and remembering that it’s easy
and the more i am brave enough to tell
the new story the more it becomes
my story
the only story the new story
becomes the old story so now i will try to
unpack why am i so intent
on telling the story of what i don’t want
why am i afraid to tell
the new one
the new one of what i want
is it because i really don’t know
is it because i’m afraid of it
coming true?
what am i afraid of
is it myself?
i feel trapped
but instead i prefer to
feel free and i can
choose the
feeling of freedom
i can feel the feeling of approving of
myself being brave enough to approve
of myself and my situation
being brave enough to love
this right now just as it is i am brave enough to
send the signal emit the signal and
i’ve noticed that i’ve been
sending a signal of
tightness
for quite some time now
so much so that it’s almost
become my identity and i
don’t know how to let it go and i can
feel that my psyche
my ego doesn’t want to let it
go either because it doesn’t know what
else there is
because it thinks this
feeling is its friend because they’ve
being hanging out together
for so long
but i
me
the person behind the mind
not the person really
the thing
the knowing behind the scenes
eye
eye want to let it go
this feeling of tightness because i know
it doesn’t serve me and it makes my life
feel
cut off
i can feel that in that tightness
that tightness i am cutting
of the supply i can feel that that is
exactly what i am doing and i can’t
for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip
on the hose
that is preventing the
water from flowing through
but then just like that
it does flow through
definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted
by the slip and slide
then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually
all over everything
creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way
so then i see the mess and i
immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again
relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides
with
the other
angels.
why?
why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually
dry?
instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?
and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?
eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun
and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the
hot sun.
eye know i can let it
go this feeling of tightness
i can let the hose
spray i can enjoy the
freedom and letting
the hose
water the yard.
that’s the new story
the one of me letting the
hose run
freely
that’s the new story the new story
that says that the flow of well being
is available to me always
and everywhere the new story
the new story in which i love and appreciate
myself and the world i am in the
new story in which i send the
signal of love
to every thing
the new story where i am not
afraid to live life to its fullestn
and not afraid to celebrate lfe
in this ightnow
not afriad to give
god reasons to express itself
it feels good to remember to
say i love you to everything
and every one and then life
becomes pretty easy
there’s no wondering or worry
when i just say i love you
to every situation and the reason why i do that
is because it sends a signal and that
signal makes my life
that signal is
my life
that is all there is to it
that signal is my life and the rest can
just reflect it that signal is my life
and life always responds to the siganl
so i send the signal
and that’s all i
and i do this work because it helps me
practice the siganl
remember that it always goes
signal then ‘reality’
signal then sign
signal then sign
signal then sign
and it’s only ever
a signal so i get to chooes to
have fun
enjoy this oment
enjoy this here and now
enjoy this here and
now
signal siganl signal
then sign
i do this work to feel good and
remember how much lifelove
loves me i do this work
to remember how to send the
signal of love the
signal of yes and the
signal of i know life loves me and is taking care oe
me in every om
moment i know life is easy for me when i dothis
i love that life is always helping me
let go i love that i can do it
i can just let go of all my thougths and
worries and i know i for sure
for certain
never have to worry again
i love the better it gets i love
learning to tell the new stroy
i love learning to tell the new story
i love the better it gets i love that i know
i can do it i just takes
devotion
to
the practice
that’s all there is
is paying attentin to how
i feel and feeling grateful
i am truly
grateufl
for this opportunity
to enjoy life
i am truly
grateful for this life
i am truly
grateful for
this life
thanks god for everything
thanks god
thank you and i am
remembering how to say yes and how
to go witht he flow
it feels good to remember the flow
to just be aware of it and
sy
say
thank you
it feels good to say tank
thank you and mean it
to be grateful for where i am
in this here and now and know
that i am always getting what i want
it feels good to relish the
feeling of kowing
knowing
it already is