i dont know why

why i feel depressed today becaue god is misaing that s
why becaue god is missing ecaue i not lookking to god im not feeling the god self im
l

im allowing tog
god to come back tot tust god to feel god
now to feel god not to not believe
the false beleivefs

the made up bullshit
to knwot hat god loves me and love is always
t
flowing throughm e i know life
and always flowing to and through me

only i can choose to feel how i want to feel
and its never outside of me its not them its me

its never them its nem

it me how if
how i eel is up to me and its up to me
to enquire everyt thought
to enquire into the sourcce of every thought
and that is the only aswer i nkow that sl

that’s all i an can ever do is let everything
god

let it alll god i can cast this burden on the christ within
and allow myself to live freely i knwo is works i know i

the work always works i knwot aht its up to me how i feel today
i knwo that

its up to me to h
how i feel totay i
it

its u p to me to celebrate feeling gree

to celebrate my upgrade its up to me to celebrate my upgrade
nothing happenedi

i feel depressed because i lost something
becuase i amde the choice to take it away
and now i dont hlike the feeling of it not
beig there

i made the choicet ot ake tomsehitn that day
to say ok i will punish myself in order to punsih you

nothings missign besides what i took out
i

its up to me to make the change in consciousness and its nothing
outside of me its my proximity to god its how close i am

its only god its only god its only god its only a feeling
its only consciousenss its alwys me its only ever me
and i get to choosee to how i feel i get to

its me its only ever me its never them
its me and i get to ccelebrate bo
god no matter what

i get to celebrate god no matter what
i know there is only one power and its always flowing
i know there is only one power
i know
this

work always works i nkow that th
ife alwa

happens perfectly likfe unfolds perfectly
that nothing can sotp gods love from flowing throuhg me

that all ic an do is allow gods love and
watche

watch the rest i nkow that everything is a blis

blessing and i celebrate that fact i celebbrate that fact
i celebrate the fous i

i celebrate the focus i celebrate the focus i
cele

celebrate the focus of life i celebrate god i know there is only
ever god there is only ever proximity to god there is only ever

there is only ever proximity to god there is only
ever proximity to god i l

so gratefulf or the wakeup call
to live my own life with god to know that
god is the only power i nkwo that god is the only
poeer and i

allow life to unfold in gods way

i allow life to fun

unfold in gods way and im so gatefl

grateful i get to i get to feel the feeling of god i
get to feel the feelng of god
god no matter what i get to feel the

the feeling og
of god the only thing ever missing is god

the only thing ever missing is god
i get to feel good i can
alawys feel for god i can always feel for the god self
i

i can always ask who am i
i can always reelse every false thoguth
i can always release

i get to feel the feeling of release of

communion

with god i feel it now and i kow it i nkow hat
god does everything pre

perfectly and i get to celebrate it
i get to find a way to feel good i get to
din

find a way to feel good i get to fe

find a way to break free i celebrate breaking free i celebrate

being free from the bondage of thought
of looking at the sense world for the true self when that is

will never be the true self i get to feel the
true self here and now i know that i can

cast that burden on christ and live fre i o
i nkow the feeling of it i knwo the feeling of allowing
of celebrating life i know the feeling of

celebrating life celebating the love of god i know tis up ot me
to feel the feeling of god i know

i love how far ive come i i love i love easier it gets i love that i know i can do it i can
feel good now i ch

cna

can choose the feeling i rpefer to feel firgh
right now becuase tath

thats all there ver is

i get to choose it now i get to choose
the god feeling now and know it and trust it and havve

totla faith in it

totally confident in
letting go and letting god i love that i
get to that
that i get to

to give up that i get to

give up

i know that ig et to trust god complete and tahts
all i can do and i celebbrate that

every
single
thing

is a blessing every
single thing
is a blessing

i know that every single thing sia a
blessing and i get to choose how i want to feel
right no i get to
to choose how i want to feel right now and i

thank life
for giving the opportunity
to choose

i thank life i say thank you to life i say thank you
life i feeel the feeling and know that god always

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