focus

just focus on what i know to be true
just focus on what i know to be true
just focus on what i know to be true

i know that my thoughts feelings and emotions

i know its me i know its all me and that’s
really all there is and that is partially by ive

felt so troubled lately it
because i am concerend for the well being of others

but i know my reality is all me

so in fact

THEY

are the ones that are a refelction of me
and i feel like i can t even talk about this knowlege
publicly becuase so many people will be liek
wow

white privelege
white supremacy

but why do i care so much about
what other people think

or how the perceive their lives

bc i know i am at fault for
being complicit with WS every day
and i dont’ now what

know what to do about it
and i feel like no other work
is even

how can i do this work
while i am simultaneously oppressing others??????

but thats why im here
to work through these things and im
grateful to feel myself evolving
to

feel my work evolving

i want to feel good i want to feel good
i want to feel good and i know

for a fact because of
evidence from my own life experience

that my feelings create
my emotions create

my expectations

create and that matter is coalescing
acccording to those expectations and i want to help
people understand that

but can i ever really help people understand that

know that? they can only know through their
own life experience

but i can help by giving them the tools to really know it

and i can
ehlp

help myself by using the tools

to really know it
to know that

i’m creating it all i’m creating it all
and i gt to ch

get to choose i gt to

get to choose i get to choose i get to choose
i get to choose i get to choose i get to choose

i get to choose i get to choose
i get to choose

i can lift the veil i can life the veil

of resistance
of the mind

i can lift the veil of the mind
and find a way to feel good
to find a way to find a resolution
within myself i find a way to

find a resolution
within myself
i choose to look for whta i want
to see i choose to look for what iw ant to

to see i choose to align with love
and from ther e
i can

face all tings i can

address all decisions
i choose to feel good now i choose
to feel energized in my life right now

and either way
i have to find a way to go on
a way to celebrate life
a way to tune myself to the vibration

and when i do
when i make the choice to feel good and i can
feel myself

leaving this place of guilt

i feel it come back right ways

away

like how i can i turn the other cheek and just
decide to feel good???

when others are oppressed?
and it plauges everything i go
everyting i think about

not that it shouldn’t

but i give myself love
i give myself love

i am trying i amdoing my best
and i deserve to feel good too

i can love myself and others
and that is the only way i can be of
service

i can only be of service when i am
connected with god
and when god is in me

all things flow perfectly
and ways to spend my privilege

will come to me

i can look for positive change
i can look for what i want to see in my life

and just because someone

else believe something
is the most importatn thing

doesnt’ mean it is
and the version they are creating is the
version they are creating i know that

but i also have to take responsbility for
the version i am creating

and i am doing that i am taking responsibility

i know that the best way i can help
the world is to aling with
the knowlege
to aling with the knowledge

to vote with my thoughts for a woman
person of color to be our leader

vote with my thoughts for the humane
treatment of ALL people

and to just keep aligning with that
looking for that and celebrating how far ive come

allowing myself to celebrate life

to celebrate life
i can work on myself and still celebrate life

i’m celebrating how far ive come

and its not about ‘hleping other people’

its about workingo n yourself
so that you are not perpetuating
WS any more and

its not about saving someone
or helping thing

its about changing your commplicincy

i want to feel the feeling!
i wnat to feel connected to my vortex
i wnat to

feel connected to god

how i can feel

‘flying high’

when i am an oppressor?!?!!?

how cani feel anything besides guilt and anguish??

i can make the choice
i can make the choice to know
that i am doing my best

i am doing my absolute best
i am doing my best

to send love to all people
to send to protection to all people

i am doing my best for my work
to include all people

to not hurt anyone

and to be respectful to all
i am doing my best sso that my
work my help thos that are held down

by whitness

those that are

killed off

by whiteness

those that can’t ever feel
free

or can’t they???

i know that i get to choose how i feel
just need to read more lol

get some new ideas

but i know
i know what i am

i know that i am god
in human form

i knw that i know that i am god in human form
i know that i am the creatro

i know that when i notice it

i do get more of it
and ic an conly

speak from my own personal perspective

i dont have to feel GUILTY for
feeling good and enjoying life!!!