i hate loving you

i said iwasn’t going to love you i promised i was going to love you

i promised myself i wasn’t going to love you but you made
me you made me like this you did this to me and now i

love you and i can’t stop and i need you and i can’t stop and
i want you and i cant stop which is why id

i didn’t wnat to in the fist place which is why id raht

rather never see you again
than have to feel the pain of you

not loving me back

the pain of caring the pain of feeling

your cold shoulder

the pain of my cold shoulder the pain of caring the pain fo
being me i wihs i

i wish i didn’t lov eyou because then i wouldnt have to feel
the pain of being me