tray again

here we are again but i feel ok
just guilty just guilty for leaving my votex

when i felt like i held it together so good
yesterfday and i wasa so close and then i just
lost it i love

i left my integrity i made problems
i made problems

to protect myself
to protect my separate self
because i feel attackked too
i feel like no one’s on my side

but its ok i knw its just the story its
just the narrative and i have ti