Month: December 2016

a prompt that says “when i tell myself my only job is to count it feels like”

or my mind replies

it feels like fear at first but also relief
and when i allow it to be my only job

then it really feels like relief

my job isn’t to breathe
my body does that on its own and my job isn’t to make
things happen

my job isn’t to sell books
my job isn’t to break legs to
get payments my job isn’t to

write books
my job isn’t to put on workshops
my job isn’t to

figure that out

my only job is to count

my only focus is on counting
and i can still feel some resistance to myself

when i tell myself that but i know
deep down this is the only real truth

that my only job is nothing
the only thing
i can ever do is nothing
that is why i am
doing this experiment

taking this leap so that i may learn by the
through the process of my own experimentation

this

experiment

these experiments

are my work
this work is my work

and my only job

is to count

to be brave enough to
let the rest go
get out of the way and just count

and i let myself do it for a week
because my mind

can comprehend that my mind
can wrap itself around that

as a project

if i just tell myself
right now

my only focus for the
rest of my life

is counting
the mind can’t quite get there
or it seems like too much or like
the mind

doesn’t even want to try

or if it’s for

my whole life

then i can always put it off
until tomorrow
but when i tell myself
i am doing a week long
experiment

the mind wants it more

since its for the sake of science
and not my own well being

because somehow to the mind
everything is more important
that one’s own well being

why?

and counting helps me
get to the bottom of that because when there is
counting there is space
and things

bubble to the top
an awareness bubbles to the top
when there is space to

be aware of it
and release it

it just evaporates into the numbers
and as the number rise
one by one like bubbles on
bubble bobble
so do the worries
and pains of life and just like that

pop

they are gone because the numbers
make space for them to float the numbers

give a lightness to the air
the make the problems not so

dense

counting is my only job and the more i
focus on it and the more i

talk about it
with you

with myself
the better it feels and then when i say

counting is my only job

i feel assured

i feel certain

i feel confident in the power of life
the flow of life and i feel the
feeling of knowing that

nothing else is my job
worrying

is
not
my
job

trying is not my job
looking for an old RV to buy
is not my job

client work is not
my job

and then a prompt that says

X IS NOT MY JOB

and then you make a list

of everything that isn’t your job

kind of like less fucks

mailing packages is not my job
making others happy is not my job
vibrating for others is not my job

design is not my job
writing books is not my job
collaborating is not my job

breathing

is not my job

my only job

is to count

the most subversive thing you can do is nothing

counting is my only job
my only job is counting and i am already feeling the
relief that comes along with it and i am

so ever grateful for the gifts that the universe
is constantly bestowing upon me

i love that i can live by example and by
way of living by example,

we help people

just by living and not being
afraid to live life by my own rules

i help people

and by knowing
that counting is my only job
and by doing

my only job

i help people
by doing this work for myslf

by lining up my own energy

by

exploring the depths of my
own self i help others

by exploring who i am
i help others

by exploring personal power and

experimenting
with personal power

i help others

i know that my only job
is to count and by

being brave enough to count
and only count

i help others and by
recording the process by talking
about the process by

examining the process
by examining the power of me
i help others

and that is my only job
i know that this work is my only job
i know that i get to help people

because i know the secret to life

i know my only job is to count
and the more i say it the more it feels like

relief

the more i feel excited about life
the more i feel the
energy of life flowing through me
and i feel

relieved and i know that
all i an ev er

can ever hope to feel is relief

and i feel excited

excited about knowing that i am
making space for life to flow through m

knowing that the work always works
the feeling always works and the feeling

comes from

singular focus
singular focus and letting go of the
rest

i love that life is good for me
i love that i am a money
magnet i love that i am

a money magnet i love that
i can always do the work this work
and that contin

counting is my only job i love celebrating this
knowledge feeling the feeling of coming
back to center

feeling the feeling that i feel
when i first wake up and i’m still in bed and so
cozy andhappy

happy with my wife without a care in the world
and allowing myself to bask
in the life that is good

that is how i feel before i fully

wake up and start worrying about things
every single thing

and then the shortness of breath kicks in
but not
i remember that counting is my only job and
when i let go and devote

mmys

myself to god
in any way possible
counting or whatever

then the dis ease

subsides
and the magick

increases

that is just
science

FACT

this is a fact
this is not a philosophy
or a theory

this is
FACT

and i can instantly feel the relief that comes
along with making the choice to allow myself a singular point
of focus

of letting myself off the hook for
having to make something happen
and just resign myself to

the cult of counting

it feels good to have a new project
something to jump into
a focus for the mind

a job for the mind
a new job for the mind to give it something
to do and maybe you say that is not ideal

but that is better than
the alternative

i can feel the feeling of me
and i am allowing myself the freedom
to count

for one week

my

only focus will be counting and that is
an experiment for this book and so
my mind is like ok

i have permission

to “do nothing”
because it is a means
to something

but really it’s just a way
of tricking the mind into shutting up

i have permission to
count i have permission to count
toi let

to let go of everything
and just count

to let go of

gossip
to let go of needing to leave
here to do the work

this is always the work
and it really doesn’t matter what

ehere

where i am because this is always
the work

my only job is to count my jonly jo

only job is to count and when i
allow myself this gift of counting
i instantly feel relieved

not only that

i instantly feel
empowered and sure of the power of
the counting
i know for sure that if i allow myself to focus

all my energy on counting
for one week

my life will be changed forever

i know this and i can allow it
i can allow myself to only count and

trust
what
happens

it’s not my job to
make anything
happen it’s not my job to make anything

ahppen
happen it’s only my jb t

job to count my only
job is to count

try it
you’ll like it

the most subversive thing you can do

is nothing

my only job
for one week is
to count and see what happens

my only job

for one week
is to count and see what happens

my only job is to count

none of those thoughts are my job
none of those actions are my job
and i know that they do themselves

when i count i feel free enough
to count

and i already know that my
life is changed just by giving myself
the
freedom to count

just by giving myself the
freedom to count and now i feel
good i feel good about myself and i feel
good about life

ia m grateful for

leftovers

thank you for this here and now
thank you for the knowledge that the miracles
are happening in this here and now thank

you for the contrast that helps
me say thank you

thank you for this place and
time to create to know

that i am the creator thank you
for giving me the power to create and to know
that i am creating it

as an experiment
to see what happens to

test the validity of my theory

to do the magick
to record the science that is
conscious creation

quantum
physics

science
not
philosophy
and that’s what magick does

it tracks god
records evidence of it

i love that i am aware
that i am the one creating everything
in my life and that it
is always my choice how i look at things
and the version i create

it’s always m choice what i look for and it’s
always my choice what i create i know that
i never have to wonder because i am
the one and only creator of my life

experience

i love that i always get what i want i love

so grateful we got to hang out
with mike and mom so grateful to get to play
games to get the vip treatment

so grateful for free mcdonalds
so grateful for patty melt sauce
so grateful for friends who give
us gifts so grateful to hang out tw
with family and get to play games

so grateful to
feel worthy of being loved
so grateful for warm weather
so grateufl to get to play

so grateful for client work!!

so grateful the work is flowing
so grateful for this moment
this time to do the spiritual
work so grateful for a ride!!!

so grateful for free beer
and quarter pounders

so grateful to feel better
to feel the flow flowing to

want to work so grateful to
feel at ease with who i am
and where i am in my life so grateful
grandpa showed an interest

so grateful to get to talk to him
so grateful for this house to live in
for free and to have a place for

andy to come stay so gratefu
the porch is fixed!~!]]\\

so grateful i know i can

always trust the here and now so grateful
i am a money magnet so grtel

i get to feel prosperous
in this here and now so grateful i
et to feel prosperous

i get to do the work so grateful
i get to do the work to feel
good in this here and now

so grateful i get to feel

good inthis
herea nd
and now so grateful i get to
feel good inthis here and

now i get to feel at ease and trust
the flow i love that i get to choose
to allow life to flow to me
and just smile

so grateful to get to hang out
to get to do our workout
to get all my work done in plenty of time

so grateful to want to do the work
so grateful the wife is happy so

grateufl i get to to chooe i get to
choose to be grateful andl et go
of the rest so

grateful andy got to hang out with friends
and he got to stay a couple extra dayts

so grateful for our new speaker!!

and dishes!!

so grateful for leftovers!
and ocps and donnettes
donettes

so grateful for english muffins so grateful
to feel at ease in life to feel inspired
to feel like

doing something

so grateful to feel good in my clotes
so grateful to
the wife for taking care of

so grateul to have my coffee
brought to me
so grateful to feel the power of

attention

so grateful i know

i get to choose grateful for the perspective
for the
life experience that teaches
so grateful nora liked her gift!!

so grateful so did rose
and andy and mom

so grateful everyone liked their gifts!!

so grateful the room is more

clean
than ever

so grateful this is our house

so grateful for

the power of

me
so grateful for pwny sitting on my ap

so grateful to do the work and
come back to center so gratefl

for cash!!!!!
and amazon gift cards!!
so grateful to
be talking to dad and laura

so grateufl ky

kyle lived

so grateful to do the work t
o choose to choose to celebrate life
and remember that

everything reflects me so grateful
to feel

confident enoug in life
to choose trat

gratitude
so grateful for everything ‘ve
been given so grateufl

i get to choose

to do the work and th work

always works i know that
i don’ thae to do anything
because the feeling is always there
so grateful to

be doing the wok myself
to be making valuable
vibration

moves

in my life and to feel t
e power of them so grateu
grateful life
teaches

so grateful i’ve let that go
so grateful to just smile

and let that go so grateful t
for the ocntrst

that creates

to know that someday
this will feel

distinctly

like an old
vibration so grateful i’ve
let go of th

the tightness and decided to
be loose about it

be loose about it

loosen up it feels good to
looen up

and allow anytihng to ahap

happen to let go and trust og
got to know that i’m not the
one doing it

to let go it
it feels good to smile and relax in this moment
it feels go

good to expand to fill the space to
finally

let it all go it feels good
to finally let it all good

to o the

do the work
to relax

and know that
relaxing

is my only job
feeling relaxed is my only job

feeling relief is my only job

it feels good to to the work
to feel relaxed to relax
into the knowingness of ho ia m

who i am and completely
let go and allow life to
come to me
to know that all ic an do

can do is let go

all i can ever do is
let go and allow life to flow
through me it feels good
to feelthe

the well being flwoing

flowing through me

anyway

back to my vortex

is what i always say

it feels good to feel
the connection with god and know nothing
else matters tocomp

completely let go to know that
i can do it to know that i

i’m not doing it
i’m not doing that is my job

just don’t worry
just don’t worry

just feel the feeling

feel how you would feel
if you knew

everything was going to go
that way you want it to

how would that feel?

and remembering that it’s easy
and the more i am brave enough to tell
the new story the more it becomes

my story

the only story the new story
becomes the old story so now i will try to
unpack why am i so intent
on telling the story of what i don’t want

why am i afraid to tell
the new one
the new one of what i want

is it because i really don’t know

is it because i’m afraid of it
coming true?

what am i afraid of
is it myself?

i feel trapped
but instead i prefer to
feel free and i can
choose the

feeling of freedom
i can feel the feeling of approving of
myself being brave enough to approve
of myself and my situation

being brave enough to love
this right now just as it is i am brave enough to
send the signal emit the signal and
i’ve noticed that i’ve been

sending a signal of

tightness

for quite some time now
so much so that it’s almost
become my identity and i
don’t know how to let it go and i can
feel that my psyche

my ego doesn’t want to let it
go either because it doesn’t know what
else there is

because it thinks this
feeling is its friend because they’ve
being hanging out together
for so long

but i

me

the person behind the mind
not the person really
the thing
the knowing behind the scenes

eye

eye want to let it go
this feeling of tightness because i know
it doesn’t serve me and it makes my life
feel

cut off
i can feel that in that tightness
that tightness i am cutting
of the supply i can feel that that is
exactly what i am doing and i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

eye know i can let it
go this feeling of tightness

i can let the hose
spray i can enjoy the

freedom and letting
the hose

water the yard.

that’s the new story
the one of me letting the
hose run
freely

that’s the new story the new story
that says that the flow of well being
is available to me always

and everywhere the new story
the new story in which i love and appreciate
myself and the world i am in the

new story in which i send the
signal of love

to every thing

the new story where i am not
afraid to live life to its fullestn
and not afraid to celebrate lfe

in this ightnow
not afriad to give

god reasons to express itself

it feels good to remember to
say i love you to everything
and every one and then life
becomes pretty easy

there’s no wondering or worry
when i just say i love you
to every situation and the reason why i do that
is because it sends a signal and that
signal makes my life

that signal is
my life

that is all there is to it
that signal is my life and the rest can
just reflect it that signal is my life
and life always responds to the siganl

so i send the signal
and that’s all i

and i do this work because it helps me
practice the siganl

remember that it always goes

signal then ‘reality’

signal then sign

signal then sign
signal then sign

and it’s only ever
a signal so i get to chooes to
have fun

enjoy this oment

enjoy this here and now
enjoy this here and
now

signal siganl signal
then sign

i do this work to feel good and
remember how much lifelove

loves me i do this work
to remember how to send the
signal of love the
signal of yes and the

signal of i know life loves me and is taking care oe
me in every om

moment i know life is easy for me when i dothis
i love that life is always helping me

let go i love that i can do it
i can just let go of all my thougths and

worries and i know i for sure
for certain
never have to worry again

i love the better it gets i love
learning to tell the new stroy
i love learning to tell the new story

i love the better it gets i love that i know
i can do it i just takes

devotion
to
the practice

that’s all there is
is paying attentin to how
i feel and feeling grateful

i am truly
grateufl
for this opportunity

to enjoy life

i am truly
grateful for this life
i am truly
grateful for
this life

thanks god for everything

thanks god

thank you and i am

remembering how to say yes and how
to go witht he flow
it feels good to remember the flow
to just be aware of it and
sy

say

thank you

it feels good to say tank
thank you and mean it
to be grateful for where i am
in this here and now and know

that i am always getting what i want
it feels good to relish the
feeling of kowing

knowing

it already is

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

and if i try to hard
to feel the flow
force the flow

then nothing comes because
by way of looking
for the flow
you push it away

you can’t find it because it is always here and
the more you

look for it the more you create a
reality in which you are looking for it and when
you celebrate knowing it is here then
of course

it is

and that’s the secret is not in
the finding of it but the allowing
it to be here the allowing it

to be what it is no matter what that
is and facing up to the fact
that i will never be in charge so
my only goal is to know that

right now

is perfect

all i’ve ever found
that “works”

is relaxing and letting go
and i can feel t hat the more i try
the worse i feel and i can
feel that this

tightness is about
a need to control or see the
future or know the future

which i can choose
to know in this here and now and i can
choose to celebrate the
truth

of life in this here and now i cam

am celebrating the truth of life
in this here and now

i celebrate life

the truth of life and i can let go
of the rest because i know i’m not in control
i know i’m not in control
i feel goo

i can feel the feeling
i can feeling the feeling i can feel the feeling i can

the feeling i this here and now i allow
well being in th
this here and now

i allow well being inthis

and now i allow

connectedness

alignment i thi

this here and now i allow the alignment
to speak for itself

my attunement to th

the highest power

the isness of life ican feel myself
beeing

tei

tuning into the powre of
power of life i can feel myself

tuimng

tuning in to the power of life

thanks god for everything
is all i ever need to think
aobut athnk

thanks go for
for everything and the more
i remember to tune myself toward

gratitude
the better i feela nd i love
that it’s easy to let go
and just feel how i want to feel

knowing that life

has no choice but to
respond

witht he sam

i love that i get to
choose to feelg

good about life i love that
i get to feel good now
i already have the feeling right now
and my power

is in knowig that and the periods
of inaction

allow me to feel that i love tha t
i know they are clamouring

i love the better it gers i love
that i’ve let that go i love feeling
the

self actualization

of looking for signs of improvement

i’m looking for evidence of
what i want to see and that’s
all i can do
all i can do is look for what i want to

see and choose to feel the
feeling righ tnow
knowing that i can

can’t change
a thing

besides howi feel
i’ve decided to be happy
where i am no

and not resist life
i’ve decided to be happy how i am
and not resist life
i’ve decided

to love this here and now
and everything it holds i’ve decided to

feel the
feeling because i’ts how i’m mesnt to

meant to feeland

and it feels good i amke
make the cohice o feel to feel how
i want to feel and i love that
i’ve let that go i love that

it’s quite easy

just don’t wory
it’s that easy

just don’t worry

don’t worry
be happy
that’s my only job

job

not even

i am here doing the work
and the work alwyas works

i lean intothe fow
the flow becuas

beause i

because i ant t
want to feel my best

thank you for my health
than kyou
for a car to borrow
thank you for a good lunch
thank you

thank you for this life
thank you for this
moment in this here and now
and thank you for

alignment thank you for
helping me remember that
it’s all me i created all of
it

and there’s no such thing as
lack thank you for
helping me

remember who i am thank you
for healthy kitties thank you
for a warm coat and a warm hat
thank you for boot thank you
for a warm house than kyou

for hot water

thanks for free beers!

thanks for orders coming in!!!

thanks for all the payments
thanks for the payment from dewayne
thanks for good wok tha
work that i lok

i like thank you thank you tahnk

thank you for everythi

all i can do is let go
and

let it flow let life flow
to me and allow allow life

to take care

of life

thank you for the good life
thank you
for this life

thank ou

you for this life
thank you for this life
thank youf rot

for this life and knowin

knowing that life is long
thank you for the feeling
o

of connection

with spirit and thank you for
the

bravery to let go
to trust this oment

and it comes its always coming
and i can relax into the knowledge

just noticed everything that is
pouring toward me and i have to admit

i have it very good
just focus on what’s working and not
what’s not and it feels good to
let go of the rest it

feels good to take the big leap
and appreciate life it feels good
to celebrate life for me

and let go of the rest
to really do the wrok
b
ec

because the practice of
feeling good

feels good it feelsg ood to
to really do the work to practice to
do the work and feel good it feels good

to dot he work
the work and feel t

all around me i love that
there are miracles all around me and the more
i look for them the more i see th

what am i here to learn to day
to remember to relax to remember
i don’t have to wrry
aw

wr
worry or wonder about that
to feel

i love the i know i never
have to worry i love that
the pipe

fixed itself i love that
thep ip

pipe
fixed tisef

i love thatlife always fixes iste
i

i love that life
always ixes
fixes itself i love having enought o
give i love feeling tappend
into life i love feeling
the relief of life loveing men
i love allowing life
to love me i love doing the wor
f

of letting go of being aware of my thgouts
i lov that iknow that i’m not a victim of my thoughts
or my experence i love that i get tao
creae

create who i am in this
here and now i love that i get to calmly a
nd blissfuly

approach life with love

what am i here to learn to today
what i am i here to accentuate

i love that i get to feel good i love
that i get to hang out with family

i’m here to remember that i’ts only
ever me and that life can only
ever reflect me i’m here nt

to remember that this
is the only work
i do this work to remember that
this is the only work that

god is lavish
unfailing abundance

the

i liove that i get to choose
the feeling i love
that i get to choose

the feeling

tuned in tapped in
turned on i love knowing that
ti can

only reflect me i love
that i can choose to feel relaxed about life
i get to make the choice

to calm down and relax intot he moment
that’s what it feels like to
be able to breath to be totally
relaxed in themoment and i have the
metnal space to allow that
i have the

non pu
power the opposite of power
to rallow
allow that

so grateful for
a free good lunch
and a couple beers on a sunday

so graetful
to get to hang out
and dosomething

so grateful to get to create
so grateu

it alawys comes through in
the background
it always happnes int he
the

backgrouind

when you’re not looking

thank you for this
here and now than kyou for
the knowledget o know

that life

is far from over to know that
life is long and that
anything can happen

thankyou for the bravery to know that life

just let it all god
is

is all i can ever do
let it all go id all
is all i can is all

i can ever do let it all go is
all i can ever do let it all go is
all i can

ever do let ig all

all god

feel the feeling of oneness witht his
moment
be brave enough to believe in life

be nice to myself

i love myself
not try so hard

dn’t try at all
just love myself in ths right now

love my work and know that
i am in the right place at the right time

choose to feelt he feeling right now

choose to feel the feeling right
now choose the feeling now and then the
rest comes choose the feeling
right now
andthen the
rest comes i love that i can
be brave enough to
feel the feeling right now

feel the feeling right now
feel the
feeling right now feel the
feeling right now
and ot

i don’t have to be afraid i don’t have to

hold my breath i don’t have to
be afraid i can trust the right now
it

trust the right now i
relax io
n

into this rightnow and
remember that this
is the only

work this

is the only work this is the only work
and in the air iswher e

everything is
decded
created

executed

producd

that’s it and that’s
all and when i turn the bot
o

boat on my beliefts i

i turn the boat
on my reality i love that
i get to choose the signal
i send

and i love the better
it gets i get to hcoose the

sign

of ease and flow i i

can do it
i can accept this moment as it is

i aceep

accept this moment

as it is

and when i can be happy with anything
that is when all the

things come

the secret is to remember to be happy no
matter what to feelthe feeling
now to feel the feeling now

to feel the feeling now and
what is the feeling i don’ th

don’t know but it’s always there and
i always have access to it

how i would feel if i knew
for a fact

that i would get

everything i ever wanted

how would i feel how would you feel if yo
know

knew everything would work otu

what am i here to learn today
to remember today

to just keep saying thank you
just keep doig the
the work the only work and be grateful for where i am
in this here and now just keep saying

thank you

for this here and now
just keep saying thank you

just keep saying

thank you

let everything go let everything
go let everything go and just relax

just relax and
allow relax and allow and i am
feel the

feeling the vibration

being massaged and i feel that i am
aware of something
i feel that i am on the
verge of something and i can feel that

with more focus on the

the work my power is rising and i can
feel that the focus on the wrok

work cultivates something within
me and i can feel mysel fl

letting go of more and more
moments of the day
and just trusting the oment
moment just feeling
the relief of this oment

moment

just feeling the

relief of this moment
moment just feeling

the relief ofthis moment

and iknow i can

get there first and i know

it doesn’t have to be a struggle
it’s the opposite of struggle

it feels good to do the work
to relax to take a break from
thinking

a permanent break from
thinking

to remember that it can
only reflect me and then come back
to center to make the choice
instead of look for what i

don’t want to see it feels god
to make the choice

easier and easier to make the choice
make the choice to take
responsbility for everything that is

the better it gets ilove the
better it getrs i love the

better it gers i love

i love seeing evidence wherever
i look i love doig t
doing this work because i know the

power of t
this work i love doing this work

is the only work that matters
i love that i’ve let that go i love
that i’ve decided to let that
go i love that i’ve

decided to vibrate away from that i love
that i get to choose
to approve of myself i ove

that i’ve decided to vibrate
away

from caring

i feel good in this here and now
i am grateful

for this here and now i
i
ma

am grateful for this
here and now and knowing that

whatever i do

will always be enough

whatever i do

will always be enough i know this kno

i know that whatever i do
it will always be enough

in the here and now
and the wrok helps

em relase

and cherish this moment
love this moment

and trust

everything that is

in this very moment

i ove that

that i know

there’s

there’s no reason to try there’s no
reason to try i can trust
i can trust the flow and know that
there’s now reason to try t

just trust this right now
and let go
andk now that
this work

is all i can ever do
get in the vortex and then
and i know that
i know that

get in the vortex and then and i am

doing myself the service of

getting in the vortex

and i know

that ig just

takes a little focus
and a itt
lot of letting go

and it’s easy to feel the
feeling of letting go
of everything saying
i don’t give a fuck about that
and allowing myself to
enter the here and now

for just a moment

there

is the feeling of relief of knowing that
it will never not
be right now
and the the flow ill ala

always do the work

to feel
good now to enter the here and now
and hold on tight
because its quite the

indescribable ride

i’m here and now and i’m doin
the work to let go to feel how i want to
feel to look for what

i want to see to know that
it’s always enough it feels good to know that it’s always enough
to feel good

i love feeling the feeling i love
celebrateing the

now i love that i get to clean!!

i lovethat i have a house to clean
and i love that it’s fun and easy i love
that the flow is always flowing

i love that i get to choose
and trust the magick life jut trust

trust i trust i feel the
feelingand ik now that

that life always provides

it fesl
feels good to get in the vortex
and thn to listen to the flow it
feels good to listen to the flow and get in the vortex and then
it feels good to eel t
to feel the flow it feels good
to eel

focus in this here and now

what ma

am i here to do
what

why on
the hell

am i doing this work

to feel good
to feel better to feel
the truth of life to

let go to feel good
to feel good to feel relief
to feel relief to feel

loved and appreciated and
validated to know that life is
good to remember that

life is perfectly good to remember
to be brave enough to feel
how i want to feel to

practice being brave enough to
show up for life i am

brave enough to show up for
life i am brave enough to let go
of it all and just feel
the feeling the

feeling of love
is all i can

ever do
the feeling of love is all i can ever to
and

and when i commit to that
everything else

is nothing”

i’ve let that go

i’ve let the rest go
and thank god for the
this work that helps me reconnect i love that i know

the feeling i know i know
what everything is and i am now
a vi

not a victim of my gho
thoughts or my environment

i love that i getto choose

i love
that i

g

i love doing
this work this is the only
work the vortex is the
only work and i am

allowing myself to remember that
now i am not
a victim of my environment and i have
the pwoer

power to see passed it i have
the power to see passed my

current treali

reality and it is up to me
to be able to imagine it
to allow myself to be my
best self it feels good to allow

myself to be my best self it
feels good thwne

when i allow mysel f

to get in the vortex and then
and remember that

everything else reflects my

connectoin to source
that is the once true

fact of life is that
everything reflects me

so grateful to feel good and trust
the flow trust the flow
it feels good to
feel good and trust the flow

of life it feels good to feel good and trut
the flow
of

to make the choice to
get in the vortex and then
and know that it
can only reflect me
it feels good to celebrate this very moment
and know that life will always take
me in the right direction

so i can just trust
this here and now

allowing myself to do the
vibrational work and allowing myself to
celebrate life i love that this
is my work in this here and now i love

its only ever the
vibratonal work and i love
that i am doing it

i am allowing myself to
feel good i am allowing myself
to celebrate life i am brave
enough to celebrate life

to say

thank you for the
reflection to say yes thank you
to allow myself to feel
the connection instead of

see it and say yes i see it
but it’s not enough

i say thank you for
the reflection thank you
for showing me i am a match to that
and thank you for helping me
remember that it’s only

ever

me

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me it’s only ever me

it can only reflect me i know that
and i love that i get to choose
so i look for that version
i look for that version and i allow
myself to see it

i allow myself to see
the
version i prefer and that’s

pretty easy when
i decide to do it i love
the better it gets and i love
that i’ve let that go

i’ve let go of needing
to hold on i’ve let go of
needing to please anyone

i am allowing myself to do that
and being here more than anything
helps
me

do
that

helps me see who ia m
and pracitce
practice

not
caring

about what other people
think about my state of mind

and
being

have fun
enjoy
be happy

and i know that it all there is

have fun
enjoy
be happy and i love that i cna
allow myselt o

to do that i love that i am
i am me and i am here now

i let go
i know i don’t have to control anything
and i can just say yes
thank you and i know that i’s

ti’s

it’s easy to let go and
allow life to live me to trust
life and to look for what i want
to see i ove the
i love the ower
power of me i love that i et to
get to choose

not to care
what they think of
who i am

instead i can choose
to be grateful

i’m grateful i’m here and
for the magick of this here
and now and i love that
i aware of the vibration
and through awareness i can let it go

i can feel myself afraid to
turn over trust completely
for fear of being judged

that i’m not enough hat
i’m doing enough
in some ways judging myself

for not doing enough always
creating a sense of not enough

i realize now that i am not
sending a signal of enough if i am
sending a signal of not enough

i am
enough

i am enough

i am enough

i love that it’s
all flowing i love that i know
life is flowing
through me i love

the vibration
process
progress feeling tuend

tuned in tapped in turned on
and knowing that eventually i can
train my mind away from immediately thinking
but what would x think if
i didn’t do

anything

how weird

because its the opposite

in the flow there is
plenty to ‘do’

there’s never any question
of that relly

really so much more to ‘do’

than when ot in the
in the flow and really

i know that it’s just
practiced patterns of thought
i know that it’s just science

and i know that i’s on
it’s only ever me i love that ia m
allowing myelf to

rise above that
vibration i am
allowing my;self

to let that flow and
feel for the flow feel for the flow
i ove that i am
given

the space to do the vibrational work
to really do

the work and find the place of
erson

resonance with god and feel

uttterly

willing

to simply
let go
of all the rest
be

because here in the space of communion with god

the joining fothe bodies mine
and yours

nothing else matters

that’s all there is and knowing my own powr
is

all there is it feels good to
rememer the

powers that me

the powers that me

feeling
very powerful these past few dys
days and know

knowing that it came from

one instant

of relief

if you can allow yourself
to feel even one instant of relief

you’re
life
will
change

i love that this works
alwa

work always helps me fet there

get there and i love the
better it gets

focus on it
and it

grows

focus on it and it
expands focus on it and it
grows

that is the only
answer inl ife i
and i love that i know t

this power

i know this power i love that
this work heklps

helps me

remember it

i love
online sales
i love that it’s wroking
working
i love that it’s
comeing
to me

i love that it’s wrokig
working and i am

learning
how to love me how to
approve of myself
how to allow mysle f
be enough

to live like my
father is dea

it feels good to relly

really do the work
to

not be afraid to love myself
and where ia m right
now i love myself and hw

where i am right now i love
that everything worked out
perfectly and weirdly in the flow

i love that we
doubled
our income!!!

i love that it’s working
i love feeling tuned in tapped in
turned on i love feeling like
myself i love am

making the choice to feel
good about myself i love
dropping

resistance

left and
right and

i love doing this work
and remembering who i am and
rememering
that

i am source energy
observing itself

that’s all

i love that i know i love
that i am

coming into myself here and
being forced to truly realize who ia m
who

i want to be it feels good to

to expand
vibrationally and allow myself to
dothat it
feels good to

allow myself to enjoy life
in this here and now
and know that is all i can

ever do

enjoy this
moment right now

i can’t search for it
though i know it is there i know it is
there so why search for it

why strive for it?

just allow it to be and that
is my power
not finding it
and making it more

powerful

but allowing it to play out
its own power to be powerful
in itself without the restraints
of my

desire
attachment
judgement
strain

my power is allowing the
now to be the now and allowing
the rest to come to me

energetically
that is the work i am doing here

is not

finding something but
allowing it to be as it is
being brave enough to allow life

to be as it is to remember
this is my time this is my life
and i’m allowed

to enjoy it feels good to
feel waves of

i feel

waves of relief

i feel waves of relief and that’s
all i can ever do is feel wave of
relief and i know i can never try i can

never ever try
that is how i do my best never try

i’ve let the rest go and i am allowing life to
flow

through me

i love feeling good i love feeling
at ease in my life i love feeling at ease in my life
i love feeling the feeling of love i love that i
get to choose to love everyone

every thing i love that i
get to choose to love me i love that
i get to like myself i love
that i get to feel good now i love
that i get to make the choice to love myself

to send the signal of yes
and that is all that matters
it

i love you

i loveyou

i love you

i love this right now i love
tha tlife is good i love

waking up feeling good i love that
we are making it work i love

diving

into the stream i love that
i know every day is the best ever
and the best work
i can do is just

allowing the flow to flow through me

jumping

intot he flow
every moment saying thanks for the oments
i have thanks for solutions hanks
thanks for wanting
wanting to get out of hav

bed

having to get out of bed thanks for the flow
thanks for the

courage

to enjoylife as it is