i have to refuse to suffer

i have to refuse to suffer
i know hat

that’s all i can all i can do is
keep keep taking my power back all i can do is

keep taking my power back all i can do is keep
remembering who and what i am

ill never figure it out i ll e
hnever

make it all better ill never
feel better by hanging on to misery i nkow thats true i know im
hangig on to my misery im arguing for my misery

i love that i get to refuse to
suffer

i love that i get to cchoose to feel good
to be the version i want to be right now

i know that is m p

i miss myself i miss myself and i promise
i will find myself i will find myself i missing

i miss yself myself and i kn
i know im right now
here im right here

here

im right here and i keep looking touside
outside of me at the flase i know this

i know i know i know the truth i kno wthr tuh
i know the tu

truth i know hen i leave integrity
its when i believe that i dont deserve love

that i dont deservve love

i have to refusee to suffer

i have to

refuse to suffer i havve to
i have to its the only way its the only way

its the only weay its

its the only wy
its the only way its tha
e the only way

its the only way i love that i get to release it all
i love that
i get to release it all

i love that
i know who i am i know who i am
and

and i know that i jus need space from those thoughts
i can just choose not to think about that for awhile
and i nkow that when
i choose not to

i feel better

when i chosoe not to i feel better i now i can
feel better i know i can be myself
an dit has nothing do
to do with anyone else i

i know my true self is here i know my
true self is here

i know who i am i know what i am
i know i get to refuse to suffer

i know that if i have nothing to gain from her
then she has nothing to gain from me
and i can relax in

myself i can just relax in myslef i

i know that ia llowed myself to look at
outis

outside of me i allowed myself to look
outside of me

i am aware i am aware
wof
o

of when it started

its been going on actualy
maybe two weeks haha

i feel the feeling i feel the inkling of who i really am
i feel that flame is still ther i know that flame is still there

and i can tend to it i can tend to the falm

slame
flame i can tend to the flame

i have to stop caring i have to stop
caring i have to release i have to

release and i know hat
that i can i know that there’s always relief

i know that tere is alawys
reprieve i now that its always there

there’s always soemthing that can ehlp
i allow myself to be happy

i dsr

deserve to be happy i deserve to be happy
i desrv

deserve to feel good i deserve to feel good

i love that i dont care
i love that i can rof

forsake my senses
i can free myself from my senses
i know the power of me i now

im too powerful i know ima

too powerful i know its me
i know tis t

becausee im looking outside of me
im limiting the unlmied

unlimited

because i dont want anything to work
b

because i loe the miser by

misery
becausei trust the miserty
m

because i know the misery
i knwo the misery
and i trust it becuae i know aht it

what it is

i know mw i know what i am
i know what i wam

i know what i am
and i kow
that person is still
right there

i know that person
is right her
with me always

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