i know i can reach them

because i am already there

i’m already
conscious of the inner presence
as my lavish

abundance i am conscious
of the constant activity
of this mind of
infinite prosperity

there

fore

i can do it i can
allow myself to take the
leap with

therefore

my consciousness

is filled with the light of
truth

i can do it i can let go
of everything i can let go of
everything and allow source to

by my light

my supply i know this is how
it works i know that life always reflects the
feeling and its easy t
o feel the feeling

and not
feel sorry for myself

i am conscious of the inner presence as my
lavish abundance i am
conscious of the constant activity of this mind of infinite prosperity
therefore

my consciousness

is filled with the light of truth

my consciousness is filled
with the light of truth
and that’s all that matters

the truth about who i am
not the messed up
false collective worry thoughts

those aren’t true

i know who i am truly am
i know that i am god and i know that i am
the

creator of my world

i know this i know this i know i can

create the version i prefer i can
create the version i prefer
and send the signal of

conscioiusness

i can feel good wherever i am
i make pece

peace with this here and now
i am conscious
of the

inner presence as my lavish
abundance

i am conscious of this truth

and i know i can let the
rest go i have been holding on
to something

for a long time
and tis time

its time to let it go

do i want to dot he work?

or not??

do i want to create my life or do i
want to

be a victim of my thougths?

i am conscious of the inner
presence as my lavish abundance

i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind of infnite
prosperity

i am conscious of the
inner presence as my lavish
abundance

i am conscious of the
constant activity

of this mind

of INFINITE PROSPERITY

therefore
my consciousness is filled with the
light of truth

consciousness

is all that matters
consciousness
is medicine

its all that matters

consciousness is all that matters
and i am so glad i get to allow myself
to feel it i am so glad i get to
feel the feeling so

glad

i get to believe in myself
and life i can trust the flow

that is my medicine

trust and i love doing the
work because the work always
works i know the power of me and
that is all that matters

leaning intot he flow of life
saying thank you for the flow
of life and knowing that

my inner presence
is my lavish abundance

the inner presence is
there the abundance is there

i know this
i know this
and the more i let go the
better i feel i’ve decided to feel
calm about that

i’ve decided to enjoy the
right now ‘ve

decided to look for what i want
to see i know its

just all about a pattern of thought

a pattern of thougth

i can feel good wherever
i am i love that i get to celebrate life
that i get to say yes
this right now that i have

the power to feel good
right now because i am
connected with my inner power

i know its not me
creating it its life
creating through e i know

i know that life
is simply creating thought me
and i am just the vessel
i love

that i can let go of everything
today i intend to let go of
everything