i can feel that there is
this part of me that feels like
not enough
i can sense it and i can sense that
my mind keeps
wanting to land there
my mind keeps wanting to
go back there like
yes but
yes
all these great things are happening
but what about the things that are not
and i insist on getting hung up on them
but i know
they don’t matter
i can feel the feeling of wanting to
mine my reality for evidence
of why
i’m not enough
but i can also sense a sense of calm
knowing that knows that those thoughts
aren’t true and that i don’t have to focus on them
create them
i keep thinking but
this person didn’t buy
so our work must not be good enough
or our wholesale system is not
god enough and i can
feel that i am basing my worth
on sales and i can also feel
the other side of the wave that says
you can’t base your worth on
other people’s opinion of you
or how much you sell
or
who buys and who doesn’t and i can
feel a dissonance in my vibration about that
but i can also feel the
calm that comes along with
not caring what anyone else
does
or buys
or doesn’t buy
and i can feel the freedom that comes
along with that along with knowing that
i am always doing my best and that’s
all i can ever do and i can’t
spend time wondering
if people like me or
if i am good enough and that is
how i will be
successful
in my own mind
is by making the work i want to make
without taking anyone
else’s
opinion
into consideration
i can feel the calm bliss of the other side of
the wave and i do this work
to talk to myself about it
to talk to god about it
because god is always there
ALWAYS
fully there to listen to my ‘problems’
and offer solutions and i know that the
solutions
i feel good about myself and that feels good
and i can feel this part of me that’s like
no matter how good you feel about yourself
there’s always going to be this evidence that your
not good enough
there’s always going to be this
stain
there’s a stain that you have
to
get out
and the point is you’ll never
get
the stain out
you’ll just keep
pushing it deeper and
deeper into the
fabric of your soul so
get a new shirt.
and it annoys me that this
is even in my vibrational craw
but i can also feel that i am
doing the work to
massage it out
and that feels good it feels good
to remember i am not a victim
and that everything that is
just is
i can’t make anything
happen i can’t make anything happen
i can only make myself in this
here and now i can only
make
my vibration in this here and now
and i know that’s all there is and when i
do the vibrational work
the rest just come together
and it feels good to focus on
what is going well and not even care about the rest
to choose the version i prefer
and feel confident
about it’s unfolding
choose the version i prefer
and align myself with it
i know that’s all that matters
and it’s not about trying to align myself so
something will happen its about aligning
myself so i feel aligned so i feel
complete whole
infinite and not worried
not questioning
why is the way i don’t want it to be
and that is the answer turn my attention
away from what i don’t want and align my
energy with what is enough
i’m aligning my energy and i know that
i am enough i can let that go now i can
let that go now and i’m doing it
to feel good not to make something happen
but eca
becuase i wnat
i want to feel good and i can
feel that life is flowing to me
and through me i can feel that life
is flowing to me and through me and
it’s that feelig that i
that i want to align with the
feelig of y
feeling of yes i am not afraid
to send the siganl
of yes of yes thank you of yes thank you
of knowing that life loves me of knowing
that it always comes
i can choose that feeling
no matter what and celebrate how far i’ve come
i can celebrate how far i’ve come
i choose to let that go
i come here to talk to myself to let that go
to know it’s all in the air and it’s not
physical
nothing is physical
it’s all vibrational and i know this
i am brave enough to act as if
to live my life by this truth i know
everything is vibrational and i can
feel that i am sending a vibration of love
and that’s all i can do
is love choose to love t
choose to feel god within me
and know that it’s enough
say yes thank you to everything that is
and allow the rest to flow
to know that everything is perfect as it
is and know that i am
allowed to ascend
i don’t have to hold myself back i can
just love i can just send the signal of love
i know
that
that’s all i can do
first you become it and then you seeit and th
this work always works
this wr
work always helps me remember who i am
remember that i don’t have to care
and when i do care
i push it was
away i can feel that i care
if something happens and the secret to life
is to not care
because it really doesn’t matter
no matter what happens
i don’ thave to care
i caon
can only be me and do what i feel
is best in my heart
and then the rest takes care of itself
i am doing my best i am doing the work
i am doing the work
and that’s all that matters
this feeling here and i can always come
back to this feeling of not caring what happens
of knowig that i am
taken care of in this right now and
knowing that i am working on the vibratoin
and that’s all that matters
today
i intend to choose the other side of the wave
and that’s all i can doo