within as my unlimited
as my total fulfillment
i am totally fulfilled
i am now aware of this truth
i have found the secret to life
and can relax in the knowledge
that the activity of divine abundance
is eternally operating in my life.
i simply have to be aware of
the flow the radiation
of creative energy which is continuously
easily and effortlessly pouring forth
from my divine conscoiusness
i am now aware i am now in the flow
i am now aware i am now in the flow
when i am aware of the god self within me
as my total fulfillment i am totally fulfilled
i am now aware of this truth
i have found the secret to life
and can relax in the knowledge
that the activity of divine abundance
is eternally operating in my life
i simply have to be awre of the
of
of teh flow the flow the radiation
of creative energy
which is
continuously easily
and effortlessly pourinf forht
from my divine consciousness
i am now aware
i am now in the flow
i am now aware i am now in the flow
i am now aware i am now in the flow
i know it’s only me i know it’s me
creating it and i can choose to focus on something
else
it feels good to take my own advice
and relish the here and now to let go of the past
once and for all and know i can do it
and allow myself to
jump feet first into the
moment
into the here and now
let go of
attachment to outcome
to attachment to behavior to circumstances
and i know that i can do that
i can take it as
a reflection i can see it for
what it is
a reflection of me
arranging the particles in a new way
and knowing that when i get it
which i’m sure i will
i won’t care about it anymore
and that
will most likely be the
reason i get it
ugh i’m over it
and it feels good to do the work
to lift the veil of the past and step into the
future
to ask myself what is it about the past that
i’m so longing for?
a sense of community
of connection
of muse
love
admiration
newness
excitement
mystique
enthusiasm
but mostly it’s just love
and i can bring all those fleel
feelings to the here
the here and now
i know that i can train my thougths
i know i can train my thoughts and
i can
release the past and live
fully in the here and now
i can
release my attachment to the past
and choose myself in this here and now
i choose myself
in this here and now
i choose me
when i am aware of the god self within me
as my total fulfillment
what is the pain i feel the
pain of missing something of thinking
that
something is missing thinking
that i need something
thinking somehting
outside of me will make
me feel complete
it feels good to be aware and to
take my own advice
take my own advice and deal wtih
with my own attachment to the past
and it feels good to
address it
but also to smell
your perfume
and it feels like that smell
will always be there and
i’ll never be able to escape
how happy
and
sad
it makes me
i make me
but why is that
is it because my worth is
tied up in your
attention??
and why is that
why is my worth attached to your
validation
and what if i ddin’t need that
then could i bring
myself
to
rejoice in the here and now?
i can just let go
once and for all and let it slip
away into the ether knowing
that
the having of it won’t solve me
either
but why cant you just
why dont you love me
put it on my headstone
it’s the story of my life
the one i keep on telling
the addiction
i can’t put down
why do i need
that why do i think i need that
and better yet
i know
that it’s not what i seek i know that
i seek connection to the
god within to the perfect self within
and when i find the love
within
the perfect lovable self within
that doesn’t need to change
or to add anything to myself
then i will feel that feeling i seek
then i will feel the
connection i seek then and only then
when i find the connection within
will i find the
resolution i seek
and so i can put it down now
i can
put it down now i can put it down
now i can let it down now
how would you live how would you live
how would you live
if you knew that was never going to happen
and knowing that the connection
i seek is with the god within
and know that the feeling i seek
is always right here with me
the feeling i seek is always
right here with me the
feeling i seek is laways
always right here with me
when i am aware of the
god self within me as my total fulfillment
i am totally fulfilled
i am now aware of this truth
i have found the secret to life and
can relax in the knowledge
feel the pain
of rejection feel the pain
of confusion of
insecurities
of what ifs of
who knows
who knows what the source of the pain is
taken too early from the teet?
always looking for something outside of me
but disdain others for doing the same
attached to something that never was
and never will be attached to
an idea addicted to a
false narrative but why why why
i guess i’ll never know why i mean
i knwo i knwo why
i know exactly why
and i can transcend that
i can definitely transcend that
and it all comes back to love
when i am aware of the god self
within me as my total fulfillment
i am totally fulfilled
i am now aware of this truth
i have found the secret to life
and can relax in the knowledge
that the activity of divine
abundance is eternally operating
in my life
i simply have to be aware of the flow
the radiation of creative energy
which is continuously
easily and effortlessly
pouring forth from my divine consicousness
i am now aware
i am now in the flow
i am now aware i am now
in the flow
just observe
the particles in a different way
just
choose
love
instead of
attachment