i havet o tstop i havet o stop
i have to sto
i hae to stop i havet o stop i havet o find
the way to top i havet sot
to find a way to stop
to not ccart eh the at
that version
to releaest aht all i knwo is not trust
and it s
ir not a look tsi
its not a lloi kha
i h
i know
i have to stop
that’s all i cand o i an c
i know im doing better i want to have fun i want
to enjoy i know its me i nkwo i can
get on a reo
roll i want to be ona
i have to dine the
find the way i have to find a
the way the way to set my heart at east
ihave to find a way to reufse
refuse to so
to suffer and graten gr
grant myself grace
because its not too easy
i hav to find a way to stop
to treut
return to love ih ave to find a way to toreturn
to love
i now its i nkow its me always getting
out
in my own way ik knwo its me getting in my own way i nwo its me i kno
i knwo i get in my own way
i knwo i nkow this i nkow i
i know i can i
i can alwys find a ways to tsot
i have to find a way to soften to feel
the way i want to feel to feel the way i want to feel
i have to find a way
to stop
to let it go i know its not
true i nkow its now
t
not true and its not how i wan to see my self
i knwo im the shti
i knwo im the shit
i am totally confidnet
in letting god and l
god and letting god and i nkwo i can
awlasy come back tot he feeling back to god
the bliss is always here and its me
the bliss is always right here an
d and its me the bliss is al
isn’t conditional
the libss
the bliss isnt doni
conditional
i have to find a way to be my real self
my condifniet self my knwoing self
im knowing
im not nervoucs
im knowign i havve to find a way
to act as if i have to
to fins find a way to act as if
to be the poersin iwna twont ot
i want to bei knwo hat i hav
find it more every ady i knwo i nwo the feelign i knwo the trust
i have to dind a wi
a way to let that god becaues im making
more of it and i know is only me
i start to see to tolook for something
chose waht i want to lookf or
i know its
the 3 of us
knw
i know its the 3 of us
th
i know i can do it i want it
i love it i can do i i can choose love
i can find a way to relast that
its
not
true
but he
then i remembe that its true
is it ??
am i shit?
no
is my happiness based on that???
no!
am i shit?
am i a piece of shit?
when its me
its me that doesnt love me
tis me that
doenst want to
try
its me that hates
myself
its me that cant do it
its me that cant do it
i have to find a way i
have to find a way to stop
i have to find a way to stop
to not care i have to dine
find a way to tnore
to not care
i want to be happy i want to enjoy
i have tofind a way
i can’t find a way i dont know how to find
a way to see past it
to defy my enses i have to defy my sense
s
the momentum ive buildt
i dont know waht to do i dont know what
to do i dont know how too
i know k
i dont nkow
how to move past it
i dont knwo how
to not be mad
the direct patht eh direct paht
the choise the focus
the choice
of where the eneryg is
choose it choose it choose it
choose it
stop
self sabatoging stop making sthi pu
that this
isn’t true stop
making yoruself that way
just stop
ju
i have the god self i have the srouce
i have the source
just trust the source and that’s all
i can do just trust the moment
and that’s all i can do
i have to find a way to sto
i have to ifnd
find a sway awa y
a ways
to stop i know thats not me i nkow tha t
i know my talents i know
my value is in that i am
i know miy av
value is n that i am
and i can
i dont need it from anwayreh
else i knwo that my value is in
wh
that i am i know m value is in
that i am i know i can refuse to suffer
i know its up to me to chos
choose the version to allow myself
to soften tn
and feel the version thats what
changes life
i change in every
energy is all ther is
a change in energy is all there i
that i
there is i acha
a change in energy is all there is
the choice
the choice
the choice
the choice the
choice
its
never
not
the choice
its ie
is it ever not
not the choice
its the choice
tis always the choice
and tha’ts all there is
no matter what
im making the choice
im just choosing what i dont wnat
because im afraid
becuase im getting in my own way
no more!
i renounce my humanhood