to look for what i want to see to resonate
with what i want to see to create the version i prefer
to arrange the particles to allow the particles to
arrange themselves
why am i here why am i here
i’m here to practice the feeling
of how i want to feel here to feel good to allow myself
to feel good to feel the energy of life flowing through me
so grateful to feel good
to be allowed to be able
to thhrn
turn the boat to know that i cn always
turn the boat i can always feel good i can always relax into the e
here and now i can wlays releax into the here and now
i’m here to do the work i’m here to feel good
i’m here to focus
on me on who i am on all that i have to be grateful for
to feel the feeling i prefer
i’m here to feel good i’m here to feel good
what am i here for what am i here for
i’m here i’m just here for nothing
i am
that’s it i am here because i am
i’m here because i am
and i know that i can get out of the way of anything else
i can relax in the flow of well being
right here and now
i can relax into the flow
i relax into amness
into gratitude
for everything that is for
everything that is for my beautiful life
and my beautiful wife
and tramily
and home
i love
everything that is an i love
i love where i am right now
am i here to rush through this
or am i here to connect
well admittedly i’ve been feeling kind
of
incredulous about this work
i mean yeah you can affect things
but ultimately
there are things you really can affect
with your expectation
like there’s too much
i guess wrapped up in the other person’s
vibration
i guess that makes sense because what i’m thinking
about usually has to do with
other
people’s
health
and well
being
which i know i can’t affect
i mean i can
through inspiration
but ultimately
if they are well
is on them and while it affects me
it only affects me because of attachments
my attachment to them
or my attachment to other’s well being
because i want the people i love
to be well and if they aren’t
i feel like i am not well
and i feel like what is the point of
every trying when its just one
tragedy after another
i mean what is even the point
i guess the point is that life goes on
bc i’m not going to kms
so
gotta figure something out and so i come here
to cope
not that my life is bad
but i feel bad for others
and i feel guilty
enjoying life when other’s can’t
like what is the point
of celebrating
when other’s can’t
it’s not fair
it’s not right
it’s not
fun.
but at the same time
would those close to me want me to suffer
no
would they want me to suffer because they
are suffering no i wouldn’t
want that for someone else
i know they wouldn’t want that
expect that
so grateful for the coping mechanisms i have
for the ability to deal
for the knowledge i have to fe
for the connection to the inner self
to the
frequencyd
i need to read more
get some new ideas
new reminders
about
who i am
what i am
what i am
doing
here.
so grateful for improvement
so grateful for life
to for the flow
of well being so grateful
to hear good news!
so grateful the better it gets so
grateful i can resonate with that
i can
take my own advice
so grateful to take my own advice
to live
to enjoy life while i have it to feel good
now to tap into the
everything ness
to become everything
so grateful that i am everything
so grateful to feel energized to want to work to want to feel the flow
to want to feel the flow
to want to feel the
flow flowing
through me the
to feel the flow
flowing through me
to feel good now to feel good now
to feel good now t
i’m here now i’m here now
i’m here
now i’m
here now i’m here now
i’m here now i’m here
i’m here
what am i here for
i have no idea
no fucking nide
idea
no one knows
and then we die
and then more
are born
who don’t knokw any
anymore than the last
or maybe they do know
when they
we
we
are born
but then
we forget
because those around us
train us out of it
becuase they
they were trained away from it
but really children
are the closest things
to god
i’m hre to
here to realize here to remember
here to know here to know
who
i am what i am
i can take my own advice
and get hung up on the good
i’m hung up on the good parts and i am
aware of the version i paly out
play out in my mind
i am aware of the version i play
out in my mind and i know that is allway
always
without a doubt up to me
i know this and i know
that everything in life
ig
gives me a chance to know this
to be aware of who i am
what i am and the version i create
in my mind
it’s alawys up to me
no matter what
is
‘happening’
what is happening
within is always up to me
and the inner world is the only world
i love that i know this
i’m allowed to celebrate i’m allowed to celebrate life
there is so much life to live!
there is so much to celebrate and i know that
my expectation
CAN AND DOES
make a difference
i know this
i’ve been here before i know i can do this