regret
for messing up the day
for having feelings
for letting it show

for dragging down the day

why why
bc god is missing that’s al there
ever is god is miisn
god isn’t missing
god is here

the only thing ever missing is god is god

i feel bad i feel bad for how i reacted when i could have said yes
when i could have said yes when i could have not resisted and im made

i m mad at myself for resisting i am