why do i feel like i know you but i don’t understand you

it feels good to look
for evidence of what feels good

it feels good to make the
choice that i want to live

that i want to live
a full and
fulfilled life
and that i can
do that

by way of
choice

it feels good to see the
evidence of

improvement
looking for signs
of improvement
and

learning to
feel the feeling in this

here and now

knowing that
any feeling that i
think i don’t have

i can always bring to
this here and now

grateful to be remembering

my powers and to want to
use them grateful for this
place and time to focus
and

do
the
work

grateful for
the space and time
to

revisit
the

golden days

of vibrational
alignment and to know
that any contrast
is helping
me

align with my true
self and knowing that

the body is a genius
and is only ever

helping me align
with the fullest version

of
myself

it feels good to focus
and allow the true
version of myself to
flow through these words

it feels good to focus
and allow these words
to flow from a higher

power

the infinite
intelligence that holds
us all together
and the more i focus on

remembering
that is me

remembering that version
of myself the closer
i get to

understanding it

remembering that i
am infinite intelligence

i am

everything
and i am
the

creator of it all

it is me and

i also
created it

the more i allow these words
to fall
from my fingertips
and allow

infinite
intelligence
to

define itself

the closer i feel like
i become to it and it’s

not me writing this
i have to remember that
it
is

everything

it is god who is writing this
and god can always give me the

solutions

god
why do i feel

stuck

trapped

in a muck of
contrast

that i feel like i can’t
see through

and why do i feel like
i know you

but don’t have access to you
and that i used to

but i don’t now
and the more i

try to get to you
the further i feel from you

why do i feel like i know
you and i don’t

know you

all at the same time?

and god says

don’t look for me
because when you do

you say

that i’m not there

so don’t look for
me

that is the best way to
see me

stop looking and i say

how

and it says

precisely.

and i ask but really

how???

how will i ever find you
if i stop looking how will
i ever

achieve if i let go
and simply

believe?

how can i believe??

WHY DON’T I BELIEVE??

when i know
i know
even through life experience
but yet it seems so hard

to connect with you
and it says there you
go

beating the

dead
horse

of how hard
your
life is

when you could be using this time

to say

thank you.

thanks god thanks for
this here and now thanks
for payments thanks
for not

having to remind her
thanks for good meals

thanks for the space
and time thanks
for

everyone winning around me
thanks for

leads saying yes
thanks for that
awesome photo shoot

thanks for kfc

thanks for this
romantic rainy day
thanks for

pump in the living room

thanks for
chocolate chips

2 bags

thanks for the space
and time to enjoy life
thanks for granting
all my wishes thanks for

giving me the contrast that
helps me focus thanks for

giving me the contrast

that helps me focus
thanks for helping me
remember

that i want to live!!

i want to live and i
want to live a full and

energetic life

thanks for helping me
transmute thanks for helping
me do the work thanks
for the time to focus on

doing the only work that matters

the
energy work

i love the feeling of
raising my vibration
i love the feeling of making
the choice to enjoy life

i love the feeling of taking
the big leap i love that i know

i’ve found the secret to life
i love that i can do it i love that i

get to feel good about myself i love
that i know it’s working that
life always follows the feeling
i love that i am

aware of the flow i love

that i am elevated i love
taking the big leap and

raising my vibration i love
feeling the energy of life
being connected to life i love

taking the emotional journey i love
that i know it’s working i love that

i know it’s a feeling i love
that iknow i

i can always get ther e
and how i feel aboutt aht

is how it

will reflect back
i love that i know this
for a fact
it always works it always works

and it’s not the thing
i want

it’s the feeling
the feeling of knowing
for sure that i can
let go of everything and
allow life to do it
i fe

it feels good to know
that it feels good to know
that life can only

reflect me

in fact

it must

i love that i get to
tune myself and that is life

i love that i know this i love
tha ti know this

i love that i know i am

allows eo t

allowed to enjoy this
here and now i love
that the contrast helps me remember
that

i love that i know

i get to have a choice

i have a choice

i always have a choice
how i feel and i love that i
get to feel at ease
i love that i get to feel
at ease and

i love taking the
big leap to live

a full and

enlightened life
and i love that iknow it

it’s only me i lov f

feeling
the effects of my
practice

feeling brave enough to
feel good
now

feel good now
feel good now

not in the future

now

now

now

it can only ever be right
now it can only ever be right now
so

find a way to feel
good now