what if what if the vortex isn’t enough
but i know it’s not only
enough it’s everything
what if
i’m not enough
if this day isn’t enough
if i don’t workout
if i do and it’s not enough
if i’m not enough if i’m not enough
these thoughts aren’t even in my conscious
mind but when i ask myself
what i’m so
afraid of
this is what comes to the surface
and i don’t even know i am thinking these thoughts
but when i hear them
the resonate like that makes
sense because it feels like
i’ve been feeling
and i didn’t even know it
but what i’ve been feeling
is fear
not even consciously
and i don’t even know of what
and i just looked
and that’s at the bottom of the emotional
acal
scale
which doens’t really hlep
me feel better lol
like i do all this work
and i’m still at the bottom
of the emotional
scale wth lol
but i know it’s not
all of who i am and there
are aspects of me that are
elated as well and i know
that attention to
those parts helps them grow
and all i can do
is grow through me
attention
and i actually feel that
thos parts
thos
parts of me growing
and when i acknowledge the
fear
it helps me realize it’s not
all of who i am
it’s just a subconscious vibration
years of conditioning
but by looking at it
i massage away the trigger point
focus
i can feel the tide changing
i can feel the
the focus changing and i can feel myself
being able to look past
the
what is i can
feel myself coming to the
present and
relieving myself
of the
stress of comparison
all i can do or be is
right here and now
and the only
best version of
myself exists
here and now
right
now i am the best version of
myself right now
i love myself right now
i pay attention to what i
create where my focus
is
where my focus is and know
that is what i am creating
i observe my thoughts i notice my
thoughts and i make
i allow myself to
attract thoughts that
feel good and
what comes first is feeling
good then the thoughts come
i feel first
i feel and then i see
i feel and then i
attract
i feel first and today i am
focused on how i feel i pay
attention to how i feel
i care about how i feel
today i feel good
today i feel good today i feel
at ease because i remember that
belief is all that matters
whatever i believe
is t
is what happens and i know
this is a fact and that i
get to choose
waht i believe
and i love that i know it’s
always a match i love
that i kow the magick of life
i love that
when i think about s
hitting me up she does i love
that when i do the work
the world shows me the evidence
and i know that
it’s easy to see the version
of myself i prefer
its
easy to look for and see that person
ad i know t
i know tat
that my htoutha
thougths are the freight train
carrying momentum and that life
is loving me
l;ife love ms
today is
today is good today is good
today feel goods
tday i
today i feel the magick flowing
through me and i’m not afraid to
allow it
to let go of the rest and look
past what is
today i am not afraid to look
past what is today iam
am feeling for my best self
i’m not afraid of life
i’m fearless because i know
life is just
a mirage
just a simulation
i’m not afraid of life
i’m embracing life and
embracing myself in this
here and onw
and that’
that’s all we can do
today feels good becaue i
be
i believe
in life i believ
that life lobes
loves me
i now
i know that life loves me and it’s meant to be good
i know that life loves me and
it’s meant to be
good i love that
i get to choose to be fearless
i love that i
get to choose to be
fearless i love that
i get to take teh bi
the big leap and say yes
i love that i get to
take the big leap into
life inot to
into tl
into life i get to transmute
the fear inot
into self love i
get to love myself and
that’s all i can
do i
i get get to love myelf
myself i get to sa
love myelf an
myself and it’s working!!!!
its
it’s working the work is
wroking
the work is working
and believing
it
is all that
it takes i
am brave enough to
see my best self in this
herea dno
and now i am allowing
myse b
my best self
in this ht
this here and now i am
allowing my best self in this
here and now
i allow my best
self in this here and now
and i transmute
existential fear
into existential
love and i know
it’s that easy thatnk
i know it’s as easy as whre i place my
attnetion
i love enjoying the
the magick of life
i love enjoying
the magick
of life i love saying yes
i love feeling fearless i love
feeling my best self i love
choosing not to doubt i love
choosing to say yes
tot ha
to the magick of life
i love
i love that
knowing that i can
breathe
that i am
well
that i already have the
teeth
an
and that it’s already done
i love knowing that
it’ a
it’s already donde and
and knowing that my only
job is to
is allowing myself to
see that
i know that it’s already done
and i say thank you
because i know that it’s already done
it’s area
alredy do
done in