cult of counting day 1: my only job is to count

and i can instantly feel the relief that comes
along with making the choice to allow myself a singular point
of focus

of letting myself off the hook for
having to make something happen
and just resign myself to

the cult of counting

it feels good to have a new project
something to jump into
a focus for the mind

a job for the mind
a new job for the mind to give it something
to do and maybe you say that is not ideal

but that is better than
the alternative

i can feel the feeling of me
and i am allowing myself the freedom
to count

for one week

my

only focus will be counting and that is
an experiment for this book and so
my mind is like ok

i have permission

to “do nothing”
because it is a means
to something

but really it’s just a way
of tricking the mind into shutting up

i have permission to
count i have permission to count
toi let

to let go of everything
and just count

to let go of

gossip
to let go of needing to leave
here to do the work

this is always the work
and it really doesn’t matter what

ehere

where i am because this is always
the work

my only job is to count my jonly jo

only job is to count and when i
allow myself this gift of counting
i instantly feel relieved

not only that

i instantly feel
empowered and sure of the power of
the counting
i know for sure that if i allow myself to focus

all my energy on counting
for one week

my life will be changed forever

i know this and i can allow it
i can allow myself to only count and

trust
what
happens

it’s not my job to
make anything
happen it’s not my job to make anything

ahppen
happen it’s only my jb t

job to count my only
job is to count

try it
you’ll like it

the most subversive thing you can do

is nothing

my only job
for one week is
to count and see what happens

my only job

for one week
is to count and see what happens

my only job is to count

none of those thoughts are my job
none of those actions are my job
and i know that they do themselves

when i count i feel free enough
to count

and i already know that my
life is changed just by giving myself
the
freedom to count

just by giving myself the
freedom to count and now i feel
good i feel good about myself and i feel
good about life

ia m grateful for

leftovers

thank you for this here and now
thank you for the knowledge that the miracles
are happening in this here and now thank

you for the contrast that helps
me say thank you

thank you for this place and
time to create to know

that i am the creator thank you
for giving me the power to create and to know
that i am creating it

as an experiment
to see what happens to

test the validity of my theory

to do the magick
to record the science that is
conscious creation

quantum
physics

science
not
philosophy
and that’s what magick does

it tracks god
records evidence of it