even just a small motion towards
devoting myself to
a single point of focus this morning
evolved into a day full of magick
the magick just keeps on lfow
flowing and if eel tfeel
the feel the divine buzz
i feel the divine buzz i feel
the divine buzz i like
the smell of
educational
institutions
like old books
and hot professors’
pussies
i like the smell
of poetry
the paper
the classroom
the smell of the plastic chairs
and the
graphite
old sneakers and old
ideas but then also
some new ones
to mix it up
the smell of old
ideas and new ones
mixing
marrying
i need to fix my desk
today feels really good so good
that i can almost feel myself
freaking out a little
but that happens
when the world
is moving so fast when
life is supporting me
it feels like
i’m afraid because like
i have to do something
to keep up
it can feel manic
like eeryth
everything is so great it makes me
feel manic like
i have to do it all right now
achieve it all right now
there is so much i am
excited about and i want to do
it all
right now
and that is a good feeling
scary but without
the brkes
brakes on
without the brakes
fear
is just
excitement
so i can allow myself to feel
excited about the magnificent manner
in which my life is unfolding
calmly blissful
in knowing that it all gets
created
it all comes through at
the right time and when
that now comes
i will know it i can trust
the nows
to tell me
i approve of myslef
myself
i
i can also feel something
else something else i want to bring to light
is that i can eee
feel that life is going well
and there is a part of mind
that is looking for something
to
pick at
my mind is always looking for
something to pick at
how can i
let that go
let that need to
destroy
go
it’s like things are awesome
and my mind just keeps on wanting
to look for something to make
out of nothing
and i know it’s my choice
f i
if i allow it
whatever i believe is true
andthis
this work hekps
helps me remember it
and then i make the choice
and i cont to
count and relax and allow
that version to be my truth
and it’s
very simple
the truth
is always love
the truth is always love
and i can always come back to cneter
center and remember that
all i can
i love that i know this
is my only work i love that i know
this is my only work
connecting is my only work
and the rest follows
and i am getting better and
better at sending the siganl
il ove feeling the power of me i love
feeling the effects of the practice
made mind blowing progress on our
project how to love me
out best work ever
and such a pleasure to work with caitlin
a true blessing
and then got a new client for web design!!
someone we admire and respect her work!!
it’s just so amazing the blessings that
are always pouring our way
it feels good feels good feels good
feels good to
feel good to do this work and
remember this
this
is the only work
this is the only love
and love is the answer
to all