it’s up to me

it’s always up to me to choose
the versio i want its up to me to hold spae for

space for how i want to feel and i love
that i get to do that i love that
i get to be aware get to really do this work not
just talk about it but really do it

so make the choice
make the choice to let it go forever
to drop it forever to not care
to be brave enough to look for
what i want to see knowing that i an

can choose to look for what i want to see in
every moment

do i know this?

do i really know this o am i just talking about it?

do i just talk about it or do i really do it
feel for what i would prefer

i prefer to be treated with love and respect
and so i must offer the same

i must offer the same

once i’ve admitted that the thoughts
are off the bus i really have no business

thinking them

i love being deep in this really doing the wokr
not just talking about it but really doing it flying high on it

flyig high on the divine buzz

digging deep into this work devoting
myself to this wrok

devoting myself to this vibation
devotion
myself to this vibration

devoting myself to this vibration

the vibration of on the bus
the vibration of love the vibration
of love

satisfaction
and good humor

i want to feel it and i know i can
with practice i can really feel it i love that
i get to really feel it this is the work
this is the only work and i get to chosoe

i get to choose i get to choose
i get to choose
i get to
choose

i get to choose i love
i love that i get to choose

i’m devoted i’m devotted to this
work because i know it works

because i know it works

love satisfaction and good humor
i get to feel it now and i know it always works
i’m allowing the feelings to
fill me up i’m allowing myself to feel

how i want to feel i’m allowing
i’m allowing myself to feel how i want to feel

i’m cultivating the feelings i want to feel
i know i was lashing out bcaue

because feelings of
resentment
and disdain are floating to the top
but i don’t have to choose to follow them

i can choose the core of me
the center of me i get to choose

the center of me i get to choose the
center of me

i get to return there i know it’s up to me
to choose the version i prefer
and that is MY work i know it’s up to me
to choose hwat

what i perceive and that is my work
i’ts only me it’s only ever me i
and

and i know this i know this i knwot his
this is the work i’m deep into it i

i’m devoted to it i’m devoted to it

i’m brave enough to align with the
version i prefer
i’m brave enough to do the only work

i love that i know this

i love that i can always jump feet first
feet first into

1i’m triggered by family and that’s ok

i’m still pissed about being disrespected
and that’s ok

i don’t have to care
i don’t have to let it weigh on me
i can still feel good i can

can still feel good i can still
feel good i can still feel good

i can still feel good i can feel the vortex
i can celebrate the vortex i can
allow the vortex to rise up within me
i can allow myself to do this work the only work

just let it go
drop

it’s that easy it’s that east

thateasy

easy and really that’s the only work
that’s the only work
that’s

the only work that’s the only work
that’s
the only work .

i get to choose on the bux
and t
bus

and that’s all there is i don’ thave t
o

to replace it with something
or even choo

feel good on that topic i can just hoo
choose to let it go i can just
choose to let it go

allow life to fow

flow through me
through me do this work the owo
only work the devotion work
the

deovtion

devotion to the feeling t
he
the fec

devotion to the feeling the
devotion
to the feeling the devotion to
the feeling

that is my power
i don’t have to care i can

immerse myself deep into the power
of this mometn the love of th

this moment i know my greatest power
is seeing the version

looking for teh vers

the version i prefer

despite hanging on to evidence
to the contrary

i know i canl et that
go i know i can
choose the deovtion

devotion to the self
rather than need to be right
i can choose to feel good and i know this

is this this is the
only this is the only this is the only

work this is the only work t
his is the only work the

vortex work the devotion workd

i want to be deep into this
i want to be
deep into this and i love remembering that
because that means just doint the w

doing the work

not judging it not defending my

prejudices
but only
ever choosing teh reality

the version i prefer
and acting as if

that is the only work that is
the only work
that is the only work

on the bus
i love that i dont have to care
can

i can just trust i can just trust
i can

just trust

the flow the work
i want to be deep into this

i want to be deep into this
like i know i can like i know i can

i know my powe i know the
flow i know my power

i know the flow i know my power

i know my poweer
i’m deep into this i know my power